Strumming Some Heartstrings


Thursday, April 29, 2010
29 april 10 at 4:21 PM

Life is boring without having to find/look at him. Okay, i'm talking rubbish here.

Wednesday pass as usual with lessons. I dont think there is much to say, just that i skipped remedial lesson for GP coz none from our class were going. Julia got BBall, Jeslin and Cindy not in sch, left me alone in the classroom? No way man... This is so awkward..

Today morning, woah, Yoga time! This time, i can really feel my muscles stretching, and its seriously so painful! I swear i will continue with Yoga after Alevel because i wanna my body to be flexible. Wahaha....

Oh today chem lect so happy to know that we are on the 2nd last topic for the syllabus, which is like finally... My head is exploding with all the reagents and conditions. It is so easy to mix up.

Maths lect i fall asleep for the first half hour, but was so awake for the last half hour, because the exercise she's going through seems tough, plus i dont have logic, so its very hard for me to think of the answer. Lols, i admit i got no common sense, Samuel always tease me...

Last lesson of the day, GP. I fall asleep almost immediately when she is talking and discussing the answer. I dont get myself, i always sleep upon hearing her voice. To me, her voice is like lullaby. But the 1 and 1/2 hour pass after a few blinks of the eyes.

Home sweet home. Very funny, the moment i online, all the msn windows open up. Out of sudden, Ji Liang came talking to me. He said i look like Yuan Yong Yi coz of my display pic, lols. We chatted and exchange numbers, coz he changed his number. Hmm, he actually forgot my name, so sad...

Actually i dont have much to say. Unless u all interested in the BGR thingy, which is like nothing much happen. Okay i will just admit to everyone that i'm in a crush, but is those 一见钟情 that kind, and its very weird. I dont know how to explain, think only Xin knows how i feel. But i'm not going to do anything to it, coz its just a simple crush, and he live in a world very different from mine, so we are not suited.

Err actually i kind of forget how is it like to love someone, and mind u, its love, not like. I dont understand how can people love their partner so deeply until they can die for each other, i find it stupid rather than romantic.

I also dont understand why some people find 失恋好像是世界末日一样, cant they just forget the past and move on like a strong woman? Why must they wail and wail until like they cant live without the other half?

Some made absolute statements like "我会永远爱他", "我不可能再爱上别人", but after a year or maybe a few years, this promise shall be broken. When they recall the time when they made the promise, they will find it stupid and idiotic to have made the promise.

This is how i feel when i'm recalling back, especially the days with Jeston, coz this relationship is kind of like wasted. We broke up coz of Olevel and sometimes i wonder what will happen if we didnt break up? Can we still last till today? Well, its not going to happen... And i dont want it to happen too. I find it stupid for the tears i cried during that time. I'm laughing at myself when i typed this out, lols...

So yanmei, the thing that i dont wanna pursue is actually this crush la. Haha, nothing much also.

Hmm, think thats all for the day bah, bye... ...
xoxo,
Mr B



Tuesday, April 27, 2010
27 april 10 at 2:35 PM

Know what, yesterday when i reached home, i ate lunch/dinner, watched tv for a while, then went to sleep for the whole day. I intended to sleep only like 1hour or something, but i'm too tired to be waken. So in the end i slept till 10pm coz i heard the Defeated Queen's music. I went to brush my teeth and sleep again. My sis asked whether if i can sleep, yes i can coz i'm a pig. Haha... I didnt bath wor, feel so disgusting....

Early in the morning go bath immediately, although i got PE later. Well, for PE we got our enrichment programme! Yoga... Err, quite painful. I cant stretched and my friends keep laughing at me. I feel so stupid la...

Then maths lect i'm like nodding off, until bio lect i'm awake, coz the topic we are studying now is much more interesting than the rest of the previous topics we have covered. Its about cloning all this, and some basic techniques to separate DNA, cool right? I wanna try Gel Electrophoresis coz it seems fun...

After that break. I swear i will never buy express food, coz its very difficult to eat.

Next, 2hours of movie! The movie is nice. Its "Remember the titans", and its about blacks and whites having discrimination towards each other, but a particular sch got a coach that forced the students to cooperate with each other and in the end, they won the state of champions. Its quite a touching movie coz got one student got into accident and paralysed. He cant play for the team, and he's the team captain somemore, quite a sad case. Guess what, his best friend is a black who he saw him as enemy in the first place. But they became very good friends. In the end this white guy (paralysed) died, but the black is still best friend of his. Well, this shows that strong friendship is never to be broken by anyone, or any reasons, even racism. At least i learnt to cherish my friends...

After that come library and blog. Later got chem supplementary. Think got quiz, but i havent study yet. Lols.

