diary :)

8 December 2011

2011-12-08T20:26:00.000-08:00

Dear mum,
Its been super duper long since I update u with the things going on right now. Sorry about that, and I'm gonna summarise it as short as possible.

Okay, I'm just finished with my finals and I can only say its difficult! The only subject with the least problem will be organic chemistry only, so I guessed I chose the correct course for myself :)

Went back home to stay till school reopen. The upcoming event shall be the 24th Dec Christmas Eve party daddy is planning, inviting ur friends for a gathering. It felt so weird without u here, planning together and helping out.

Wanted to change to i4s, but daddy keep on postponing. Hope he really do remember to get me as soon as possible, if not I will buy myself, and ask him to transfer the amount to me. Lols.

Guess that's as much as I can say. Bye!

7 September 2011

2011-09-07T22:08:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Gonna update with the things that happen this few days. On Friday, nothing much, went to lectures as usual and Hui came to find me and clash my lecture as well. After that prepared myself to go back home.

Saturday went to IT fair, bought a cooling pad and keyboard protector. Evening Ah Bo really came with her husband and Liang. Seems like the whole family is here now... Doesnt feel like OUR home already.

Sunday we went to Amk lib to study as we dont wanna see her stupid face. At least I'm much more efficient than studying at home. Studied around 6plus went to NTUC bought FBT short, mouse pad and food. Went home kanna scolding from daddy because he said we always didnt pick up his call. Please la, in the lib we need to put silent mode, and after that we forgot to turn on volume, cnt hear phone rings also not our fault mah. He really couldnt just imagine sia... Anyway went back hostel around 9plus.

Monday lab lesson ended early because the experiment was done super fast. Went back hostel to sleep. After that Hui came to see me. Tuesday Yi hao, Wen cheng and Yi hao's friend came to Sg to shop. Brought them to NTU take a look and went for lunch, then send them back to Boon Lay and they went Bugis. After that the day passed as normal.

At night, Hui called to tell me her phone kanna confiscated because after her last paper, she went steamboat with her friends, then when on mrt back home, daddy called her but cnt reached as there is no signal. After that she called back but daddy asked her not to call. Went back home daddy scolded her for not picking up calls. He really haven been on mrt recently. Dont he know that signal is weak in mrt? Wish I was home with her.

Today after forensics lesson, I had mentor meeting. After that Hui smsed me telling me that she gotta herself prepaid card. So pro of her to think of it. Lucky she got her ice cream phone to use. So this thing is settled. By right today got badminton training but because of mentor meeting and I didnt bring my racket to hostel, I didnt go. I will go next week for sure.

Thats all for this week. Bye and love ya!

1st September 2011

2011-09-01T07:32:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Today is the first day of September, another start of the month. Time really do flies, does it? Monday I had a great time with Hui as we played pool. After that I went to K1 to dye my hair. I know u would have scolded me if u are still around, sorry for being disobedient. At night, went pool again with Yan Lin and Hui. My skills are better in the afternoon as compared to night, lols!

Tuesday is Hari Raya. Stayed at home and study for the upcoming tests. Went back hostel around 8plus. Bathed and do my laundry, plus some maths homework. My new room mate came. She
s friendly. We chatted and I found out that she's NYJCian too. She likes KPOP as well. Haha

Wednesday lesson is only Maths tutorial as this week is E-learning week, so there is no Forensics Science lecture. Oh ya, I received email from office telling me that I can have single room, and key fob must be collected lastest by today, Thursday. I'm thinking whether should I move. Its great to have room mate so that I wont be bored, but sometimes its good to be alone for a while too.

Plus I'm not sure about the squatter, her friend. Wanted to discuss with her yesterday night but she came back late. She's sleeping now so I dont want to disturb her as well. Maybe later I shall sms her and ask bah. If her friend is staying permanently as in everyday, I will move. If its like sometimes stay sometimes not, then I shall not move, ok? I promised :)

I realise that everyone seems to be leaving me behind. First was Wei hau, he went Australia study, then Kai Jie, then u, but I wont be seeing u again. Now even Desmond is going to Taiwan to study. His plane will be 10.30am today. I regretted not having been able to meet him when he asked me out few weeks ago. Should have meet him but because of the stupid homework, which I did but no need to submit. Haiz. Bon voyage to him.

Today Hui will be coming. We will be having Sushi buffet at Sakae later on. Yeah ^^

Thats all. Love ya...

28 August 2011

2011-08-28T16:04:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Its been another week, and life still moves on as usual. I cant really remember what I did exactly for these few days, so I shall update u with the ones that I remember super clearly.

Monday was the first organic lab lesson. Lab partner was different. This time is Hai Wei, from JC as well, but she seems to know the experiment well enough to guide me along. We completed the fastest in lab1, which is a good thing, so that we can end earlier. This homework is to be submitted next Wednesday as next Monday is holiday for me due to elections for president, and Tuesday is Hari Raya.

After lab lesson, went back hostel bath and went to woodlands to meet Hui as I promised her to a movie. We watched Zoo Keeper, which is quite a funny movie. After that we went separate ways back home.

Tuesday & Wednesday lectures and tutorials as usual. Thursday only 8.30-10.30 class and the rest is cancelled due to Union day. This class is physics, which the teacher ends early within 1hour, thus 9.30 release. Went hostel, put on mask and take a deep sleep. After I woke up, its already afternoon and Hui is reaching Hostel soon, so might as well meet her at bus stop to go have lunch first. We ate Sakae Sushi.

Then back to hostel, she use lappy while i do homework. Around 8plus she then went home. Friday Hui meet me at 1.30 for lunch at canteen B near my school. Brought me Koi as well. After lessons, went back hostel to pack up and go home. I was informed that they have changed my room mate as the previous one I think she doesnt want to stay anymore. Around 6-7plus, the new room mate came to take a look and introduced herself. She's from Penang.

But bad news is that she told me one of her friends is moving in as well, but is legal squatting. I dont care whether is it legal or not, but it will be very crowded as the room is meant just for 2, but now double room for 3 people isnt that fair to me. So I decided to send email to request for single room and let them have the double room instead, which I did. Before she even moved her things in, I leaved hostel and went home, but of course, I got leave a message and contact number.

Reached home about 10plus. Gonna be back in hostel Tuesday afternoon. Saturday we went East Coast for lunch as daddy wanted to eat Korean food. The rest of the afternoon we were taking naps.

Today, which is Sunday, did some homework and revised on the coming tests. Still quite blur about it but will try my best. Tomorrow Hui only got half day lessons, so we intent to play pool then after that I'm thinking of dyeing my hair. But my hair length cost me $70 for the saloon that I decided to go, and other saloons may not be that expensive, so I'm still considering.

Thats all for this week. Love u, bye... ^^

21 August 2011

2011-08-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
This week is so full of homework. Still I will update starting from last Wednesday onwards. Last Wednesday had forensic science lecture. The lecture is about how we estimate the timing of death of dead people. This reminds me of the day u passed away. Ur body was so hard and cold and thinking that this would be the last time to touch u, i almost cried out during lecture. Of course I did hold my tears.

Thursday released early at 12.30pm, so Hui decided to come ntu to find me. We shopped around North spine as there is sales going on. Treat her eat lunch and dinner then send her home.

Friday Hui came to clash my lecture at 2.30pm because she did not have any lessons on that day. She used lappy during lecture to read manga. It felt so weird as she is beside me enjoying while I had to focus on listening to the lecturer. Lols. After that went to buy a bag and exchange clothes that were bought yesterday. Bought her 2 jackets as she likes it very much. Hope that I'm not spoiling her so much. Reached home around 10plus. Lucky Daddy slept le, so he didn't know we came back together.

Saturday thought of going Bugis had to be cancelled because Daddy will be at home. Lucky when Hui said she went library study with friends and I'm going out with friends, he didn't suspect anything. Plus JiaShun uncle asked him out for dinner, so he didn't even bother as much.

Went to Bugis bought cosmetics. Hui bought 2 bags and we bought some clothes together. Seriously I cant have much $ in my wallet as I will tend to spend it. Need to control my shopaholic behaviour le. Home sweet home around 7plus to watch shows.

Sunday whole day stay at home to finish printing notes, and doing homework. Managed to finish quite alot but still got a few questions don't know how to do. Then 8plus came back hostel. Each time coming back to hostel from home makes me feel so unbearable, as I have to tolerate the feeling of separation again and again. But its good to be back home every weekend, although its quite tiring to travel here and there.

Tomorrow only got 3hrs lab lesson and 12.30 release. So intend to go Causeway point at Woodlands to watch movie with Hui. She wanted to watch Zoo keeper, so shall accompany her bah.

Thats all i guess.. Bye and love ya forever mum ^^

16 August 2011

2011-08-16T10:17:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Its been like a week since I update u with news, sorry. I stopped at last Tuesday, so I shall start on last Wednesday. Okay, Wednesday is officially the start of my first Uni lesson, which is forensic science. As it is only introduction, first half of the lesson I fall asleep. Next half after a 10mins break, then I'm totally awake.

Thursday, i had lecture for inorganic chem, organic chem and physics. I like organic chem, but i don't really like inorganic chem. And physics sucks to the core! After that i rushed to eat lunch with Nina and one of her friends, which is also staying in hall 3, then got back to hostel to find daddy. bathed within minutes and rushed to fetch Hui then went home.

The reason for going home is that Thursday is the day that u passed away for 49days, which means we had to burn some $ for u. I've chosen jeans and a pretty shirt for u, hope u like it. Brought u food too, hope u still remember. Then we went back home. Around 9plus, daddy sent me back to hostel as tomorrow I still have lessons. Grandpa came to take a look too.

Friday is a 9.30am lecture for inorganic chem, physics and organic chem. Finished at 4.30pm and went back hostel to bath and packed, as I'm going home to stay again over the weekend. On my way back, went to South Spine to buy Pizza for Hui. It's very heavy to carry a big Pizza when boarding train. My arms feel so weak after I reached home. Daddy and I ate some and the rest for Hui to finish it.

Saturday really nothing much. I spent the whole afternoon printing my lecture notes and tutorials, and whole evening revising plus doing homework. Sunday was using lappy for the whole day, and in the afternoon, helped Hui to edit her Power point slides until super nice. While editing half way through, Ah bo came again. Just nice I've to get back to hostel, so they tag along, together with Ler Lin.

