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21 May 2011 at 9:11 AM

Ever since I changed my blog link, there are no more readers, which is a good thing because I can say whatever I want without their concern.

I'm so emotionally break down now. Why do I have to be born in this family? This is the first time I really hate coming home after whole day of work. I'm sick, they are the last ones to know. My leg pain, they dont even know, only grandpa cares. WTH is wrong with the world?

I hate to admit that deep down, the real reason behind working is so that I can spend less time with family and now staying at home seeing them. Lucky weekends I work full shift, so that I wont get to spend time with them except in the morning.

Now the only topic that we dont quarrel over is talking about Uni thing, like the admission and hostel stuff. Come to think of that, I will live in hostel if I get the chance. Its alot better than staying at home. And what a pathetic topic is this sia...

The feeling of suiciding comes back again. But I wana enjoy my Uni life first before dying. Dying is the best way to remind them of their lack of care towards me. The reasons that holds me back doesnt include them. Btw, family=dad + mum only.

Eyes so pain after crying. Work full shift later, haiz, what a day to begin!