Okay la, i go study le, bye...
xoxo,
Mr B



Monday, April 26, 2010
26 april 10 at 2:36 PM

Actually there is nothing much to blog about. Friday around 7pm mummy came sch fetch me coz i'm having cca till 7pm, very late right? And i realised one thing, we always play the same game during cca, coz that requires a lot of thinking. The game is called "bridge", and its fun! Too bad he didnt come and play. Wonder why... Maybe he is sick? I dont know...

After that home sweet home. Saturday woke up early to accompany mummy go wet market, if not no one is there to help her carry stuffs, see i so fillial. Haha. Ate lunch and went to do homework. Not long i went out with sis to cut hair...

Okay, i asked the aunty to cut straight for my frinch, and i looked so weird at it. OMG, i dont know how to face my friends on monday le.

Then later went to hougang mall bought foolscape paper and correction tape refill, and i saw sheng yang, my hubby! But i dont dare to say hi, coz i'm really very nerd in the new hair style, dots...

Home sweet home. At night watch tv, thats all.

Sunday woke up early too coz thought mummy going wet market again, but in the end no la. So same, watch cartoon for a while then went to do homework. Around 4pm, went to see chinese doc again, who is mummy's friend, to refill my med. She changed my med to another type, hopefully will be effective against my cough bah.

Went home and watch tv. At night watched the 红星大奖. Oh my gosh, seriously, Zhao You Ting and Gao Yi Xiang damn glamorous la. My eyes can only fixed on them nia. Lols.

Then went to sleep after watching their party.

Oh ya, 大姑 came to SG again. Lols.

Today nothing much la, just that quite alot of people commented on my hair. Very funny meh? Some say i look weird, some say quite cute, some say look quite young, so in conclusion, nice or not? Haiz, shouldnt have go cut it, regret now...

Oh i fall asleep during bio tutorial and he caught me. Haha, but weird is i'm aware of what he's talking about, just that my eyes are closed. Then during GP tutorial, i'm seriously sleeping. Cindy says i'm very werid coz when it comes to copying answer, i will be awake. When we are discussing the answers, my eyes sure close. Lols.

Now in library blogging, nothing to do. Later still got 2 hours of supplememtary for bio, sianz...

Oh i wanna watch movie! I dont know the name of the movie but i know got jackie chan de. He taught a child martial arts coz the child always kanna bullied by other big sized kids. Quite nice, i guess. Anyone wanna watch?

My skin is peeling off. Initially i dont know its my skin thats peeling off, i thought its some kind of dirt or the gel i put to cure for my sunburnt skin, but when i asked mummy, she told me its just my skin peeling, i was like chey. Mummy told me not to rub the skin, but i dont know, so i go rub it, now my shoulders are pain. Lols...

Thats all bah, bye...

xoxo,
Mr B



Thursday, April 22, 2010
22 april 10 at 12:23 PM

Anyway Xin, i've decided to let go. I wont pursue anymore le, coz its not possible. Haha
xoxo,
Mr B



22 april 10 at 12:09 PM

I didnt blog yesterday because it was a very horrible day for me. I thought on tuesday night fever had subsided, but to my surprise, fever came back on wednesday morning (38.9) so mummy asked me not to go sch.

At home was so boring. All i can do was watch tv, drink med and sleep. Around noon, the fever was gone. I'm so happy about it, coz its really very 痛苦. But around 2pm, fever again and this time, its so hot that it shoot till 40.0 degree celcius! So scary. I cant find the med for fever, so i cant do anything but to sleep.

Finally it dropped to 39.5, but still very hot, so i went to bath, but of no use. For the rest of the day i'm sleeping and waking and sleeping until mummy came home. The fever havent subside yet, still around 39.3. Mummy kept asking me to drink med and lemon water. I could even feel that my stomach was exploding. Too much water in the stomach le.

Also mummy found the med for fever so i ate and sleep again. Finally around 9pm, the fever dropped to normal temperature. So i was like thinking i can go sch le, if not stay at home nothing to do.

Today fever came again! But this time better, 38.1. So i cant go sch le. Just now i went to see mummy's friend, who is a chinese doc and the clinic is nearby. So i walked there, use some time to find the clinic, and reached. Oh ya the fee is seriously very cheap. All together i paid $4 only. Coz this clinic is supposed to help those poor people who cant afford expensive fee.

So now i'm at home doing nothing. Anyone wanna chat can find me. Haha
xoxo,
Mr B



Tuesday, April 20, 2010
20 april 10 at 10:58 PM

Oh ya, i just realised that everyone gotta sunburn including Sheila and Xin! I thought only Huan and mine is kind of serious, but theirs are more worse. At least my face's skin is not peeling off, only the nose nia. The back i dont have bubbles like Xin, so i'm more fortunate bah. Or issit because i bought the aloe vera gel to apply? Maybe u guys can consider using it. Haha... Its kind of weird that when we finished swimming, my skin looks redder than the rest, but they are worse than mine now.