Seriously mum, we are disliking ah bo more and more. She's our relative yet she herself backstabbed us. She told other relatives how lazy we are, how lazy Sin yee is, and how hardworking her daughter is. I feel like vomiting. Sin yee isn't lazy, she cant help to do house chores is because she's still having exams in that period. Yes we are lazy, but at least now we wash our own clothes and I did some house chores if I find the floor is dirty. Yan Lin even worse, i don't think she mopped the floor like weeks already. Plus she always lazy to pick up her own hair after using the toilet. I have to help her clean up if not I don't even dare to go into the toilet. That's why whenever we see ah bo coming, we tried to ignore her as much as possible. Hui even give her attitude. I know this isn't right, but we cant take it anymore.

Monday, which is yesterday, I had my first lab lesson. I'm late because I cant find my way there. Although it's simple titration, but due to high-tech apparatus, me and my partner were so blur when doing the experiment. But of course we managed to do it and got a satisfying results approved by Mdm Chong. So i made friends with my lab partner as we will be doing experiments together like for the whole semester, I guessed. We will be in the same tutorials too, so it's nice to at least have a buddy so that we can help each other whenever we are lost.

Oh ya, when I was on the way back to hostel from the bus stop after taking shuttle bus, it's raining heavily. I saw this girl whom I find it familiar, stucked at the shelter as she didn't have umbrella, so I'm kind enough to shelter her to hostel. She wanted to buy food at the canteen. Initially I wanted to cook maggie, since she's buying, might as well buy. She's living in block 3A, just beside my block, so sent her to the sheltered ground floor and went back to my block. Hmm, I did a good deed huh ^^

Today is Tuesday, and I've got organic tutorial in the afternoon, so I shall be seeing Yvonne, my lab partner again. Then after 1hr break is Maths, which is Calculus. Hmm, this is the first actual lecture for Maths as due to National Day last Tuesday, recorded lecture was posted up.

Well that's it. Will update u real soon! Love ya mum...

9 August 2011

2011-08-09T23:59:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Today woke up due to Daddy's wrong calling. After that Hui prepared Mee Hoon Guay and went to wet market to buy ingredients. First time ever did she stepped into wet market. Haha. U should be proud about it.

I helped her slice and cut all the ingredients and she cooked one whole pot of it. Super nice, she mastered ur skills, although hers isnt as thin as urs. But she will improve de :)

Then slacked at home using lappy and watched tv. Printed my lecture notes le. Gave it a few trys before knowing how to use Auto 2-sided function and orientation. Lols. Grandpa arrived at around 6plus.

Oh i chose one set of clothes for u, but i'm not sure do u want this set not. Hopefully u will wear it. When ur 100 days come, i will choose one which is nicer and more formal bah. Then we helped u fold ur gold. Dont worry mum, u wont be poor. Haha. Remember not to save but spent all on branded stuffs ^^

Around 9.30pm reached hostel. Grandpa and daddy came in to take a look. Lucky i kept it clean and tidy. Haha. 10 plus went to bath and wash clothes. Going to sleep later le. Haha

Thats all, bye mum, love ya...

8 August 2011

2011-08-08T23:49:00.001-07:00

Dear mum,
As always, i will update u for the past few days of my doings. Saturday i carried my lappy and together with hui, we went to Chinatown to redeem our gifts. Upgraded ram to 8GB, but the transformer thumb drive all out of stock, so to bad, there goes my 4GB thumb drive :(

The weather is so hot that we cannot take it. Hurried back to Nex to buy my wallet from The Wallet Shop. We ate Carls Junior for lunch. The burger's like strung in size. Lols. After that home sweet home.

Sunday stayed at home to watch tv. Half way through, we were too tired, so took a afternoon nap. Around 5plus then reached hostel. Room mate still hasnt move in yet, which is good, because i get to occupy the whole room by myself. Washed clothes and tidy up my wardrobe, then watch tv in the tv lounge.

Today i thought is week 2 as the only course mate i know, by the name of Nina from indonesia, told me. So i woke up early in the morning at 7am, bathed and get ready. But when i smsed her, she told me is week 1, which means no lessons. Hmm, getting up early for nothing.

Met Hui at Jurong East and took shuttle bus to IMM. Ate pepper lunch then went to lappy shop to ask edmund to help her install microsoft. Took a few hours as her stuffs took up lots of memory space, causing the lappy to be super lag.

In the meantime, we went to Daiso to but some essentials like clips for clothes, can opener, small basket, and pot for cookng maggie. Then walked around to see if there's anything neede. Around 6plus then install finish. Edmund gave Hui one 4GB thumb drive FOC as he heard that hers is lost. Good man :)

Then we headed to Nex again. She bought Sogurt to eat. We chat with the shop girl tending the card shop next to Beary Berry as she wana see her handsome guy. Not long, we went home as lappy is so heavy.

Today is so unlucky for me. During the chase for shuttle bus to IMM, my left arm knocked onto the pole, leaving behind a blueblack bruise. When taking 101 bus home, my right elbow knocked onto the window side. Haiz, why did i kept knocking on things?

After reaching home, Hui cooked maggie for me, then herself. She prepared flour as she wana cook Mee Hoon Guay tomorrow. Oh ya, Daddy went back Malaysia as one of the relatives passed away. At least u got a company to chat with u. Grandpa will be coming to sg as well.

Thats all, bye. Love u..

5 August 2011

2011-08-05T20:53:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Sorry that i skipped thursday. But of course i will update u the full version of thursday. Thursday morning i bathed and get dressed as i'm heading to AMK for a movie with hui. From NTU to AMK is like hell damn long. Took 1hour plus to reach there.

Bought tickets for Captain America at 5pm but i forgot to bring my student card, so i had to pay full price. Sad case right?

We then went to pepper lunch to eat. The guy who sat beside our table is a mute, but it seems like he's optimistic about his future. At least there is hope for everything. After that we went shopping. I bought a headset of good quality rather than cheap as i've learned my lessons. $5 headset spoiled easily. I bought mine for $29 at The Challenger. I wanted to buy cover for my keypad but its sold out. Intended to buy it and also mouse pad when IT fair come again.

Then we shopped for accessories and bought 3 anklets. I bought one new wallet for hui as her wallet spoiled. There is offer at The Wallet Shop due to National day. All red and white wallets of any price is sold at $19. She bought a white one and for mine, only nex have, plus its red. So shall get it during weekends.

Captain America is quite nice and there's definitely 2nd part to it. After that went NTUC to buy conditioner. Bought sushi for dinner. By the time i reached home, it's around 9.40pm and this became my supper.

As for friday, which is today, i've done washing for clothes and towels. Hui came to hostel to help me bring my stuff back home. Yeah i'm going home to sleep till sunday as i miss home so much. First experience of having to pull luggage when boarding for bus and mrt. Weird and awkward. Then we took taxi home from AMK. Stupid taxi driver drive so slow, eating our money as peak hour started. Lols.

I've refilled body and hair shampoo, and washing powder. Tomorrow i will buy hangers and clips for clothes as there isnt enough at all. Plus i will go to nex for my wallet and also to redeem my free gifts from the notebook combo. That will be my schdule for tomorrow.

Thats all bah, update u tomorrow :)

3 Aug 2011

2011-08-03T19:35:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Today was the orientation for my school at 1pm at Nanyang Auditorium. I intended to sleep till late but daddy's and jia jie's message interrupted my sleep, so no choice, had to wake up early.

Well, i ate breakfast, went to toilet for a bath, and of course wash clothes. I was ready by 12plus and since its early, i decided to stroll there. But the sun was so hot that i was sweating by the time i reached auditorium. Lucky its so cold inside.

The orientation was just listening to the speech about the life here, introducing the courses, and some administrative matters. During the break, i came to know this girl called Nina from indonesia. She doesnt have any friends here as she applied from indonesia so she was all alone. Since i'm alone too as none of my friends are in the same school as me, we decided to be friends. Surprising is that she actually lives in Hall 3, same as me! She's in the next block, 3C whereas i'm in 3B.

I asked her about the timetable as i dont really understand it. After she saw mine, she said hers and mine is the same. This means we are able to go to classes and labs together :)

One of the professors mentioned that we need to buy googles and lab clothes by Mon as we have lessons in the lab. Since we have to buy it at NIE, which is near our hostel, we decided to make a trip there. Its quite far though but the shop sells not only stationaries, textbooks and clothes, but also snacks and sweets, which i'm quite surprise by it.

After purchasing, we exchanged numbers while walking back to hostel. Well, hope that in the future, we can be good friends.

Tomorrow there is nothing else i need to do, so i decided to reorganise my timetable using new notebook with microsoft installed. Since every week the timetable is different, i decided to do the timetable by week. Which means as there is a total a 13 weeks per semester, i will have to print out 13 timetables so that I wont have a headache few months later. I know it seems ridiculous, but i want to be as organised as possible. So after every week, i just have to throw away the timetable so that i wont be confused.

Hmm, i miss u mum. During the speech almost cried out because they kept mentioned parents and mothers. But i will stay strong and pull through the 4 years so that i can do u proud.

Shall bath again and make myself a nice cup of tea.

Thats all, bye bye.

2 Aug 2011

2011-08-02T09:25:00.000-07:00

Dear mum,
Second day of school i'm doing nothing again because its not my turn to turn up for orientation yet. Yesterday i dreamt that my room mate appear in the middle of the night with all her things pilling up. She's like bringing her whole room here to fit into this small room. Of course she's rich and pretty, that's why all her things are BRANDED! (FYI: This is just a dream)

Since i got no pillow, i used bag for substitute. Pro huh! No blanket and is windy, waking me up every few hours. So overall, i dont have a good night. Morning woke up because of daddy's message. He told me that he's having a meeting later, so ask me to go IMM myself to buy some kitchen tools.

Made myself a cup of nutrilite which Ah bo gave me, and bought kaya bread and fruits. i gave my papaya to the security as he is so friendly :)

After meeting daddy, hui's coming to my hostel to take a look and eat her lunch. She envied me of eating korean omelette with beef and she wanted to try. I hope we wont get lost like yesterday night. Did i tell u what happened yesterday?

Here it goes. Yesterday i wanted to take a look at the convenient store to see what it sells, so the map was stuck at my nose when i'm finding my way. Luckily i asked one kind fellow and he brought me there, but its closed. Food connection is near, so might as well buy dinner here as i'm sure i will be sick of the canteen near my hostel.

