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6 may 10 at 11:25 AM

Yesterday was a bad moody day for me. Its not during sch time. In sch, just had normal lessons all these.

After i went home, watch tv and ate some small stuffs, coz dinner time is not up yet. Well, dinner i cooked maggi as mummy went to hospital to visit her colledge who tio stroke. After the 7pm channel u show, everything changes.

I turned off the tv and ask sis to go study for her history exam tomorrow. Then she was like bui song coz she intended to fail for combined humanities. Then i was like saying she deserved it as she didnt make use of the long weekend to study, then now last min study is all her fault. Suddenly she burst out crying for no reasons... I was like wth...

When bathing. mummy came home and saw sis crying, so she was like comforting her, ask her not to cry, and even bought dinner for her. I dont understand why mummy can tolerate her. Obviously is her fault, but it seems like i'm the bad guy and she's the victim just because she cried?

I'm damn fed up after bathing, so i went out to have a walk. I bought soya milk and was like sitting there staring at anything that caught my attention.

I'm frustrated about this is coz seriously, she always like to protray herself in front of everyone that she is those kind of good, innocent girl. Sometimes i cant stand her acting cute in front of my friends, even relatives too. Just because she knows how to 讨人喜欢, everyone likes her. But do they know her true self?

I'm living with her for like 17years le, and i almost know her inside out. I know when is she faking and when she's not, and i have been tolerating for so long. I cant just embarrass in front of others right? She still my sis after all...

I'm so in bloody bad mood that i actually bought vodka to drink! Its only 8.4% alcohol so nothing much, i wont get drunk. Its the first time i'm buying alcohol for myself. The 7-11 lady did check on my ic. Wah, i feel so proud of myself that i can buy alcohol le...

I went to nearby playground and drank there. There was this family bringing their 2 children for a walk. Then the kids came and play the playground. The youngest little girl said "hi" to me and i was like so shock. Haha. She's cute sia. I hope that in the next life, i can be the youngest in the family. I wanna a big bro too and is biological, not god bro or what. I envy people with big bro at home, coz other than father, big bro is the one who can protect u from harm. I wanna live under his protection, it seems safe...

Around 9 plus went home le, coz i dont like to reach home late. No one asked about my face being red, maybe they did suspect something but didnt ask bah... After drinking alcohol, even the % is low, i always feel very sleepy. But i like to drink coz it helps in blood circulation, haha. I'm not alcoholic wor...

Today morning woke up having headache, as in my brain seems heavy to me. I dont know how to describe it, but this whole morning in sch i feel sleepy, except during Yoga, coz it's painful.

Shall stop here, having lessons later. Bye