I asked my friend why apply sun block le still got sunburn. Then they say we must apply once every 2hours! I was like, WTH =.= Next time go swimming again, i shall put SPF50 or 75 oncer every 1hour! I dont wanna get sunburnt again, its very uncomfortable and hard to sleep...

Okay la, dont blog le, i need my sleep though my fever subsided. This time really bye le...
xoxo,
Mr B



20 april 10 at 10:27 PM

Well, i promised to upload my sunburnt pic. So here it goes.


See the colour contrast? I'm not exaggerating okay. Now the colour of my skin remains the same too, so can u imagine how painful it is?

Hmm, for today's lessons, nothing much also. PE just have to pay for the enrichment programme, then 9am got chem lecture. Oh ya, during chem lecture got one student fainted. So cool sia! I never faint in my entire life, so was wondering how's the feeling of fainting. Mummy did faint once in her life. She said her visions were very blur, then suddenly u feel like u are just sleeping only. Cool...

Bio lecture nothing much. Not much joke le. Then break for half hour, ate my bread, then went to hall for Ct period. Talked about SGC only, quite boring. Then dont know why my body suddenly feel very hot. Not the sunburn that kind of hot, but others. So i was suspecting whether am i having fever not. Yuan Lin they all keep saying its just sunburn, lols, fine.

Then chem practical, everything went smoothly except for experiment 3, i did twice but the stopwatch like didnt caught the timing, so i was super fed up and in the end copy candace's timing. Suddenly i find that graph is so easy to plot. Lols

After chem practical, i was wondering whether should i go to maths supplementary, coz i'm really not feeling well. In fact, i feel like i can faint at any moment. But they just couldnt understand. I can tell its not sunburn but fever because only areas that are sunburnt are hot, but my body, from face to toe, are radiating heat leh. My legs, which didnt get sunburn, feel hot as well. I know my body better than u all did lor. But still, i was pulled to go to maths sup.

When i reached home, i rested and took my temperature. Wow, 38.9 degree celcius! Actually i'm kind of happy that i'm having fever, coz i may have to take one day off. Also i havent got fever for a long long time ago le. But the feeling was very horrible, so better dont get fever.

Mummy reached home and cook chinese med for me. I slept and drink, slept and drink, until around 8+pm, my fever subsided. Mummy is very pro at this kind of things, then its good also as we can save money from seeing doc. So now i cant take one day off, still have to go sch tml.

And yup, thats for the day i guess. So bye bye...

xoxo,
Mr B



20 april 10 at 8:48 AM

Yo, hmm, sry that i didnt blog yesterday night, because the internet got problem again. I dont have the pic of my roasted back now coz i'm in school, so shall upload tonight.

Yesterday class was quite fun. especially bio. Surprised to hear me praising bio lesson right? Haha. Coz we are on Diversity and Evolution, then the examples he gave to make us understand better was damn funny. He talked about artificial examples. Like got one, he said, "One day, Mr Neo (himself) suddenly went crazy and started to throw his students out of the window. Then, no one ever survived. But among the students, got one have a special trait. Dear Jeslin happened to have wings. So when she was thrown out, she open up her wings and flew to one corner and hide. Shaun, too, has wings, so he flew when he was thrown out and coincidentally, he found the secret hideout of Jeslin, so together they have sex, interbreed to produce viable and fertile offspring."

Another one, Mr Neo put one group of black and white people together and confined them in a room. But how come they are not attracted to each other? Because of behavioural isolation. What if they are attracted to each other, but why didnt they have sex? Because of physical isolation. Well, to u all this may not be funny, but if u learn bio, u will know. And its damn funny with all the expression he made.

After that was Econs lesson and we are presenting our project. which was done long long time ago. Dots... At least its smooth going. Break for one hour and GP tutorial, and this is the lesson i hated most. One and half hour of GP going through AQ question, somemore i'm burning hot coz of the sunburn. Time doesnt fly, but still ended. I like Chem tutorial more and more, eventhough i didnt do the tutorial, but at least i tried in class and surprisingly, i know how to do. Then Mrs So announced the chem lecture test marks. Wow, first time ever in chem test did i scored above 20 marks! I gotta 22, and i think its just luck, coz alot of questions is i guessed de. If u dont know the reagents and conditions, just anyhow put lor, and thats what i did.

We got extra maths lesson from monday onwards, so went for maths. Maths tutorial very fast gone de. Haha. Then home sweet home.

Reached home, changed and go hougang mall to buy lotion or anything that can cure my sunburn-ed skin. I ask the lady then she got recommend. I thought i will have to apply for like 2-3 days only, but she say if its severe, at least 2weeks! And when applying have to apply alot. I was like OMG, how can i wear my clothes now? I went home, bathed, and discover that when i wanted to wear bra with strip, the strip touched my skin and its very painful. So i will have to wear tube bra for the rest of the days. But i dont have many of it. Haiz... I also cant wear sleeve nor sleeveless shirt, as it will come in contact with my skin and the gel i put will be wasted. So in the end, i have to wear tube in the house! So stupid la...