Like i said, i brought omelette with beef, water melon and honeydew. Sky is getting darker, so i hurried by pacing up my steps. But I got lost, the furthur i go, the more eerie the place is. Walked for like half an hour then i found my way back. By the time i ate, its already 7.45pm. Lols

The school is so big like hell. Even for the nearest bus stop, i have to climb a slope =.="' No choice luh...

I need to tidy up once daddy brought me bed sheets, pillow and booster again. Life seems easy here but tiring. Just one toilet and i need to walk from one end of the corridoor to another. Need to fill up my water bottle, i need to go to level 1. FYI, i live on level 4. Kitchen is at level 3. If i cooked and wanted to bring to my room, i need to take the lift plus carrying my bowl of food. I think i wouldnt have hands to press the button. Lols

Thats all. If there's anything exciting, i will update u, although i know u are watching me :)

1st August 2011

2011-08-01T10:22:00.000-07:00

Okay, so much things had happened since then... Wanted to blog but i dont know how to express out.. Life changes so much and its the worse year i had been through... So i've decided to dedicate this blog to mummy, treat it as a way to update u with the events i'm involved after u left... So here it goes...

Dear mum,
As u always wanted, i'm in ntu now and this is the first day of checking in to hostel. The room is so dirty that i really cnt tolerate. I couldnt do the clean up coz i didnt bring any cloth or mop. I wanted to borrow cleaner's mop but no one is around and i cnt ask.

No wireless, so borrowed adapter from the office. But i cnt watch my shows on pps. Daddy's intending to buy one notebook for me which include all microsoft and blah blah blah. I hope he can get me an adapter so i can return the current one to the office.

Seriously i dont know what to do now. I couldnt hang my clothes and couldnt unpack my things as cupboard is so damn dirty. Room mate is not even here, so i'm all alone in the room.

All and all, i miss home so much. I feel like asking daddy to bring me home tonight so that i can bring the things i need and do cleaning tomorrow. But i think he wouldnt allow it.

I'll try to borrow the mop at least. Then maybe later i shall go to Auditorium to look around bah.

Thats all, update u soon.
With love :)

21 May 2011

2011-05-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

Ever since I changed my blog link, there are no more readers, which is a good thing because I can say whatever I want without their concern.

I'm so emotionally break down now. Why do I have to be born in this family? This is the first time I really hate coming home after whole day of work. I'm sick, they are the last ones to know. My leg pain, they dont even know, only grandpa cares. WTH is wrong with the world?

I hate to admit that deep down, the real reason behind working is so that I can spend less time with family and now staying at home seeing them. Lucky weekends I work full shift, so that I wont get to spend time with them except in the morning.

Now the only topic that we dont quarrel over is talking about Uni thing, like the admission and hostel stuff. Come to think of that, I will live in hostel if I get the chance. Its alot better than staying at home. And what a pathetic topic is this sia...

The feeling of suiciding comes back again. But I wana enjoy my Uni life first before dying. Dying is the best way to remind them of their lack of care towards me. The reasons that holds me back doesnt include them. Btw, family=dad + mum only.

Eyes so pain after crying. Work full shift later, haiz, what a day to begin!

4 april 2011

2011-04-04T23:56:00.000-07:00

I cant believe I went back to sgss today just to accompany my sis to take her testimonial from general office... Reached sgss around 3pm and they were rehearsing for parade, so noisy...

Went to Ion because sis helping cousin to look out for the jacket that G-Dragon wore for their album, but no stock! Lucky there's still one left for sis, but the design is DaeSung wear de.. Quite nice, but XL, too big... Still, she bought it.. Bought one jacket for myself too, if not always take Huan de, like very bad... Need to return him, if not gossip wont stop...

Seriously I dont know who are u referring to in ur fb status. There's another girl whom u miss? I think I'm going crazy soon. Whenever the message tone rings, I thought it will be u sending me. But disppointment always hit me damn hard. I feel like throwing away my phone. Why am I becoming like this? Why did u have to disturb my perfect life? There's only one word to describe my life = MESSY!

3 april 2011

2011-04-03T01:00:00.000-07:00

Anyone's free? I'm super duper bored at home... Wanna watch Sanctum and Hop, but couldnt find one free person to accompany. Dont tell me I have to watch alone, although I've tried before last time, but this time round, I dont wanna be alone anymore...

Oh, today went to basketball court near Xinmin. Saw jw with his hair gone! He's a man now! Haha... Huan and Hua came my house play mj after that. I cant believe Hua dont know how to play... Lols

Without u, I'm smiling less often... Guess I'm falling into the trap that u set it up :'(

30 March 2011

2011-03-30T23:59:00.000-07:00

What will u do when u are unsure of the things u said or the things u do?

For me, I will just hack care and move on with my life. Because to me, freestyle kind of life is the life I've chosen. I want to go wherever I want, meet whoever is free, and do whatever I want.

Learn to protect yourself from being hurt. Not just physically, but mentally too. Once my heart closes due to someone, it will never open up again to the same person twice. What about u all? My dear friends? Haha

Its always better to explore the person first before getting into a real relationship with him/her, unless u have a strong heart. Once steading, dont get too involved. Observe what is his/her attitude towards the relationship with u. After a few months or years when u guys are stable enough, then be serious to him/her. This is my way of protecting myself...

I think I still love the smell of freedom... Bye

28 March 2011

2011-03-28T12:19:00.000-07:00

Sunday, 27 March 2011
Parents reached home around 3plus. Helped them with the stuffs they brought back and preparing to go out le. Oh grandpa came along too. Means I dont have to cook anymore. Yes! ^^

Took 88 and 354. Gosh, raining so heavily. No umbrella somemore, so walk in the rain lor.. I hope I wont fall sick... Went to pool place to find GekTiang, Willy and Kehua. Willy and Kehua so pro in pool sia... Last few games played with us then they cheat lor. They moved the balls near the hole for us to shoot. Lol

After that went to the chalet. Played poker and drank carlsberg. Willy's daddy look at me as if I'm underage for alcohol. Lols.. The buffet cant reach chalet due to some problems, so Willy treat us Mac. I hate Mac so much... Didnt eat much, then went Ehub buy yogurt plus meet Pearl.

Went back, pop up a mj table. They rented it. I didnt know mj table can rent de lor... Then they play mj without $. Took turns as some went for BBQ. Only ate 2sausage and 1 otak. The rest so troublesome to eat, like chicken wing. And I hate chicken. Haha

Accompanied Willy go buy wine. Bought white wine, but no one wanna drink. Funny thing is we dont have the stopper to pull out, so I go knock on the bench and make it crack. Some spilled out, but save quite a lot, and no pieces drop inside. I got skill sia.. Pour out in 3cups. One Willy's, the other 2cups I drank. Then played mj.

Played till halfway cannot take it anymore, ran to toilet and vomitted. Willy said it smells like tom yam when I didnt even eat anything which is tom yam flavour. Dont tell me the spices for shaker fries is tom yam. Because there is no such thing...

Went to bed to rest. Not long, second time to vomit again. This time round, went to bed and sleep like pig. When I woke up, gosh its 5am plus. Lucky I slept in the corner, not middle. Willy slept beside me, but got space in between la.. Dont think wrong wor...

Decided its time to go back. Took taxi to Hougang. 15 bucks sia.. Should have waited for bus, but nevermind, I can wait for him. Took bus together, but I went home, he went school. Sad sia, at least students are busy and got things to do, unlike me... Nothing to do at all..

Reach my block. Hide at staircase because I know this kind of timing mummy sure walk out of escalator, and I'm right! Waited for them to go then I went home. Haha... Bathed, fb, then sleep.

11plus wake up due to msg tone again. Next time should off my phone when I go to sleep. Headache sia... Drank milk, hoping to get rid of headache, but useless of course... So tired today, dont feel like doing house chores...

Thats all I guessed. Bye

27 March 2011

2011-03-27T14:49:00.000-07:00

Friday, 25 March 2011
I thought today wont be going out, but Ah Hua last minute asked me for movie. Went Amk for Lincoln Lawyer at 4pm. He cut his hair so short that I bet everyone will think he just came out of army.

Lunch at Sumo house, and walked around till time's up. Saw Wenni and Ns dating before going in. I liked the storyline, although a little bit complicated, but still better than Red Riding Hood. Yogurt for dinner, Popeye for Ah Hua and then went to buy Koi for sis. Home sweet home after that.

Night time Di came to stay over. Went Mac for his dinner, then playground to chat and star gazing (although not many). This time is beer, not breezer. Guess what? We went home around 1am. Lols Stupid Di slept on my bed, no choice but to sleep on the floor. My pillow and booster :[

Saturday, 26 March 2011
Woke up, bathed, and sent Di to tuition at Amk hub. Bear came to fetch me for lunch. Craving for fish so went to Fish&Co, but at airport! Lols... After that he drop me off at Amk hub again.

Went arcade find Di, then headed to lib. Remembered damn clearly the days chionging for Alevels in lib. Miss lib so much sia... But I'm not nerd. Haha Then find Di again. Went Mac for he havent eat his dinner near my house with his friend. Home sweet home around 7plus.

So damn tired and unlucky, because before going to bed, flu found me. Stupid running nose makes me breath even harder and difficult to sleep. Lols

Sunday, 27 March 2011
Intended to wake up late, but was disturbed by message tone. So damn loud and noisy. Wanted to scold the person, but is Gek Tiang, my beloved sister, so nevermind, I forgive and forget.

Due to the early waking up, I'm having headache now. Oh please be better so that I can go chalet later on... Plus hoping got alcohol too. Wahaha

Update about the chalet tomorrow! Bye...

25 March 2011

2011-03-24T23:52:00.000-07:00

Went to Nex to watch Sucker Punch with Hui. When buying tickets, only I showed my student card because Hui lost hers. But the auntie so so so nice, she let Hui had student price, $6. I love Nex.. Haha

After that we wanted to go Yoshinoya to eat, but half way through, there's this sales lady approaches us and asked us to do her a favour = help her to translate! Her customer is a China lady, and she cannot speak Chinese, so does her colledges, so no choice, we helped.

