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5 april 10 at 11:44 AM

My mother is resigning from her position! She doesn't want to work as a logisitc manager anymore. I dont know why is there to be stress about, but I'm not her, so I dont know how stress being manager can be. She says that if she continues to work, she will have one of her arteries bursting sooner or later. However, she is quite hesitated on this issue, because daddy's business have been improving by a little for the 2 years only, then she scared she resign may cause stress for daddy coz he have to bear all the burden now. But anyway, she's still resigning. She's going to submit her resignation letter today.

So the benefit for her resignation is that she is able to take care of us finally! Since primary 2, mum is not home whenever we are release after sch, and lunch we have to settle on our own. So u can imagine how we feel. Its like we dont have mothers only after the clock strikes to 7pm, the time she reached home. If I'm not wrong, she will be leaving the company after this month. Finally I can eat my lunch at home. ^^

However, there will always be limitations. Less income to the home = less pocket $ (although my pocket $ wouldnt drop, but it wont increase either) = less to spend on shopping = must kick the habit of shopping and buying things w/o thinking, which is very difficult for me. My friends keep saying I'm a shopaholic. Well I admit actually, but not the severe cases as $ is a constraint coz the $ I spend is not mine. But I need to buy alot of things, like socks, maybe water bottle. I also wanan buy another shoe, though I bought one already, but its for sch, so another one is for outside de. Then I wanna bag too, like student bagpack that kind, just that I havent found the pattern I like. But now less $ le, so can I afford? Can, but will heartache when using the $. Haha. Unless some kind soul buy as present for me, like for my birthday, which already pass le.

Hmm, enough about the $ and shopping part. I wanna say about sch. I find that I hate schooling nowadays coz of the distraction. I keep thinking of things which I shouldnt be and I cant stop it, thats the problem. I even dreamt of it continously and remembered clearly what happens, which troubles me. I dont know how to stop looking or finding whenever there is break in between. Oh my god, I'm going crazy...

Fed up with myself...