Around 8.45pm, went out to fetch Hui from school as she was starting her night class. Then the first moment she saw me, she asked, "How come u wear until like that?" Lols, obviously duh...

For the rest of the night, i do nothing but watching the DVD i borrowed from library. Then when its night time, i realised that i dont have any suitable position to sleep. In the end, 我趴着睡, which its quite suffering, coz i'm pressing against my breast. Lols... Later from B cup become A again.

Thats for yesterday, quite long.

Today i woke up, although the skin like feel weird, but sis says its getting better. But the redness, itchyness and hotness still remains. Nevermind, tml will be even better. Hmm, early in the morning PE, but we did nothing, just paying for the PE enrichment programme. I went to Yoga ($25), coz my muscles very tight, and i wanna be flexible. Haha. I even told mummy that after 'A'level i shall go sign up for Yoga if there's any, and also must be cheap. Haha

Other than paying up, nothing to do le, so we are dismissed. Shouldnt have wear PE, in the end also nothing much. Later having Chem lecture le, so bye bye....

xoxo,
Mr B



Monday, April 19, 2010
19 april 10 at 8:25 AM

Finally, the poly students started their classes today! They will be super busy than us le. Haha, which is a good thing too, if not they will stay at home and rot or keep going out and spend money. Lols

Well, today woke up my arms are still hot and red. I asked my sis to help me with the powder, but she said my skin is too disgusting that she dare not touch it. I totally agree with it. Its still super red. I will post a pic of my back tonight to let u all see how serious it is. This is the first time i had severe sunburn.

Sin yee said that watson got sell those lotion of something to help cure sunburn, so today after sch i will straight away go buy one. Also i will buy sunblock SF75 or higher, so that the next time i go swimming myself or with them again, i shall apply my whole body, including the back. At first i dont think i need to apply too much, coz i thought Gao Nan will like wanna rest and rest that kind, but i was wrong. She was so hyper that we rested for like one time to eat KFC, other than that we were in the water for the whole day. I learnt my lesson le. Haha

Now i cnt carry my bag properly. Its so pain when the weight was put on my shoulder. I dont know how am i supposed to carry my bag till i reached home at 4.30pm. I shall bear with it bah. Also i wanna buy umbrella so that when i go home, i will use it to prevent myself from getting blacker and blacker.

I need to buy whitening stuff again for my body and face. Any products can recommend, which are good and effective? Must tell me if u all know, coz i dont want to be a "black girl", haha.

Hmm, lessons starting soon, so bye bye. Happy schooling for the poly students!
xoxo,
Mr B



Sunday, April 18, 2010
18 april 10 at 9:12 PM

Erm, today suppose to go Jurong swimming complex with Keith, Sheila, Gao Nan, Huan and Xin. I put 6.30am as alarm, but because of 大姑's snoring, i cnt sleep. I woke up at 3.52am, then went back to sleep, but not long wake up again. So i might as well wake up and get change so that i wont be late again. So i took my time to wash up and change, then took 88 to amk.

When i reached, i went to top up with the cash i withdrawed. After that, Gao Nan saw me and called upon me. So we waited and waited and waited, until Huan and Keith reached too. During the waiting time, saw Jeston together with Huan. Hmm, he didnt change much, still the same. But when i saw him, the feeling in me is weird. I also dont know how to explain it.

We then board red line to Jurong East. On the way, i was standing up and lying on the side of the seat. Then got one stupid, pervert uncle keep staring at this direction. I feel so insecure and uncomfortable. Even Huan noticed it too, so i asked him to stand in front of me, to block his view. When the uncle alighted, he continued to stare when he walked out. So disgusting sia. Making me feel like vomiting. Lols....

Then we switched from red line to green line to go to Chinese Garden. We waited for Xin to come and meet us then walk to the complex together. Sheila reached there long ago le. And we go change to our swimming costume. Gao Nan and Sheila wear bikini wor. So sexy, haha.

We went to rent the float and then played lazy pool first. I dont like to go into the tunnels when water is spraying on us, coz it makes my hair wet and very ugly, as my hair will become flat. After that i think we go play the slides. We took turns of coz, as we only rent 2 floats. First, Gao Nan and Xin went to play the blue slide, which is as high as 4level. Then i went with Huan. Hmm, luckily i didnt capsize (翻船). I think Huan capsize. Haha. But i did capsized when playing the red slide. Lols

Here is the funniest part. Xin and Gao Nan went to play the yellow slide, only level2 and no need float. Gao Nan come down first. But when she come down, i think she cnt stand properly and slipped, thats why she keeps failing backwards. Somemore she dont know how to swim, so in the end she ended up drowning in a 1.2m pool!!! Sheila was the nearest to her, but i think Sheila was shocked to see her drown, thats why she cnt move her body to rescue Gao Nan. In the end the lifeguard threw a lifebuoy and even went into the water to save Gao Nan. The lifeguard 公主抱 Gao Nan wor. Haha, but too bad the lifeguard is old and not handsome.

