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23 april 09 at 8:36 PM

Today we will be knowing our Pw grouping. Not that interested in who to work on with, unlike all the rest in class. They are like so nervous and excited about it. Come on, its just a grouping stuff. In the end, group with V, J, D and M. I cannot say out the names la, because there's one person that almost all the girls are avoiding, D.


The girls find D very pervert. He always keep thinking the wrong way when you didnt mean that way. Not only that, he will be very obervant about girl stuffs, like the way we sit, is it obscent? There's one time when Shi Min huddle her legs when sitting in library's chair, and he commented that its not a very nice position because she might 走光. The girls around her, including me, find it weird that why did he observed this kind of things? And she used her bag to cover her legs, so its like no one would be able to see anything that they were not suppose to see. And even if she did 走光, we were be the ones to remind her, and not the guys.

The only thing that I'm frustrated about him is that he is not sensitive to others feeling. During one time when the Economics students were having their lessons, and the Geography students having break, he was chatting with Yu Xin and the rest about Olvl results. Because Yu Xin's results by right cannot make it to Nyjc, but she got interviewed by the Principal and accepted in. D said immediately, with joking tone, that Yu Xin can make it because she seduced the Principal! At first, she dont mind, and she said that her mother was with her, how to seduce? He shoot back and say that her mother, together with Yu Xin, seduced the Principal together! WTF?! How can you say one's mother? Its very rude and impolite, and also infers that this person has no moral at all, despite the 15 years of schooling and moral education. Is Singapore's education system wrong or is his fault not to know about moral? Everyone is angry about it. Imagine someone insulted your mother, how will you feel? Punching him? Every girl is avoiding him. But i didnt, because he havent offend me. If he did, he will be really sorry... ...



I dont really like my grouping, although the girls are fine for me. But just the D and M, scared that they will be lazy. Actually, i'm kidding with myself. I know very well that they sure will be lazy. M maybe better, just that he like to talk crap. But for D, heard from Geography students that he is the lazy bum. He always find excuses to say that he dont know got tests, or homework. Teacher give him 1 week to finish his homework, but he say he lost it. Who believe sia???

I think my life in Ny is getting worser and worser. Not only with Pw, but also with all the subjects. Anyway, another blow for me. I heard that i fail my Bio lecture test. Although i know i sure fail, but it just demoralise me again. I feel so discourage about it. I've just recovered from the blow for my Maths lecture test and trying to work hard, yet another blow come. Seriously, its getting more stressful. Sooner or later, i sure need councellor.


22 april 09 at 7:29 PM

17 April 09 , Friday
Its Sgss Award Presentation Day. Rush to school from Ny, i thought i would be late. Happy for nothing. Because i hate to go on stage and take that stupid prize. Lolls. But its good to go back and see all the familiar faces, the teachers especially. As usual, take prize le and went home immediately. I couldnt sit there any longer.

18/19 April 09 , Saturday/Sunday
At home rushing for homework and project. The stupid Pw was trying to kill all my brain cells. New ideas, new ideas and new ideas... ... WTF?!

20 April 09 , Monday
Finally, Poly open! All my classmates would be having their lessons now. Same as me! Hurray! Waiting for this moment, at least i wouldnt envy them anymore. Haha. Good luck for all! Enjoy :)

21 April 09 , Tuesday
Same as usual --- Boring day =.="'

22 April 09 , Wednesday
Also another boring day. Hmm... ... ...


16 april 09 at 3:06 PM

Did i blog yesterday?? Ya, think so. Erm, just to add in for yesterday. Yan Mei came to my house around 4+pm. Why? She was accompaning her mummy to watch 歌台. Surprising right?? Haha. We watched 霹雳 MIT till 7pm. Aaron Yan seriously is so cute and cool :))

Then we went to my room. We were like pillowing fighting. She kept disturbing Pooh Bear and Pink Bear. Pink Bear so angry with her! Sent her off then went to buy bubble tea for Sin Yee, Hui and me... ... Hmm, 3 cups for $4. So expensive, somemore i treat them :((

We went to play playground for a while. I wanted to take some childish pictures but too dark, cant even see the pictures properly, so didnt take at all. The slides got short, medium and high de. Highest slide most hyper la. Oh ya, got one time Hui wanna climb up the shortest slide because she dont want to climb the stairs, then she held the bars at the side. But she forgot that there were bars at the top, she went to hit her head towards the bars when she wanna stand up. Dots! I was like laughing all the way non-stop. Poor Hui, she's getting more and more blurer. Haha.