Its damn so long! They keep bargain here and there, and the customer is very bargaining. A $200 product give her discount to $150 still not satisfied, slash price till $100, making the sales lady in awkward position. Plus, when she saw another customer buying the same product but giving only $50, she keep complaining and asked why like that. The sales lady explained that the customer is a regular customer, and the $50 is for deposit for the product. She will have to pay full price next time. But the China lady dont believe! Lols... Speechless

Translating took up 45minutes of our time, making us hungry and angry, as we left 35minutes to eat only. We wanted to take our own sweet time to eat and chat, but cannot le. This is the 1st time we ate so fast, taking only 15minutes. Went toilet and then theatre. Damn cold...

The story was so weird. The main character was forced to dance to seduce customers, but when she started dancing, she entered another world, which are the fighting scenes. I was like huh? But the fighting scene still ok la, although damn fake and is like fantasy type.

After the movie, went to eat sogurt. Super duper nice! I LOVE YOGURT MAN! Hui was so cold until her lips turn purple, like tio poison. So we rushed out of Nex to get some warmth and home sweet home.

Hui decided not to go msia this weekend le. Lols... At night around 8plus, went to playground to drink breezer and chat. Saw some people playing badminton so go see see. Di called after that and chatted till reaching home, still on phone. Stupid Hui suddenly say she wanna supper, so no choice but accompany her again.

When crossing the road, was still chatting with Di, but because of the noise I cant hear properly, then when I heard him, he suddenly says "Yeah, Di now promoted to boyfriend liao". Then I was like err, when did I even accept in the 1st place? Dots... Recalled back, I was just saying ok ok ok because I cant hear him, so its my fault. Lols... Lucky I told him the truth about the noise and in the end I rejected him, but he's like abit unhappy about it. Hmm, shall make up for him tomorrow bah!

Counting down to tomorrow, saturday and sunday, because parents not at home and I can play like crazy. Heard parents come back during saturday night. But I hope traffic jam and they have to come home on sunday morning or afternoon. Haha

Busy weekend. In the end, the whole of this week was going out every single day. OMG, I'm really broke le. Haiz. Hope mummy give me $$$ please? Haha

Thats all, bye...

24 March 2011

2011-03-24T00:38:00.000-07:00

Monday, 22 March 2011
Morning and afternoon nothing much. Dinner time went to Hougang mall with Di. In the end only I ate, he didnt.. Stupid sia.. After that he and his friend went Time Zone, so went to see them play. Can see they always play. Haha... After that home sweet home.

Tuesday, 23 March 2011
Went to Sim Lim Square to fix Hui's Ipod. The guy said that the components inside all corrupted. There's no way to fix it... So her Ipod is finally dead. She's quite sad because 80GB fly away. Treat her eat laksa to mend her sadness.

After that went Bugis street walk walk. Bought some shorts and shirts and Hui's school bagpack, as she's starting school soon. Wanted a bagpack for myself, but since I'm not schooling, quite a waste to buy so fast....

Went to Wallet shop and found the new release wallet which I wanted badly! Hui wanted to buy for me, but quite expensive, plus my wallet havent spoil yet, so say bye bye to it... :'(

Home sweet home around 7plus. The moment Daddy reached home, he showed off his new Iphone4, which I wanted as well. Nevermind, I shall wait for Iphone6. Haha

Wednesday, 24 March 2011
Today went to hougang mall to eat lunch with Hui. After that went to read comic books at one of the shops. Di blamed me for not telling him I'm at hougang mall, if not he sure asked me go find me at lan at hougang plaza, lols...

Took a nap at 7pm till 9plus. Decided to go for a walk plus buy some milk for tomorrow's breakfast. Saw JiaHao and JiaJie having supper with friends.

After that went to 7-11 buy breezer and went playground. No stars nor moon today = cloudy... Chat with Di on phone.

Half way through, saw a kid on top of the bus stop shelter. I seriously thought he couldnt climb down himself, so went to help him. But realised they always do that. Lols! Like kanna cheated... Di said I'm stupid, haiz...

Wanted to stay longer, but Di asked me to go home, if not got bad guys. Oh please, I'm so near my block, nothing will happen. But went home anyway. Chat till 12.15am then hang, because he still got school tomorrow.

Hmm, what am I going to do tomorrow? Suckerpunch time! Haha

Thats all, bye.

20 March 2011

2011-03-20T23:41:00.000-07:00

Friday, 18 March 2011
Met Stessen at Serangoon mrt and off we go to Dhoby. Then at Mac wrote down things we had for Sheila. Xiao Yuan's words took half the page of the card, plus the things he wrote are the things we wanna write too. Lols

After meeting Sheila, Keith, Xin and her bf, we went to the dont know what dian xin restaurant to eat. Xiao Yuan and Stessen wanna add noodles, but it cost $5 extra, still they added! I think Xiao Yuan ate the most. Because he and Stessen both shared mine too as I cant finish it...

Bought Soya bean and bean curb and went to lacell or what to sit around. Its a nice place to loiter. Too bad steph havent post the pics up fb.

I wanted to confess something. Huan, the bean curb is actually mine. Because I'm so damn full le, then Sheila suggested to give it to you. Sorry and thanks! Haha

Manage to catch the last bus home. Reached home around 12plus.

Saturday, 19 March 2011
Stayed at home. Played Mahjong in the afternoon. Won $5.40! Haha... The junior from sgss, who is now my little Di, suddenly called me out of the nowhere to chat. So we chatted until 12plus, cant tahan anymore then finally hang up.

Sunday, 20 March 2011
Stayed at home again. Di called for a while and went out with his friends. Whole day watching pps and checking fb.

Now then I realised that this little Di is so damn stubborn. Tomorrow school reopen then he still dont wanna sleep. Haiz

Guys, will you mind if your girlfriend is older than you?
Girls, will you mind if your boyfriend is younger than you?

17 March 2011

2011-03-17T21:12:00.000-07:00

Monday, 14 March 2011
Went pooling with Yanmei, Pearlyn, JiaJie, JiaHao, and Pearlyn's brother, Kim Sheng during night time. After that dinner at Mac and home sweet home.

Tuesday, 15 March 2011
Met Huan at City Hall then went Peninsula to find present for Sheila. Also went Suntec to shop around. Went Marina for dinner and bought Yogurt. Quite nice.

Reached AMK around 8plus, then went for night movie with JiaJie, JiaHao, YanFang, HuiLing, MingYang and Ta Ming. I'm like the odd one out.. Lols! Watched Red Riding Hood. Not nice.

Wednesday, 16 March 2011
Accompany sis to ITE at Bishan campus. Got lost and in the end took cab. ITE got 6 types of Uniform, then can choose the ones u like. So good.

After that went AMK and watched Big Momma. Super duper funny and nice! Worth it.

Thursday, 17 March 2011
Thought wont be going out, can finally rest at home, but Ah hua out of the sudden asked me out for lunch. Since long time never meet le, so went AMK AGAIN! Ate Popeyes, quite okay la, but not healthy.

He dont have the mood to study, so we went for movies again. Watched World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles. Nice because there's lots of gun firing and action. I cried when the innocent were dead. So embarrassing! Long time never cry during movie le. Haiz...

Tomorrow night dining with Sheila's clique because its her birthday. This week also everyday go out and spend money.. Gonna broke le! Decided to find a job next week... Lols

Bye!

10 March 2011

2011-03-10T21:33:00.000-08:00

Today went back to Sgs again to watch the finals plus umpiring the games.

The girls team: By right should be Angsali win, but because of the wrong order, with the best player playing against the weakest, Lichfield won by luck!

The boys team: Again should be Kensinton 1 and Paramount 1 be in the finals, but Kensinton lose in the semi finals, end up Paramount 1 VS Paramount 2. Quite lame la, but results can be predicted. Mr Oei said that no matter what, Paramount 1 sure champion as all the guys are super great.

One of the games I umpired, I'm super fed up. The cheering was so loud that the players cant hear my voice and end up they stood in the wrong courts. Also, when I'm busy seeing them play, those students keep asking about their scores until I cant concentrate. Dots...

I'm excited to watch Guo Wei, the star player, plays (today then I know his name) but his opponents were all the weakest of the team, so its like cant see him play with all his might.

I think I'm those kind of girls who will get attracted to boys who plays sports very well, like badminton or basketball. Too bad Guo Wei is younger than me by 1 or 2 years old. He's from China by the way, although looks cant tell from it.

Made friends with a few juniors, although I dont know their names but looks only. And also met Beverly, who also know Mingyang and is going out with him on Monday.

The games ended around 6plus, helped Mr Oei put the things back to staffroom. Saw Jeston and chat for a while. Bastard Jeston doesnt want to tell me how to apply Uni.. Lols

After that went to Heartland Mall with Bear for dinner at New York. Not that bad actually. Home sweet home around 9pm. Super tiring, bye!

8 March 2011

2011-03-08T23:38:00.000-08:00

Today went back to sgs and helped out for the interhouse badminton. The security was much more stricter than before. So troublesome getting into the school.

There's none of the juniors I known. All looked so smart and obedient, but once they opened their mouth and talked, all those F words came out =.="' The wolf under sheep cover...

Before the competition starts, played with Jeston, DM and one Lichfield junior together. I'm getting rusty in badminton. No strength at all... :(

After briefing, umpired for a few games. I'm so disappointed with Mr Oei. He just couldnt trust me. I wont be bias to my own house. I'm already graduated, so even if Paramount wins, its none of my business anymore. So why cant I umpire the games which Paramount was involved? Even the game that Jeston played, he thought I would cheat and let him wins. For god sake, I WONT CHEAT, I'VE GOT INTEGRITY!

I know that Paramount was in for the finals on thurs. Since its Paramount, I cant help umpire, it wont be my business. But heard that the final teams are really good, so it should be an exciting game. I wanna watch it badly, but too bad, I cant.

There's this junior who looks like Steven Wong. He is the star player of the entire school. Saw him played for a while. Man, he's really damn good. Lucky he's in Paramount.

Ended quite fast till 6plus. Home sweet home :)

5 march 2011

2011-03-05T10:34:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went back NY to get my results. We were there super early, so decided o go classroom and chat. In the end I'm too tired and fall asleep. When Shimin came, she said I've changed alot??? I dont think so leh, dots...

For honour roll, our class gotta 4 scorers, the usual ones.. LOLS

After taking results, took the goodie bag and went to AMK to pool le... So many people

Then dinner time in Sumo house. Carrot cake is still churning in my stomach, so I didnt had my dinner. The four guys ate and chat ALOT, mostly recalling back secondary school friends. Bastard Mingyang was wishing for those couples to break up, including Yanmei! Stupid sia...