I was like laughing all the way coz i saw everything! Its really very funny, even when u think of it now, u will still laugh. I'm laughing when typing this accident. After Gao Nan was saved by an uncle, he requested to ask Gao Nan to report this accident. Xin went with her. Then when they come back, i asked why need to report, they say if lifeguard save more people per day, they will earn more. So i asked Gao Nan to drown a few more times to allow them to earn money. Haha

Not long we go play wave. The wave is seriously making me sick. The feeling is like wanna vomit that kind, then i cnt go very deep, coz i will end up drinking the water. But Huan keep asking me go together with them, but they went as far as 1.5 or 1.6m deep. In the end still go la, but i held tight to him coz i really scared i drown, just like Gao Nan.

We toured in the lazy pool for alot of times. Oh ya, Xin saw a good-looking lifeguard. Actually when first time see the guard, he looks quite okay la, but after seeing him for a few times, dont think he handsome anymore. Xin still say "MY lifeguard so handsome wor."

We played for quite a long time then Gao Nan was complainging that she was hungry, so we stopped and bought KFC. After that, we continued the lazy pool. The time was afternoon, and quite alot of people arrived. So many groups were Indians. Then when we played lazy pool, they keep staring and staring. So uncomfortable. Got one even touch Xin by accident by pretend to act innocent and didnt apologise. So rude.

We also played wave for a few times. This time, i'm sitting on the float coz i really dont wanna get drown. When playing wave, i keep thinking about Titanic. People on the float are those who survived, and people in the water are those who are drowning soon. Haha, this is just my imagination la. Got one time at the wave area, Gao Nan wanna copied my style of sitting, but she didnt balance and in the end, she capsized again, but this time is from the back. Quite painful i guess.

We got go massage also. I almost fall asleep when sitting there. But of coz woke up as my mouth was touching the water. We really played till very crazy. In the end we all ended up sunburn-ed. Seriously its very painful. I can feel my arms radiating heat now. And its so red like a roasted mokey. My sister say she scared she will eat me in the middle of the night when she is hungry coz i'm a roasted monkey. Haha

We wash up around 4pm then went to amk. They are having dinner there, but mummy cooked my portion le, so have to go back eat. Huan didnt join in the dinner too, so he sent me home then went home himself. Thanks...

I feel so tired now, wanna sleep early. Haha. Actually i dont wanna go sch tml, coz my arms are burning. I feel painful when carrying my bag lor. Haiz. Hope tml the redness will sudside lor. Okay, i think i go pack bag, wash up and sleep le. Bye...
xoxo,
Mr B



Saturday, April 17, 2010
17 april 10 at 11:42 PM

Haiz, for the sake of xin, tomorrow i'm going swimming with them coz stephanie cant make it. If i dont go, the group will be odd number leh, i dont like it, though i know no one will be ps in this clique, but still not comfortable with it. Shall bear with it bah...

Oh my god, what to bring for swimming? Long time didnt go swimming le, scared forgot to bring things that are essential. If the swimming complex is at hougang, then i wont care if i forgot this or that, coz near my house nia. But they going jurong swimming complex, which is like so far...

Sin yee commented that i have dark circles le. Last time dont have coz always sleep early. I think its coz of yesterday... Oh my, so ugly to have dark circles. Must sleep early le.

Bye bye...
xoxo,
Mr B



17 april 10 at 6:07 PM

Okay, shall blog about yesterday. Hmm, as u all know, Pw results coming out. Good news is nyjc got 87% As, which is better then Mjc, 72%. Still, Hwa Chong is the highest with 93% As. Hmm, heard from Mrs So that out of our cohort, got 12 classes with students all As. Well, surprising is we are one of the classes! Wow... So my ancestors did pray for me. Haha

After maths tutorial, was rushing home to bath and get ready for the movie. So sorry that i'm late but still, i made it in time for the 4pm Monga. Sheila had her hair grown longer, though its only some, not all. Quite a different look. Other than that, no one change by alot.

Monga is a good movie. I didnt know it is Nc16, but i dont think its too violence nor the scene is too bloody. But the ending is very touching. Both brothers cared so much for each other but in the end they still have to kill each other because one of them betray the gang. I really cant imagine having to kill yan mei or wenni or even yuan xin, nor can i imagine them killing me. If this is a real story, is a pathetic one. Its nice coz the main characters are handsome too. Haha. One even had the hair style similar to Sheila, but that guy not that good-looking.