As for today, still a boring day. Hated today because early in the morning got Bio tutorial lesson. Haiz... After the half an hour break, we have a straight 4 and half hours of lessons. Maths lecture, Chemistry lecture, Hall to watch performances for international friendship day, and lastly, 1 and half hours of Chinese. But also the longest break, 2 and half hours until 4pm. Lolls, weird timetable right??

Hmm, nothing to talk about le. I think because i blog too often that i got nothing to talk about, so next time dont blog too much. But seriously, if i dont blog, i dont know what to do during this long break le. Lazy to do homework. Maybe sleeping is the best bah. Haha.

Dont know what to talk le, unless you all wanna ask me things or what lor, if not no topics for the moment. Haha. Bye.


15 april 09 at 9:46 AM

7.30am starts lesson. Early in the morning having GP tutorial is like hell to me. I cant even think of anything. Mind in hibernating mood.

I hate assembly at 8.30am. The sun is like rising high in the sky, and we have to tolerate the heat. Later gotta heat stroke then i will sue the school. Haha. Lucky today a little bit cloudy.

Having one hour break now, so in library blogging can chatting on msn, if not i will be bored to hell.

I'm bored!


14 april 09 at 12:58 PM

Sunday , 12 April 09
Stayed at home for the whole day to study for Bio lecture test. Late evening, aunt came to visit us ^^ I was distracted, so didnt continue studying, instead, i watched television programmes. Fisrt time ever that i didnt feel nervous at all for the test, because i know that i sure fail. Haha

Monday , 13 April 09
Normal lessons. Also did study a bit of Bio. Then lecture test. Project Work have to redo, because i want to change topic. Lol. Earliest dismissal for the week, 2pm! Went home by 101, whereby need to walk to serangoon interchange. 4pm badminton with same old people. Not long, chatterbox, together with his friends tag along, but without playing, went off. Lame, waste money and time there. Played a while with the Pros, then headed to Hougang Mall, and then home sweet home.

Tuesday , 14 April 09
Weird, my arms are not aching for the very first time. But i did play seriously yesterday. Nevermind, its better not to ache right?? Haha. Today is a long long day, till 5.30pm. Hell man! So late, i want to sleep, so tired ~ I was like nodding off during Maths lecture because one small simple paragraph that common sense also knows what it means, the teacher was like using half an hour to explain to us. Wtf?!?! Only when he started to go through the question and solution, then i was awake. And his pronounciation very funny. Like "suppose" he pronounce as "susppose". Haha. The whole lecture was like secretly laughing away but he dont know what we are laughing at. Lol.

Why am i blogging now?? Because i got 2 and half hour break. Actually is 1 and half hour, but GP teacher got something on, so ask we all to do homework during her lesson in library, which none of us wanted to do. Haha. I'm bored! Someone sms and chat with me leh... ... Yuan Xin sure free. Yan Mei later going Pasir Ris, so can sms her too. But still, i dont want to study... I wanna chat chat chat!

Anyway, 17 April 09, this friday, its Sgss Award Presentation Day. Who is going back to Sgss?? Tell me please, so that i can go find you all :))

Think i'm talking crap, okay bye...