Then went arcade. JiaJie and Mingyang almost break the record for the basketball scoring. Hmm, not bad... And JiaHao more pro in Daytona.

8plus, home sweet home, and I cant take 74 but 88. Routine was so so so long...

I know u guys wanna know my results, so here it is:

General Paper: B
Economics: C
Chemistry: B
Biology: C
Mathematics: B
Project Work: A
Chinese: A

So damn sad that my maths cant get A, although I know it will be a miracle.. Haiz
I'm thinking of Chemical Engineering or Environmental courses, if really cant get into any Uni, I'm finding Weihau in Aus liao, haha...

And thanks for the present. I like it!

3 march 2011

2011-03-03T17:55:00.000-08:00

Went to amk to play pool with jiahao.. At first win him de, but he warm up liao then keep on winning.. Lols!

Got improve abit le, at least backhand can go in twice out of 3times.. Then can start ball, but strength a little too weak.. Haha

Feel like playing again, hands very itchy, and the feeling is back, so may decide to play pool tomorrow after the releasing of results..

Damn nervous, OMG how to sleep tonight??

1 March 2011

2011-03-01T10:33:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was so called my "birthday", so went out with yanmei, gektiang, jianwei, huan, jiahao and jiajie. Combination wise is quite weird, because some are not that close to each other.. Lols

Bought tickets for "I'm Number 4". I like the movie, because there were fightings, but hate the scaring part... Hope the next one can come out asap!

After that we went to play pool... First time stepping into it, feels like I'm getting my life back, as the whole month of holiday, I've been staying at home.. Wahaha... 5 years never touch pool, feels kinda weird... Next time, I should go train, if not quite embarrassing, haha..

Then we went for dinner and sayonara.. Of course not me, yanmei, and gektiang.. Went to void deck and update each other with stuffs. We did recalled back our sec school life.. Miss it!!!

After that, my third round of meeting for the day. Went to the usual playground with jiahao and chat... He's clever enough to bring the cap opener for breezer, if not we have to walk to 7-11 to ask them for SOS.

Chat till 12plus and home sweet home.. The alcohol makes me feel sleepy. Drag my feet, had a warm bath and lie on the bed... Drifting to sleep.... ZZZzzzz

8am woke up with headache. 9am mop the floor. Afternoon, Mahjong time!

Thanks everyone for the wonderful day and of course the wishes! Love you guys best... Bye

21 February 2011

2011-02-21T23:25:00.000-08:00

I'M SUPPER DUPER HAPPY TODAY! Because I've gain back one long lost friend... Yeah ^^

20 February 2011

2011-02-20T12:27:00.000-08:00

Okay I'm back from Korea and although there are many things to talk about, I think pictures are better, so go fb and take a look when you have the time bah... Anyway I touched snow le... Lols

Yesterday went back to Malaysia as Daddy had to meet his customer. So we went to 二姑 and 三姑 place. We had steamboat at 二姑's place in the afternoon. Vegetarian food is so nice!

And we found baby dogs in a bush nearby... It looks like pig rather than dog. Qi cant adopt as 二姑 dont allow. We definitely cant, so intent to send them to SPCA. Haiz, poor dogs, dont know what will happen to them...

Today someone is going Aus wor, hope your luggage is packed and everything is done in Aus. Should have come to Changi so that we can send you off mah... Haha

Anyway, why do guys like to ask "Would you like to know the truth or false?" Is it coinsidence or just fated? I've been asked twice this year and its only the beginning of the year nia... I'm greedy, so I want to know both... ^^

Thats all, bye.

31 January 11

2011-01-31T23:22:00.000-08:00

In malaysia now for CNY. Dead bored as there is nothing I can do in malaysia. However, I'm glad that Huan lent me his Harry potter, and for your info, its the third time I'm reading it.

Happy Birthday To Gun Wei Hau! Wish You All The Best In Australia...

22 January 2011

2011-01-22T13:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! (Though its a little bit too late)

New year is coming. And the only reason I'm excited is because $$$ can fill up my purse. Haha, so practical. Need to do alot of things this week as its the last minute shopping. I need to buy shoes, bag, belts and accessories. Then I need to go for soft rebonding. My hair isn't that straight anymore. Haiz >.<

There is a good news and a bad news. Good news is that we are going to 济州岛 in Korea at 年初二! Finally I can go overseas le. Although going Malaysia is also considered overseas, but to me, please la, NO.

Bad news is, if I can make it to uni, this year's new year will be the only year for me to spend a long time with my cousins, but due to the date to Korea, I can only stay for 2 days. I'm so looking forward to playing mahjong with them, but no time.

I hope that Korea's stuff isn't that expensive, so that I can buy some souvenirs back to Singapore. Haha

Cold weather in Korea now. Will it snow?

20 December 10

2010-12-20T22:56:00.000-08:00

Today went to Hougang CC to play badminton. OMG, long time never play le, feel so weird. My wrist and ankle hurts after that. Haiz

Anyway after that went to Stess house to see his friends bake cookies. While buying the ingredients in Fairprice, Jeston asked whether Microwave can be used to bake cookies. Sheila and I just stared at him and laughed non-stop. Microwave oven can, but not Microwave. Haha. He asked me not to blog about it, as he feels so embarrassed. Lols (as if I care)

Bathed at Stess house, and his shirt and shorts were damn big... Then the rest bake cookies and I just sit and look around. After the first few were done, we tried. Its nice, just a little too sweet, too soft, and too buttery. About 4.30pm, left his house to cook dinner for the family. Jeston dont believe that I can cook. Haiz (人不可貌相 OK!)

Oh, and finally I've gotten hold of a book of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows from Huan. I've been searching in the lib but still cant find it. Luckily he has it. Now I wont be dead bored at home anymore. Yeah ^^

I feel so tired now. Every part of me feels sored. Better sleep early tonight. Bye

19 December 10

2010-12-19T21:02:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow playing badminton with Stess. Looking forward to it. Hope they can arrange again.

Finally Ah Hua is asking me to Kbox. I've been waiting for him to organise it. Haha. And good news, he learnt how to cycle! Next time must go cycling with him and Xin they all. Yeah ^^

For the past few weeks, I've been staying at home slacking. Do some house chores, watch shows on internet and tv, reading and cooking lunch and dinner. I cant believe I can cook! Now I'm in charge of the dinner for weekdays. Haha. I know how to cook 辣炒年糕, a korean dish. Its so easy and delicious. Hehe

This friday, my small little house will be crowded with relatives (again). Aunt, Sin Yee and her younger sister is coming to celebrate Christmas with us. 小姑 and her family (a total of about 4-5 people) are coming on the same day. Plus 二姑 and 三姑 may be coming as well. OMG I'm going to faint. Luckily I may be out on Friday with Ah Hua for Kbox. Hope the rest can make it on this day. Please... O.o

I can be a good housewife, except that I dont know how to wash my clothes (Opps). Haha

10 December 10

2010-12-10T19:57:00.000-08:00

On 2 December, I'm officially done with the "A" thing, and now its time for a really long break.

Initially I wanted to get a full-time job just so to keep myself busy, but I realised that I haven even have any fun yet! So I'm gonna stay at home and rot.

Yesterday, Aunt came to visit, and she brought along her youngest daughter. Aunt has been dead worried about her because she feels that Yan Lin is being cursed by her boyfriend. I know this sounds weird and seriously I dont believe in this curse thing. There's no logic behind it.

Aunt doesnt want her to be together with her current boyfriend because he is kind of rude and has a rather bad attitude. His height is about average, skinny and seems like he do drugs. All in all, not a healthy one. All of us have been persuading her to leave him, and I dont understand why she cant do that. Is there really a curse?

13 November 10

2010-11-13T17:15:00.000-08:00

General paper down, Maths paper down, left Chem, Bio and Econs to go... JiaYou!

29 October 10

2010-10-29T12:26:00.000-07:00

Amk lib is my second home,.I'm spending more time in lib than in my own bed, thats why Panda thinks that I'm one of its species now...

I LOVE KOI CAFE!

8 October 10

2010-10-07T17:21:00.000-07:00

You wont end up in this state if I didnt leave.

Thats why I regretted leaving...

I'm sorry, really am...

3 October 10

2010-10-02T20:54:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna blog about everything on yesterday, because thats the most enjoyable day in my last 30 days.

Wenni opened up a chalet, and I thought there is a purpose behind it, but in the end, no. At first I also thought there's people I dont know, like some of her poly friends, but also none. So i feel comfortable going and decided to go.

People going are: Wenni, NS, WC, XL, Stess, Zhi Yuan, Gary and his gf, Denise and her bf, SY, HS, JW and me. Oh ya, WC's bro got go too (I'm surprised because I didnt see him before).

Morning I went to Amk lib to study with HS first. This is the first time I saw how kiasu are Singaporeans. The moment the lib opened, all rushed in. Although I'm one of the first to reach, I cant find a seat. So end up study in children's corner. LOLS, so embarrassing...

After that we went to eat and drink KOI's! So damn nice. And off we go to downtown east. We met SY and JW there then walked on foot to downtown.

On our way, we saw a creature swimming in the big drain. It looks like snake, so thin and slim, but looks like it got legs! I wanna call police to tell them, because the creature may actually cause danger to the residents, but SY say no need, because its not a serious thing... Dots ^_^"'

We went to hub walk walk before going to chalet, as we are early. Upon reaching there, we didnt see the BBQ place, so we went straight to the room.Only Wenni and NS were there. Its so cooling and comfortable until I dont feel like going down for BBQ le.

Oh ya, I cant differentiate who is WC and who is the bro. They look so alike. I almost called WC bro as WC sia... Luckily I kept my mouth shut.

After that the boys started fire and we cooked and play and chat. So happy. We were the ones to contribute damn much volume of CO2 into the atmosphere lor. Haha. We BBQ for quite a long time, then after that we went back to the room to play games.

Initially only a few of us went up, because some still BBQ-ing. So might as well do some homework. HS asked one questions, which made JW, SY and me headache for so long that Zhi Yuan cant stand us. Of course we solved it. Yeah...

Then we played CHEAT, using two decks of cards. Zhi Yuan was pro. He knows who cheated very easily lor. But no one catch me even when I cheated, which is a good thing. I won for the first game and WC's bro won for the second.