The movie is quite long. Lasted for about 2 and a half hours. After that we went to Fish and Co for fish, duh... I shared with yuan xin but i cant really eat much coz i'm too cold to eat. Haha, weird right? Later, we met Gao nan and decided to go to serangoon garden. Long time never go there le, so go refresh my memory. Haha

We walk around and bought beer and wine, then go to serangoon wet market there to find space to drink. Long time never drink so much le. Although i'm not drunk, but i feel so hot. Then was venting my anger and releasing all the stress and unhappiness (not because of BGR la). The scene was so pathetic that even strangers are willing to spare some tissue. Pathetic right?

After that Huan and Gao nan went home. We walk home until xin's mummy come and fetch us. Yes, i'm staying in xin's house. I bathed and wore the same pyjamas i last time wore when staying in her house. Haha, so coincidence. Around 2+am, we slept. This is the first night that i slept so late for this year. Not use to it. But i didnt sleep well. I keep getting up in the middle of the sleep until 7+am, i cnt sleep. So was waiting for xin to wake up as she set 10am alarm.

Later, changed and her parents sent me to amk so that i can board my bus. On the way, i'm so tired but i cant fall aslp, scared that i miss my stop. But no la, i'm not that blur.

Reached home, eat some rice, then watch tv. The first thing mummy asked me was, 'You two sleep very late ar? Must be chatting till so late right?' I guessed my eyes were so swollen that they can notice it. Lols. Then was very tired that i cant hold on anymore, so sleep on my beloved bed. Miss my bed so much, got the smell of me. Haha

Till now then wake up and blog. I feel like sleeping again, but cant coz i must at least do some homework, if not the whole day wasted lor.

I dont think tomorrow i can go to Gao nan's party, somemore they going swimming. I feel very awkward to swim with friends, coz i never did. The most is with family nia. In addition, the group is odd number. I dont like to go out when the number is odd, coz i scared i kanna ps, or someone's kanna. I dont like people being ps nor being ps by people, so dont think i will go bah. Have fun bah ^^ Dont tio sunburn wor.

Hmm, gonna do homework later after bathing. So bye bye....
xoxo,
Mr B



Friday, April 16, 2010
16 april 10 at 8:17 AM

Early in the morning blog very weird right? But i got nothing to do when reach school early except for coming to library and blog, although my laptop is back in action. Haha

Actually i got nothing to say. Just wanna tell u all that i'm gonna take my results for Pw later in the afternoon, 12.30pm to 1pm. Dont tell me to believe myself or be confidence, coz i know my own standards better than u all. So, its either a C or a B. There wont be an A coming out. If i really got an A, i think all my ancestors are praying for me. Lols...

I'm not that nervous actually, coz this is not my strength, but my weakness. English leh. Normally people tend to be good in only one language, but some smart kids can handle both well, just like my friend, Candace. This Candace is not secondary de la, is currently my class de. My class's names all very similar. Got Candace Lee, Candy Lim and Cindy Lim (all CL in short), all short hair as well. Then got Darrel and Darren. At first quite confused, now use to it lor. Lols.

Hmm, i really got nothing to do la. After tonight's outing when i'm free i will blog to tell u the results for my Pw. But u wont hear an A. I promise. Haha

xoxo,
Mr B



Thursday, April 15, 2010
15 april 10 at 11:39 PM

Time flies and now its thursday. Finally, last day of school for tml.

Hmm, today's lesson nothing much. First, PE, which i skip coz no use. Napfa already got gold, then game assessment over too, so its just a waste of time going. I rather spend the time in library studying for chem test later, which i did.

Then chem test. Well, mostly is i guess de, so hope luck is with me. After that chem tutorial, break, maths lect and GP tutorial. Good news is teacher didnt come, so early dismissal! Yeah ^^

Reached home, first thing first, cook my lunch. I didnt eat for the whole day, coz wanna save money for the movie tml. Then, i was rushing to finish 败犬女王. Quite nice la, but nearing the ending quite bored le, coz its the same old story again : Happily Ever After

Hmm, for the rest of the day, i was editing this stupid blogskin, which took me like 3+ hours to finished. Haiz...

Oh ya, heard that 小姑丈 kanna kidnapped for 2days by someone he know wor! Of coz got accomplices also. Oh my god, its so dangerous. Luckily that someone he knows agreed to let him off by giving him a sum of money. Hope that he's alright.

Tml 大姑, 大姑丈, and their daughter will be coming to my house, which is the reason why i dont want to go home early tml after the movie. They will be talking and talking and talking. Its too noisy for me. So Huan promised to walk walk around amk so that i wont go home that early. Haha

Eager for tml's movie, and i can also see sheila and keith. Finally.... Most importantly, xin! I wanna talk to her. Nothing serious, just wanna chat chat, and its girls-to-girls talk that kind. Haha

Shall comment on the movie tml night if i got the time and energy. Bye
xoxo,
Mr B



Tuesday, April 13, 2010
13 april 10 at 2:46 PM

I know i promised to blog about the conversation i had with vanessa on fri night but there is some private thing in it, so i shall not blog bah. Actually another reason for not blogging about it its coz i reached home late on fri coz of cca, so very tired and lazy to blog.