11 april 09 at 7:00 PM

Yesterday, the whole family, except for hui, went to play badminton with mummy's friends. Seriously, the guys were so great! Their smashings were as fast as lightning. Hope one day, my skills can be as good as them, but wait long long... ... Haha

After badminton, went to mumy's friend condo. Scenery quite nice. We bath and ate dinner there. I dont know why was there so much to talk about, they could talk till 11+pm. I was like drinking beer while watching television the whole day until i finally fall asleep on the sofa =.="'

Today woke up at 1+pm. First time to wake up so late since i'm in jc life. Ate lunch and do homework. Maths is really hard, so does chemistry and econs. So i hack care all the homework. I dont bother anymore.

Monday, i will be having first bio lecture test. Fail for sure, because i only left one day, which is tomorrow, to rush through all my notes and tutorials, which is like a total of 100 pages! Oh man, someone save me please, i hate memorising bio! Fucking jc life!

Going to watch television later. 7.30pm, Channel U. I'm addicted! He is so handsome, and of course cute and blur. Haha.

Nothing to blog much. Bye


9 april 09 at 8:27 AM

Yesterday after school, went to pungol cc play badminton with same old people, but this time without the chatterbox, so its quieter. My skills were like... ... And i dont know why i didnt play well yesterday. Nevermind, i still got friday to train with parents' friends, whom are pros. Haha.

After badminton, went to hougang mall eat. The 板面 was such a big bowl. So ym and i cannot finish it. Mine was not spicy at all, but ym didnt dare to try. Coward. Opps :p Then go NTUC and bus-ed home. Bath, play psp, watch tv, and sleep. I didnt touch on my homework! Too tired ~~

Today wake up, every part of my body is aching, especially my arms :((

I dont know what to type le, so shall talk about my lessons for today! Because tomorrow is public holiday, today's timetable will be according to tomorrow's timetable.

At 8.30am, got assembly, which i dont bother to sing the antheme at all.
9.00am, Maths lecture at threatre 4. I predict i will fall asleep. Haha.
10.00am, mother lessons, which last for 1 and 1/2 hours! Need to write composition =.="'
11.30am, Bio lecture at threatre 2. Sian, i hate bio so much. Regretting now.
12.30pm, break.
1.00pm, gp tutorial lesson, 1 and 1/2 hours again. I hate GP too. Haha
2.30pm, break.
3.00pm, PE lessons. Continuing with our napha training. Sit-ups (34), standing broad jump (170), sit-and-reach (fail!). I always fail sit-and-reach, i dont know why. They say sit-and-reach is the easiest among all stations, but NO! Todays will be incline pull up and maybe shutter run bah. Haiz.

Okay, now i really got nothing to say le. So ya, bye.


7 april 09 at 3:42 PM

Saturday, because of the stupid exhibition, gotta climb out of my bed early in the morning. Fine, but when got there, i dont care what the hack are they talking about. Only know is about some emergency procedures. The funniest part is mrt got "temporary" toilet, which is like hell! Can peep someone easily... ... =.="'

Sunday, the whole day doing homework. But still, cannot finish all. At night, headache came to find me. Till Monday morning, its still pain. So Monday i skip school!. Yeah ^^ BUT, Monday got Chemistry lecture test, and because i didnt go to see doctor (headache need to see doctor meh?), means no mc. No mc means zero marks for my test! Then teacher say must work hard for the rest of the tests because got count in promo exams. Lol. What the fuck la! Nevermind, the most retain one year, then same as nuer and the rest of my friends le. Wahaha! :)

Today is such a boring day. I feel like skipping too, but didnt. Because got Bio lecture and tutorial. And Bio lecture test is coming soon, so better go, though still pain pain. Haiz, this is how i suffers in Jc. So envy Winson. :((

Today, i dont feel like talking to anyone, and i know why, because bad fucking mood again! The reasons for bad mood-ing are:

First - Although still headache, i have to go to school.

Second - The stupid Chemistry lecture test gotten zero, which i have study so hard for it!

Third - Although i'm part of the reason for this ending, but i dont feel guilty for it. Because i know sooner or later, this kind of ending will still happens, so why not happens quicker and let yourself settle down before school opens? Its possible to find a bette one.

I know the third reason, some people may not understand, but i just want to tell those who know what i'm referring to, that i'm not guilty. Its not a wrong thing to do and i supported it strongly.

