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29 april 10 at 4:21 PM

Life is boring without having to find/look at him. Okay, i'm talking rubbish here.

Wednesday pass as usual with lessons. I dont think there is much to say, just that i skipped remedial lesson for GP coz none from our class were going. Julia got BBall, Jeslin and Cindy not in sch, left me alone in the classroom? No way man... This is so awkward..

Today morning, woah, Yoga time! This time, i can really feel my muscles stretching, and its seriously so painful! I swear i will continue with Yoga after Alevel because i wanna my body to be flexible. Wahaha....

Oh today chem lect so happy to know that we are on the 2nd last topic for the syllabus, which is like finally... My head is exploding with all the reagents and conditions. It is so easy to mix up.

Maths lect i fall asleep for the first half hour, but was so awake for the last half hour, because the exercise she's going through seems tough, plus i dont have logic, so its very hard for me to think of the answer. Lols, i admit i got no common sense, Samuel always tease me...

Last lesson of the day, GP. I fall asleep almost immediately when she is talking and discussing the answer. I dont get myself, i always sleep upon hearing her voice. To me, her voice is like lullaby. But the 1 and 1/2 hour pass after a few blinks of the eyes.

Home sweet home. Very funny, the moment i online, all the msn windows open up. Out of sudden, Ji Liang came talking to me. He said i look like Yuan Yong Yi coz of my display pic, lols. We chatted and exchange numbers, coz he changed his number. Hmm, he actually forgot my name, so sad...

Actually i dont have much to say. Unless u all interested in the BGR thingy, which is like nothing much happen. Okay i will just admit to everyone that i'm in a crush, but is those 一见钟情 that kind, and its very weird. I dont know how to explain, think only Xin knows how i feel. But i'm not going to do anything to it, coz its just a simple crush, and he live in a world very different from mine, so we are not suited.

Err actually i kind of forget how is it like to love someone, and mind u, its love, not like. I dont understand how can people love their partner so deeply until they can die for each other, i find it stupid rather than romantic.

I also dont understand why some people find 失恋好像是世界末日一样, cant they just forget the past and move on like a strong woman? Why must they wail and wail until like they cant live without the other half?

Some made absolute statements like "我会永远爱他", "我不可能再爱上别人", but after a year or maybe a few years, this promise shall be broken. When they recall the time when they made the promise, they will find it stupid and idiotic to have made the promise.

This is how i feel when i'm recalling back, especially the days with Jeston, coz this relationship is kind of like wasted. We broke up coz of Olevel and sometimes i wonder what will happen if we didnt break up? Can we still last till today? Well, its not going to happen... And i dont want it to happen too. I find it stupid for the tears i cried during that time. I'm laughing at myself when i typed this out, lols...

So yanmei, the thing that i dont wanna pursue is actually this crush la. Haha, nothing much also.

Hmm, think thats all for the day bah, bye... ...