Time flies, and soon its 11.20pm already. I wanted to continue playing but I dont wanna pay taxi fares because I'm broke le. Stess was good, he's willing to give up his bed to let me sleep in, but I rejected as he's the one paying it. Lols...

We rushed and caught the last bus. Then home sweet home.

Yesterday's chalet was the best I've ever gone too. Even when I went to HK's birthday chalet, perhaps because there's not many people and no cards, so nothing much to do. And I got alot of first time experience.

First time seeing WC's bro.

First time went to chalet where Zhi Yuan was there too.

First time I ate BBQ mashmallow.

First time I heard the word "SEX" coming out from Stess mouth.

First time play cheat with so many people and using two decks.

Frst time do homework in chalet.

The only first time I didnt experience is staying over.

I drank 3bottles of alcohol, but only small percentage nia. Now I only feel tired and head very heavy. Haiz, try to get use to it bah.

And NEO YAN MEI, how DARE you not come to the chalet!!! I think this is the only time I'm free. After that I got all the intensive programmes and blah blah blah. I even have to miss your birthday again... Haiz, I think only after Alevels then can meet with you again le... :[

Guess thats all for yesterday. Bye

29 September 10

2010-09-29T13:30:00.000-07:00

It feels great to be back in action for some posting... because the prelim stuff and everything has been torturing my brain cells. I bet there isn't much left.

Anyway prelims ended on Monday, 27th September. And at the same day, we got back some papers. For the next 2 days, I'm down with flu + sore throat + cough. Good timing.

I cant believe I'm better in Bio than in Chem. The results are the evidence to it. Hmmmph...

Gotta go, bye

6 September 10

2010-09-06T20:37:00.000-07:00

Shopping Spree!!!

Feeling better after shopping :)

24 August 10

2010-08-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

I'm so done with it.

17 August 10

2010-08-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

I have nothing to say... Haha
Stop torturing me, will you?

13 August 10

2010-08-13T10:52:00.000-07:00

Today is Friday the 13th! Has anyone notice it? Talk less and do less to prevent misfortunes. Hmmph...

There is no such word as self-sacrifice in the reality world. All the people are motivated by own self-interest.

Let me ask you, "If there is a bomb, will you save the world by sacrificing yourself?" Some people, who are selfless, may say "YES", while some may say "NO".

But do you realise it's a "IF" question and that it will never happen?

Supposed it did happen, but the action done will be different from the answer you give me.

Why? Because everyone is scared of death and they are all selfish, but i did not say that it is a wrong thing to do. I am scared of death (and of course aging) too.

Its not wrong to protect self-interest though, but not to the extreme.

Bye

11 August 10

2010-08-11T10:49:00.000-07:00

4 days holiday, yet doing nothing.

Yesterday was the best among all the 4days, coz i get to go shop around. Went to ~~ Japanese restaurant to eat, but the food quite salty. Ate 4 colour plates of sushi and i'm full, because of the gassy drink. Feel like puking after that though. Then, shop around but didnt buy much. Just a few essentials.

Next, second round for the day. Kbox-ed with jw and wh. Hmmmph, so awkward as there is only 3 of us and i'm the only girl. I did sing out, but they cnt hear anything, so its not my prob.

The moment i reached home, damn tired. Cnt do anything as my mind was empty.

Today is the most uncomfortable day because i got no sch skirt! I wish i can use this excuse to not come sch, but still, Cindy lend me her skirt.

I didnt lost my skirt, but its stolen. I rather the thief steal my shirts and shorts or whatever but not uniforms, as i only got 2 shirt and 2 skirts. Last time, only one of my skirt stolen. This time, whole set of my unifom. And i left with one pathetic shirt. Wow...

Never ever dry ur clothes outside of ur house, even if its corridoors. But i bet mummy will still dry clothes there. Lols

Bye

3 August 10

2010-08-03T12:56:00.000-07:00

Time flies. And its August now. Less then 3months to A level. Hmmmph...
I'm still imagning impossible things...
Although Friday is celebration for ND, 11am still got econs paper to sit. This spoils my mood, as i'm intending to watch movie after that.

Movies on the agenda: Salt, The Last Airbender

Movies i missed: Despicable Me, Inception, Hot Tub Time Machine, The Sorcerer's Apprentice

28 July 10

2010-07-28T10:09:00.000-07:00

I got nothing to say. Only blog coz Cindy says i didnt blog for a while le. Lols
The word that frightens me the most: Commitment
Bye
The action that hurts me the most: is as if u werent here

19 July 10

2010-07-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

Saturday was watching show on internet for like the whole day. Wasnt quite in the mood to study or packing things. Until Sunday, i started with filing up my worksheets and arranging the lecture notes accordingly. Then start on my homework. Gosh, so many things to do, especially for Chem.

This week is a terrible week. Every subject has at least one homework to do. Gonna be a stressful week.

Bye

14 July 10

2010-07-14T08:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday wasnt a pleasant day. Went to sch as usual, but vomitted out my breakfast, which i dont know why too. Vomitting half way through, Cindy asked if its done, so i thought she was rushing me, in the end i literally swallowed back the things i'm gonna vomit. Went home, first thing first, in to the toilet and vomitted the rest. The journey back home is uncomfortable. Imagine u have to cover ur mouth all the way home to prevent from vomitting in the bus or on the streets. Lols

Used lappy for a while then go have some sleep. Because of afternoon nap, i cnt sleep at night. Awake till 1 plus, and finally drifted to sleep.

I swear i wont take nap today, so that at night i will be too exhausted and can sleep easier. These few days my night is as if my day, and vice versa. Gonna make it right and go back to my normal lifestyle.

If there is a second chance, will u hold on to it?

13 July 10

2010-07-12T08:25:00.000-07:00

Friday i dont think i did anything. Went for 11.30pm lecture, go through chem paper and thats all for sch. Shouldnt go for it as its boring.

After that wanna watch despicable with Cindy and Candace, but the timing is too late and that someone dont want, so no choice, havent watch yet. Home sweet home is the best.

Saturday woke up, read Twilight (again) and in the afternoon did some chem homework. I thought the whole paper must do finish, in the end check litespeed, only selected questions nia. Waste my precious time man...

Not long, went to bath and met Jian Wei on bus 74. We were the first to reach. Haha. Then i need to 壮一下胆, so bought alcohol and drank it. The brand (Long island tea or something) i bought isnt nice. Asked Jian Wei to help me drink, in the end, he drank like a few mouthfew, thats all... After drinking, i felt sleepy actually.

Huan was late and everyone was waiting for him. Headed to Marina for Pizzahut. Chatted... I havent see Hua Seng and Anusha for so long, miss them so much...

Hua Seng become taller and slimmer, but character still the same. Haha. Oh gosh, love Anusha so much. Had alot to chat with her, but of coz others wanna talk to her as well, not only me...

After that went to fountain to sit around. Finally had a proper chat with Anusha, telling me that London is a nice place, though the standard of living is high. Too bad she doesnt know much about Australia (anyway she migrate to UK).

Home sweet home around 10? Jian Wei sent me home (its a gentleman thing to do), and we discussed alot of BGR things. Lols. I very busybody mah... But coz of this, i've gotten myself in deep trouble. Huh, only he knows that. How to shut his mouth?

Sunday did nothing, but reading. Woke up at 2.30 am for World Cup. Woah, player 14 of spain kanna kicked in the chest by one of the Holland's player. Player 14 has a good look too. Haha (opps). Last few minutes then they (Spain) scored 1-0. Yep, Spain won (yeah ^^)!

Monday no sch, so was reading, using lappy, and sleep. Deprive of sleep man, but hard to fall aslp nowadays. Lols.

Thats all, bye...

8 July 10

2010-07-08T19:50:00.000-07:00

Today marks the end of mid year! Finally sia.... I have been hoping for this day to come.

After the paper, went to Amk to see the timing for 'Knight and Day'. In the end, only got 10.55am so bo bian, bought it and watch, alone... Haha

Then went home, bath and went to Amk again. Watched Eclipse with Hui. I'm sitting at the same position as I am for the 'Knight and Day'. Later home sweet home.

Tom Cruise is not as handsome as I've expected him to be. Such a disappointment. Anyway the movie okay la, but 'Killer' is nicer. Watched preview for 'Inception', seems interesting...
Ranking: 7/10

Eclipse, Oh gosh, i got nothing to say... The storyline they edited so much, and i'm disappointed that the fighting scenes weren't long enough. They should film more for the fighting part rather than the romance part. Actually i felt awkward when watching romance movie with Hui coz we are not in a relationship. Lols
Ranking:9/10

By right tomorrow should have been a day off for us, coz some people are having their papers. Because of paper checking for Chem tomorrow, have to go sch at 11.30am, so not worth it sia...

Monday's a half-day! Lessons start from 1pm onwards, coz principal know some sure will watch finals for soccer, so might as well half-day so that they wont fall asleep during lessons. Plus, after 1pm only got half an hour Gp lesson, so dont think i wont go sch on Monday bah. Haha

This coming Sat got gathering with 4e1, coz Anusha is back! This time i think i will go bah, but no one accompany like quite boring. I saw the previous photo for the gathering. Gosh Denise wore high heels i think, and the rest were like dressing up so formally like adults. I'm not used to us dolling ourselves as it seems so mature and so adult. Maybe I dont like to admit i'm adult now. I shall try wearing heels on Sat. Haha. Dont laugh if u get to see it, coz it will be funny (not used to wearing heels, so must pratice more).

Thats all for today, bye...

2 july 10

2010-07-02T20:57:00.000-07:00

I just realised its July now. What have i done in June?

Exams are not finish yet. This week is a tired week for me. Slept around 12+ to 1+ almost everyday coz i was last min studying... Panda eyes are coming out and seriously its so horrible. I hate seeing myself in the mirror. Haiz

This few days i'm like not the usual self and i dont know why. I always love sleeping and can sleep for the whole day. But today i tried to take afternoon naps. I lay down on my bed from 12+ to 4+ but i cant sleep. My eyes are heavy and sleepy but my mind keep thinking of some impossible things. Going crazy soon.

Hui went to watch Knight and Day today with friends. Envied coz i wanna watch too, but no company. As usual, shall go watch after bio paper on the last day of exams... Yeah ^^

Finally eclipse is out! Gonna watch with Hui again. So excited about it. Hope this day comes fast. I'm eager to watch it. Heard from others that its nice. Oh gosh......