Hmm, weekend i had been spending my time not on studies but on shows. is seriously nicer than and its alot times nicer. Also Ruan Jing Tian is better good looking than Yan Cheng Xu. Lols

Monday i feel very suay. First, early in the morning stomach ache. Then during break time, my friend asked me questions which made my mind think alot. The questions are so hard to answer. Especially Q2 (b). I cant say what she asked, wanna know then i shall tell u personally. Haha

Today assembly talk is boring. First hour, Q&A section about how to improve the sch's facilities or something. But some questions are very funny. Second hour got a talk on blogging and extreme gaming. Gaming nothing to talk about coz i dont game anymore. I dont play audition, maple, warcraft, dota, or anything except my psp. Lols

Blogging is the one i wanna talk about. They say blog with care. So i was recaping: Did i say something offending to others? Did i say anything that i shouldnt done it? Well, last time i scold vulgarities, but not no. There is no F word in my blog anymore. The worse vulgarity will be "what the hell". Then when i was in the library just now, i remembered i got say something about someone. Remember the pervert i'm complaining? Haha. I think he is the only one that i complained in my blog. But the class only 2 people know my blog, so i dont think it can spread, right?

Well, if i got blog anything offending or like, to u, kind of evil stuffs, then must tell me wor. I scared i kanna sue by people then go in to jail. Someone actually jailed for 8months coz he post something bad. So i shall not do it. In fact, the safest way is to close the blog and dont blog anymore. Haha. Should i close it? Hmm...

Later got chem supplementary, then got small quiz on hydroxy compound. Dont feel like study, so shall hack care and ignore. The most later copy, only quiz mah. Haha.

Thats all, bye.
xoxo,
Mr B



Friday, April 9, 2010
9 april 10 at 4:41 PM

Last day of the week is always so restless for me. Hmm, today is another boring day. Its seems that my life is always boring. Haha

I'm glad that I understand the topic on complex numbers after the morning tutorial. And also I finish assignment 16a all by myself without the help of friends, but of coz the assignment is easy. Haha

Maths lecture at 9am is a waste of time coz we are not having lecture but workshop on statistic. Although its my maths teacher who is presenting, i still find it waste of time.

Next is bio practical. He is criticising on the work we gave him and says we didnt put in effort, which i agree totally. Coz we are rushing for time to complete the practical, thats why we made damn lots of stupid mistakes. And he keep scolding and scolding. Luckily he didnt comment on mine coz the mistake is too common that he didnt want to specify out. Haha

The graph part, he is very strict on it. As long as graph got no title, didnt or make mistakes in labelling the axes, u will have to redo 3 times. And the corrections, if there is one small little mistake, will have to redo 5 times. So he says its possible to use up all the graph paper for just corrections. Heng i no need to redo the graph, although i got some mistakes. Haha

Hmm, then practical starts. Its so damn rushing and messy. Somemore the leaf extract make my fingers all turn green and yellow. And the smell of ethanol sucks. Stinks the lab throughout. But we survived for the practical.

Then the one hour break we have to finish answering the practical questions and stuff, so i skip lunch just to do the stupid practical.

The most torturing lesson is not bio nor chem, but gp tutorial. I dont like the way she teaches us. She didnt even explain to me what the passage is talking about. Not like ms sim in secondary sch, she explained almost everything on the passage and make us understand first before doing the questions. Thats why i'm improving under her but deproving once i got to jc. I never pass my gp before, honestly. Haha

1 and 1/2 hour listening to her...... But time flies and soon, lesson's over. But i cant go home, so sad. Coz got the idiotic cca, which starts at 5pm. So late right? Haiz, bo bian. I only go once this year, and i cant skip le. Haha. I will skip for the last time next fri, coz meeting sheila, keith, huan, and xin for movie. Hope they free bah.

So now i'm bored. No i'm not bored anymore. Some talkative people come and talk to me and we gossip for so long that i forgot i'm blogging now. At least its nice to talk to vanessa coz she will update me on the class thingy. Seriously i dont know much about my classmates, be it positive or negative things. Haha. Anyway, they dont know mine either. Haha

Hmm, i feel like changing my url. coz vanessa knows i got blog and she may try to find and read it. I feel very uncomfortable when my current classmates read my blog. Reason is because i'm not close to them and i dont tell any of them about my life nor my secrets or trivial things. Thats why i feel uncomfortable when they are starting to know me. I dont like and dont want them to know me, my character or how i think about some things. I dont like to share with them my feeling, thoughts or opinion. Am i weird to think this way? Perhaps i'm isolating myself bah.