Thats all. Bye.


2 april 09 at 11:08 PM

I find that i'm blogging too often, shall cut down le. Haha. Anyway, now having break. And this break is the longest i ever have, 2 & 1/2 hours. So nothing to do, and come blogging.

Okay, today had the very first lecture test for maths on chapter 1 & 2, binomial theorem and Ap, Gp. I'm gonna tell the world that 'I SURE FAIL FOR THIS TEST!' I'm not anyhow saying. Its real. Because first question, i dont know how to do part 4, second question i dont know how to do part 2, and last question, ALL DONT KNOW! Freak, really gonna fail, but its okay. I dont mind at all.

For Chemistry lecture, i dont understand what the fuck is the teacher teaching. What chemical bonding, shape and all those stupid charges. Gonna fail chemistry test on Monday again, which is like another blow for me, but dont care too. Lol.

I dont know why today the mood all gone wrong. I actually wanted to be isolated! Being alone is the best ever. You get to think through all your problems without people bothering you. So i'm almost all alone for today. Seems good to me. Okay! I'm having a bad mood la! I dont know why. Haiz, i wanna go home... ... ...

There's so much stuff to do. Homework and projects. I feel like dropping out of jc, but its too late. And parents dont allow also. I'm going crazy sooner. I hate this school. I hate my class. I hate everything that i'm doing now. Being a jc student seriously is not my cup of tea. But why dont my parents understand me?? They dont even know how i feel now. Why am i born in this family??? I should be born in malaysia, study in malaysia, then i will not be as stress as now. I just hate my life so much.

The only thing that can make me cheer now is books. Story books that i like to read. Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn. Now i'm addicted to Shopaholic. I've finished 'Confession of the Shopaholic', which the movie is showing now. I wanna watch the movie! Sin Yee says its really nice. And i want to read the rest of the Shopaholic too! I dont know library got the books not. And i'm thinking whether i should buy it or not. Its quite expensive for one small, thick book. It cost about $20 per book. Hmm, should i buy??

Time to end. Gonna use this free time to find the books in library and do homework le. Bye.

Bad mood today!




1 April 09 at 9:44 AM

Monday , 30 march 09
The whole morning been's tiring because every lessons for today were lectures! Looking forward to school dismissal, as always. Tried to use another route to get to my destination, pungol cc for badminton again. But, its a even longer routine than i have expected. Went home changed, and headed to pungol cc. Played till 7pm, basketball for a while, then went home by bus 11.

Tuesday , 31 march 09
Early dismissal for today because previous batch had done well in their Alvl. But because of this stupid early dismissal, we missed our chemistry practical and had to make up in the morning at 7.30am. Fine! Its better than to be dismissed at 5.30pm. After school dismissed, had Rubik's cube competition. Helping up at the register counter, but didnt do anything at all, because all the J2 were like doing instead of us. Fine, better. Anyway. i forgot the formula for the solution! Yanmei, teach me how to solve again, please... ... ...

Its also the last day of march, which means that April Fool Day is coming soon. Sent a advanced April Fool Message to some friends, which i beg Shimin to sent it to me. Its lame. Haha. But funny. And when i sent to hui, she dont understand the message at all. She pressed the numbers out instead of letters. So went home and explained to her. Lol!

Wednesday , 1 april 09
Happy April Fool Day! But no one's there for me to fool. Haiz. Sad case. Received a bad news from class. I'm the lucky one to be choosen to go for a stupid exhibition on this Saturday at 10.45am at Lorong Chuan mrt! Shit, idiot. No one wants to go and we draw lots, but why me?? At first, it wasnt me but other, but that "other" got something on and draw lots again. This time me. What the FUCK man! Am i that unlucky?? Why am i always the one to be the unlucky one?? Life is seriously not fair! Gosh, i'm gonna miss my beauty sleep again :((

Stop here le. Gonna go for the stupid lessons.

Everything's gonna be fine, as long as you are with me... ... ...