Feel so stressful. Isn't it nice to have someone by your side when u are stressed or feeling adnormal? I find that its a nice feeling. Haha

Guess that's it then, bye.

25 june 10

2010-06-25T22:23:00.000-07:00

I havent been studying much lately. Just reading through the notes only. I wasnt really prepared for A level this year, coz its only 2 years and time flies fast...

Today i was starving myself throughout the day. Only ate some pieces of homemade cheese cake.

This time the cheese cake is superb (even mummy cant believe it as hers ain't nicer than mine). The cream cheese melts and mix with the yogurt so nicely, and i done it all by myself (except for estimating the amount of Gelatine powder and iced suger, plus i dont know how to slice a mango). Anyway so proud of myself.

I'm starving because the whole family was going out for steamboat! No occasion, just a family thing to do (and we havent go out with Ler Lin as a family before, so shall make her feel part of the family).

Went to Tan Quee Lan street and we chose House of the Steamboat. I was spending half of the time trying to dig out crab meat. Hands were so pain due to the sharp edges. My image all gone down to the drain when eating the crab. Haha

Ate for an hour plus, in the ending stomach was like bloating. After eating, i felt like vomiting, but have to bear with it coz i cant seriously puke in the car. Daddy will be so angry. Haha

Home sweet home. Home is the best place/shelter.

Random Qns: How is it like to be able to fall in love again? How do you know you are in love?

Will you forgive your husband for cheating you once just because you two didnt have sex regularly (although your husband had apologise for like 100 times)?

Will you forgive the man who became a coward just before stepping out of the car to walk in to the aisle with you and just abandon you in front of your best friends?

These questions came out after i had watch sex in the city on internet. Lols

If you are free, you can try to answer the question. Haha

Thats all, bye.

19 june 10

2010-06-19T16:14:00.000-07:00

Staying at home doing nothing. I couldnt study at home, too much distraction.

Fri went to Braddell Heights CC to play badminton with Sheila, Stessen and Gary. Its only when i checked the internet then i know its near my sch, if not i will take mrt to Braddell and still cant find the place.

Quite disappointed that Xin, Keith and Huan didnt tag along. But Stessen and Gary came. Long time didnt see Stessen and Gary le, they didnt change much. Haha. Played for 2hours plus although Stessen only book for 2hours.

My skills deprove by a lot. Now i cant smash and play dropshot. Haiz, so sad sia. Must train after A level...

Today the moment i wake up, gosh every part of my body is aching. Now i regret playing for too long. Old le, cant help it...

Thats all, bye

16 june 10

2010-06-16T14:59:00.000-07:00

Came to sch to study again. I overslept so reached sch quite late. Poor Cindy, studying alone without me. Haha. Sry for being late.

I realised whenever i came to library to use the com, i will blog. Maybe it has become my habit.

These few days yanmei didnt update her blog, so its quite boring as there is no new post for me to read. Wenni updated hers not long and Xin update hers yesterday. So.... Haiz, yep boring

Tml wont be coming to sch as mummy will be going out to meet her friends. She's not coming home tml too, so i have to stay at home to watch over Hui and daddy. This means tml i have to do some housechores and help them make lunch and dinner. Haiz

Life is boring... Bye

15 june 10

2010-06-15T16:05:00.000-07:00

Watched "The A-Team" yesterday with Hui at Amk hub. Its really very nice. A lot of actions. I find A-Team nice than Karate Kid, but Hui doesnt feel it that way as me. Well, fine, no comments.

Ranking: 5/5

Since yesterday i'm slacking, today i'm studying. Came to library to study with Cindy. Done some Maths, going to start Bio soon. This few days really not in the mood to study, but have to force myself. Haiz... Poor me :[

Chasing after 2 shows on PPstream, 泡沫之夏 & 谈情说案.

I watched the first 2 episode of 泡沫之夏 but i still dont get the story. Its very complicated and the relationships are so weird. Since started le, shall continue to watch bah.

谈情说案 is a nicer show. I like the part where they solve the crimes, and not how their love is developed. Too bad the show focus 50:50 on both, not like 法政先锋, mostly on the techology they used.

Suddenly i got nothing to blog, which is quite seldom. Haha. So thats all bah. Bye

14 june 10

2010-06-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

Saturday was staying at 小姑 house for the whole day because no one's home to take us out for a walk. Mummy and 小姑 went out without asking us wanna go not. Haiz... And Wei Jing havent pass her motorcycle license yet, so.... Yep, boring

小贝 is so naughty. I dont know why the moment she saw me, she went up to me and scratched my hands and legs. OH MY GOSH, its so pain that it left scars on my skin. I was so fed up that i held her hands up and told her not to do that if not i will be seriously angry... Think she was scared alrdy, so she dont dare to scratch me anymore...

Sunday in the morning, got nothing to do so watch 见鬼2, dont know is it coz its early in the morning thats why not scary. Haha, first time i'm not scared of ghost movie...

When watching movie, 小贝 kept hugging my legs dont know for what. Haiz, so funny and a bit annoying, coz i'm watching movie leh... Lols

Went for lunch in some restaurant with 小姑 and her hubby's relatives. After that went for movie!

Karate Kid is nice, although the ending part like rushing off, one kick and Dre won. Hmm, should have more actions first mah... And i hate malaysia's movie threater. First, the screen is so high that we had to raise up our heads. Second, the chair is not comfortable, my back is aching after 1hour plus. Thirdly, i dont know people laugh, but not that loud mah. Haiz, so noisy... All in all, I LOVE SINGAPORE! (i cant believe i said this)

Ranking 5/5

Went back 小姑 house pack and went grandma's house. Not long, went back aunt's house, and now end up in 三姑 house. Coz now jam at custom, so daddy wanna go back late. I thought we could stay for one night, but think he will insist on going back, as Hui got lessons in sch. Having supper now. Haha...

Have to come back to reality and start studying! Cindy promised to study together in sch, hope she still remembers and jio me out tml afternoon. Haha

Oh ya, there's also one movie i wanna watch, which is "Knight and Day" and Cameron Diaz is the main actress. Haha

Hmm, thats all bah, bye

12 june 10

2010-06-12T09:11:00.000-07:00

Yep, i'm now in malaysia... Sudden? Ya, yesterday 小姑 called to ask if we wanna have dinner or something, and they are treating wor, so daddy said 3 plus go back immediately, if not traffic jam. Haha

I know u got read my blog, so wanna say sorry Huan, everytime u try ur luck to ask me for lunch yet i cnt make it. Like yesterday u wanted to, but i've got to go back to malaysia. Lols, sry...

Currently in 小姑 house blogging, finally they have internet that isnt as slow as ours.

Hmm, oh ya today is Daddy's and Mummy's birthday! I didnt prepare any presents actually, but we cn go eat dinner or something (and consider it as celebrating). Haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY & MUMMY!

Its cool to come 小姑 house. Got aircon, got internet, plus cn go motorcycling! Haha.

I dont know what we are doing today, hope we cn go shopping, but i forget to bring malaysia ringgit, too bad....

Hmm, thats all bah, bye...

Awkward...

10 june 10

2010-06-09T15:08:00.000-07:00

Tuesday i brought cousin and hui to a movie, but of coz i didnt treat them la, coz i nowadays broke le... We watched Furry Vengeance. Well, its funny la, but not really that nice. The animals are so cute, but cunning too...

Ranking 3/5

After that we went to Bugis to shop. We all bought 2 shirts each. Haha, better than nothing at all, if not waste the trip there. Then we ate Pastamania, its nice. But after eating, i felt thirsty, i think the food too salty le, and i'm not use to salty food. Pictures are taken, but cant upload here, so go facebook see bah (if u are curious la). Then home sweet home ^^

Wednesday i went to meet Xin early in the moning at yck mrt. I went to clash her lecture. Her lectures for that day was so boring, so i was reading my lecture notes instead of listening. Anyway, u guessed correctly la. Its him, i felt uncomfortable when talking about him. But if u pester me, i will tell la, coz its not a big deal actually.

After the lectures, i felt like watching movies alone again. I wanna either Sex In The City or Marmaduke, but then the timing is too late for both, so no choice, bought soya milk and went home slack. Too tired to study le.

Today got OCC, and i came sch damn early. Very tired as i slept at 12 plus and woke up at 6.30am. By right no need to come for the early sessions as mine is in the afternoon. I went for the first session then came library and read manga on internet. The manga is Candace recommend de, coz currently she is crazy with it. Then manga is Ouran High School Host Club. To me, its okay la, the main characters are handsome, but not that handsome.

12pm went to canteen to have lunch. OMG, the rice so much but veggie so little, i rather veggie nore. Anyway, the food is not so nice and it cost $4, i might as well go out eat something more heathier and cheaper. I feel like vomitting after eating. Lols

Then time to teach them how to distinguish between compounds. They are so stubborn that they wanna finish the whole paper at the expense of the time to go through the answers. I should ask them to do some qns only right? Hmm, didnt think of that. Anyway, everything went smoothly.

Oh ya, there are damn lots of movie i wanted to watch. This month, i already watched Killers and Furry Vengeance. Then i wanna watch Karate Kid, A-Team, Airbender, She's Not In My League, and Eclipse. Total 7 movies and i spent $42 (if all are student price). Gosh, thats alot okay! Haiz, no choice. If wanna jio me for movie, choose one that is in my list bah. Haha

Tml i will be watching Karate Kid with cousin and hui again. Haha. I think tml no student price, so i have to pay a little more. Haiz...

Justin Bieber's songs are nice, and he is cute, but he is not in the handsome category as he is only 16 years old. Somemore his voice sounds like a lady, maybe havent 发育 yet bah. Hui is so crazy about him. Lols

Thats all, bye

7 june 10

2010-06-07T18:45:00.000-07:00

I'm able to get myself online, but i cant sign in to messenger... So pathetic sia. I miss the meeting wth the OCC members. So sry, its not within my control, and i tried my best.

Okay, after the movie i got home and surprising, mummy forgot about the letter i had to ask the sch, so she didnt ask whether i got the letter or not. But sooner or later she will remember and scold or nag me.