Actually i suddenly got alot of things to say, but dont know how to start. Hmm, maybe when i reach home i will continue bah. Mostly will be saying about the conversation i had with vanessa just now. Haha

So bye, gonna rest coz later will be hyper during cca.
xoxo,
Mr B



Thursday, April 8, 2010
8 april 10 at 11:25 AM

Okay, so remarks for the movie. Out of 10, i give 6 nia. I'm quite disappointed about the movie. I thought the action part would be like very thrilling kind, in the end no.

The the storyline very complicated. Introducing all the gods' names and stuff, i can only remember the devil, Heidi. Lols. The main character, Persus, quite charming la, but dont like this kind of story.

The lame part is that when the cracker (giant monster that even gods feared) came out, it died after 1 or 2 mins. Know how it died? Using Merdusa's eyes. Merdusa is the lady with snakes as her hair, then when u look in her eyes directly, u will become stone. Then the cracker just became stone and died. Stupid right?

I wanna watch Monga, but sis dont want. She says she dont like 阮经天 and hated the show. Then i was like persuading her that watching movie is for the sake of the storyline, not the actors or actress in the movie, but she damn stubborn la.

I wanna watch Monga is coz it's reflecting on the real world. There is really a world of gangsters, thats why i wanna know about it mah. But of coz the movie is quite exaggerating la. Is there really a world full of extreme gangsters? Extreme in the sense of like killing all this. I dont know, but i wanna watch.

Maybe will be asking xin, huan, sheila and keith, coz i long time never see them le. Haha. Gotta go for lecture le, bye.
xoxo,
Mr B



Wednesday, April 7, 2010
7 april 10 at 10:32 AM

Today got maths test early in the morning at 9am. Integration! I dont know why i can do differentiate but not integration. I find integration so tough. Hmm, weirdo me.

Going to catch a movie later with sis at amk. Gonna watch 'Clash of the Titans' or something. Hope that its nice ^^ So looking forward. Faster end sch leh, today's lesson is like so boring. Later Gp lect, then maths tutorial then home sweet home. Dont feel like coming sch today de, but coz of the stupid maths test, which its sure fail coz i dont know how to do. Haha

Hmm, i'm so bored... Someone entertain me leh... Or ask me out also can. Like maybe go beach or something. I feel so annoyed with myself now.

Err, dont know what to blog le. So sayonara...
xoxo,
Mr B



Monday, April 5, 2010
5 april 10 at 7:05 PM

Today is an unlucky day for me. In the morning just the first lesson, some people kanna scolding. Spoil the mood for the day. The pervert kanna scolding too. Haha serves him right. Econs nothing much happen.

Gp common test next after one hour break. All the compo questions are so difficult. The suay part is that my correction tape use finish, nevermind, i got correction fluid, but during chem when i wanna use, its finished too. Quite suay right?

Haiz. Actually today nothing much happen also. Life is boring without...... I dont know. Someone entertain me pls....

Emotions keep changing every now and then...
xoxo,
Mr B



5 april 10 at 11:44 AM

My mother is resigning from her position! She doesn't want to work as a logisitc manager anymore. I dont know why is there to be stress about, but I'm not her, so I dont know how stress being manager can be. She says that if she continues to work, she will have one of her arteries bursting sooner or later. However, she is quite hesitated on this issue, because daddy's business have been improving by a little for the 2 years only, then she scared she resign may cause stress for daddy coz he have to bear all the burden now. But anyway, she's still resigning. She's going to submit her resignation letter today.

So the benefit for her resignation is that she is able to take care of us finally! Since primary 2, mum is not home whenever we are release after sch, and lunch we have to settle on our own. So u can imagine how we feel. Its like we dont have mothers only after the clock strikes to 7pm, the time she reached home. If I'm not wrong, she will be leaving the company after this month. Finally I can eat my lunch at home. ^^

However, there will always be limitations. Less income to the home = less pocket $ (although my pocket $ wouldnt drop, but it wont increase either) = less to spend on shopping = must kick the habit of shopping and buying things w/o thinking, which is very difficult for me. My friends keep saying I'm a shopaholic. Well I admit actually, but not the severe cases as $ is a constraint coz the $ I spend is not mine. But I need to buy alot of things, like socks, maybe water bottle. I also wanan buy another shoe, though I bought one already, but its for sch, so another one is for outside de. Then I wanna bag too, like student bagpack that kind, just that I havent found the pattern I like. But now less $ le, so can I afford? Can, but will heartache when using the $. Haha. Unless some kind soul buy as present for me, like for my birthday, which already pass le.

Hmm, enough about the $ and shopping part. I wanna say about sch. I find that I hate schooling nowadays coz of the distraction. I keep thinking of things which I shouldnt be and I cant stop it, thats the problem. I even dreamt of it continously and remembered clearly what happens, which troubles me. I dont know how to stop looking or finding whenever there is break in between. Oh my god, I'm going crazy...

Fed up with myself...

xoxo,
Mr B




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