I watched Killers. Hmm, the beginning quite nice, and seriously the main character, Ashton Kutcher is damn handsome in the movie. I'm disappointed with the ending actually. At first everyone is trying to kill him, but in the end there is like no more killers after they are honest with each other about their career. Lame... But the action part quite nice la, plus he is handsome!

Ranking 4/5

7 june 10

2010-06-07T11:12:00.000-07:00

Although midyear is coming, i'm not starting on any subject yet. Oh gosh, i wont be prepared when midyear starts, and i will fail and retain for one year for sure.

I dont feel like studying when there was so much things to settle. First, i'm chosen for the stupid army in malaysia, and it starts on 19 june, which is impossible for me to go, so i had to submit sch letter to postpone. And mind u, is postpone, not cancelled. I wish that after i had postpone, i will convert Singaporean and dont have to go le. Its sickening when u have to go to a place where they speak malay and u dont know what they are talking about. I regretted for not converting early, just like what Wenni did. Stupid me.

Next, mum is so biased to hui. She doesnt mind having a trip to her sch to ask for permission to change physic teacher, but she mind having a trip to my sch to ask for a letter to postpone the camp. It is so unfair when i'm the elder and she's the youngest. Because of this, today maths lesson i wasnt paying attention at all. Thanks mum (just being sarcastic) =.="'

大姑, 大姑丈, 颜宝玉 came and stayed over, as well as grandma, so there isnt a good environment for me to study. I intent to start on Bio during lecture with Xin as i'm going to clash her lecture on either tues, wed or thurs. But thurs cant, i got OCC (organic chemistry cafe).

I dont feel like going home so early. I dont wanna face mummy as i know she will nag or even scold when i didnt ask for the letter in the morning when coming to sch. I purposely forget about it, just because of her biaseness. I know i'm childish, and i admit i'm not mature at all. I just wanna be small kid and dont want to grow up.

Since i'm not going home so early, and i dont feel like meeting anyone or asking anyone out, i might as well stay in the library till i finished eclipse. I know i've read a lot of times and can memorise by hard, but the movie is going to be out soon and i wanna refresh my memory.

Speaking of this, oh gosh, i saw the preview. Its damn exciting! But it is releasing on 1st july, when i'm having my Chemistry paper. Oh hell, i have to wait till 9 july then can watch. Actually i wanna watch with bf if i had one, coz this movie is about romance although there is other stuff, but the basis is still relationship and love. Since i dont have one, i shall watch with best friends, as i love them too (just not the way it is with bf, duh).

I'm about to finish eclipse, so i'm thinking later i shall watch a movie at Amk hub, as it is the nearest. Ichecked, and i wanna watch killers. The timing is 12.50pm, which is the earliest. So i have to go buy the ticket earlier.

Thats for all now. Shall comment on the movie if i'm able to get myself online. Bye

2 june 10

2010-06-02T10:39:00.000-07:00

I'm so damn angry on Monday. After maths lecture, by right we should meet Ms Lim for Chem meeting at 3pm, and i waited from 12 to 3pm, wasting 3hours of my precious time. The angry part is, at 3pm, none of the group members from 0904 are here. Only Candace and i waited outside the staff room.

I sms-ed them, asking where are they. 2 are at home, one on the way home, reaching soon. Means all in all, have to cancel the meeting, and i AM really wasting my time in sch. We had to arrange with the teacher again, okay wednesday, which is today, but at 3pm again! I had econs lecture from 8 to 10am, and i need to waste 5more hours waiting!

When i know about this, i was so so so fed up. I kept scoolding them on the way home. How come they can forget about this? Dont know can ask also mah, but didnt ask. And none of the msg are to apologise. No manners sia. From the start i alrdy hate 0904, now they are making me hating them even more. Sian

So now i'm waiting for 3pm to come. This time i am prepared. I brought homework and PSP to sch, just in case i'm bored, and seriously i'm bored. Lols

I have been doing nothing at home. Morning running, then bath and sleep for the whole day. At night watch tv, then sleep again. OMG, i'm a pig.

No, i must 振作, so that i can score in A level and go into Australia university. Although i didnt make up my mind whether to go or not, but i have been imagining myself studying in Australia, and what will i do in the sch. Haha (I'm excited actually)

Oh ya, i wanted to say sorry to someone, though i wont tell the name. I'm so sorry for what i did in the past. I didnt do it intentionally. I know i've hurt u a lot, but hope u cn carry on with ur life, and be as normal as possible, if not i will feel guilty whenever i see u. Just find someone nice and last long with her. I know it is still valid, but sometimes considering the consequences we have to face, its better to change it to invalid. Sorry...

31 may 10

2010-05-31T13:24:00.000-07:00

Today i had to go back to school for maths lecture, coz they cant finish the syllabus. Then 3pm still got OCC meeting with the teacher, sian... 3hours of doing nothing. So i pulled Cindy to come library with me. Haha. While i'm blogging here, she is writing down her shopping list. Lols (Anyway she blamed me for forcing her to stay in sch)

We chatted alot, and suddenly i asked her what will she do after A levels. Previously, i had a conversation with mummy, and in the end, i came up with a backup plan.

The plan is, if after A levels, i cnt make it to any Universities (Not a single course i cn go in, even if i'm not interested in the course), i see if cn go private university, SIM. Well, at least Sin Yee is in SIM now, and i got company.

If even private university also dont want me, i may be planning to go overseas. Yi Hao came my house on Friday and told me about his plan. He intend to apply for poly next year, so if he cn make it to any poly with the course he want, he will go Australia after graduation for one and half years. If he cnt make it to poly, he will straight away go Australia for 4years.

My plan all depends on Yi Hao's results actually. If Yi Hao is able to make it in poly, he wont go Australia for the next 3years, and i cnt possibly wait for the 3years and go together with him after that. It will be wasting my 3 youthful years!

So instead, i may plan to go America with Wei Hau, coz he will be there before me, so i got a tour guide in America. I dont really like America coz its not as safe as Australia. If Yi Hao cnt make it to poly, i will go Australia with him.

That my backup plan. And i wanna pull Cindy along too, to ask her to come either Australia or America with me, but she insist she wanna study in Sg. Haiz... She said if midyear results not good, she wanna retain. Fine, i may accompany her to retain too, coz my results sure not good. If not she will go poly, which i wont be doing, coz waste 3years in poly, i might as well go overseas. At least its better than wasting the time and money.

Ultimately, i wanna go Australia, so i can only hope that Yi Hao cnt make it to poly, but quite bad right? I dont understand why Wei Hau and Yi Hao dont wanna go to the same country together, as least got company mah, then if i join, all 3monkeys will be in the same country, studying the same sch together! So cool....

I dont have any experience whereby my cousins are studying in the same sch with me, somemore we are of the same age, coz all of them are in Malaysia. So i may make up my mind to go Australia or America eventually, even if some Universities accept me. Haha. I wanna try to live independently.

The only opportunity cost is, i will miss my friends in Sg. I miss Yan Mei, Wenni, Yuan Xin, and all the cliques. I will get homesick too. Haha...

Thats my plan. Bye

28 may 10

2010-05-28T12:57:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i had my Mid Year Exam GP paper! OMG, the paper is so difficult... Even pros like Candace also says that the compre is very hard... For people like us, sure fail...

After that, i'm supposed to watch iron man 2 alone, but since Cindy and Candace havent watch, they tag along as well. At first, we went to Amk Hub, but dont have the movie le... So sad sia. So in the end, we hurried to Bishan and watch.

Iron Man 2 is really very nice. I like the effect, its cool. I hope there is really this kind of technology, whereby we can operate the computer in the air.As for the house, i like the structure of the basement. Next time, if ever i had a big house, i want a basement with all sorts of high tech as well. Haha. To achieve this, i need to marry rich guys... Wahaha

The guy who acted as Tony Stark, he is not very good-looking actually. But some angle of him quite okay la. Just that i hate people with moustage nia, coz they look like bad guys. Haha

Today morning go run again, oh gosh, the pervert still come to the park. I feel like beating him up... Haiz, have to bear with it...

I spend most of the time connecting the internet. Stupid MioTv, so lack, regret signing for it. In the end, manage to get myself online and copy the Chem Qns i have to do. With the help from Candace, i've done finish the Chem. Haha

Thats all.

25 May 10

2010-05-25T13:49:00.000-07:00

Oh, i forgot to mention that the movie i watched yesterday with Hui and Sinyee is Shrek Forever After. Well, i'm not a fans of Shrek. Part one and two i did watch, but not part 3. Luckily its not related. I dont think Shrek is nice anymore, especially when both shrek and fiona gets together.

Part 4 is kind of like, err, how to say.... Weird? Confusing? I only know that the contract states that Shrek is not born at all, and fiona is not rescued. And the whole story from part 1, 2, 3 did not exist. But of coz in the end happily ever after la...

The moral story behind Shrek Forever After is actually to tell us to treasure our family and friends, and the things which are valuable to u. Thats all. Lucky mummy's friend help us buy the tickets at a cheap price at $3.50 only. I wont spend $6 to watch Shrek. Lols

Ranking: 3/5 (Shrek Forever After)

Humans are so weird. Sometimes we wanna a story to have happy ending, just like fairytales. But sometimes the movie will not be nice if u know the ending is eventually a nice one, thats why some movies had a pathetic ending for the main characters. However, if the movie satisfy us by having a pathetic ending, we may feel angry that why the movie does not have a happy ending...

Okay thats the really end of today, dont wanna post too many in a day. Quite boring. Haha

25 May 10

2010-05-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

Weekend nothing much happen, just that the pervert didnt appear in the morning when i was running. Feel kinda relief that he's not there. Hope he dont appear in the subsequent weekends...

Sunday night was chio-ing for the stupid SGC. Seriously there isn't anything good to say about myself and the contributions that i have done to the sch. Was cracking my brain for some ideas, In the end, manage to finish, but going to ask Candace to edit, which she did. She had a hard time editing. Haha. Thanks Candace! ^^

Yesterday was rushing home to bath and eat dinner, because i had a movie with Hui and Sinyee at Orchad Shaw Threatre at 6.50pm, and i was released at 4.30pm. Well, we manage to reach there early. As it is free seating, we need to be early to book nice and comfortable seats...

We saw alot of typical Singaporeans. They crowd around the threatre door even when the show had not yet started, so i was like saying to Sinyee, "we should be typical malaysians for now, if not we wont have nice seats le." When the door open, one of the lady in the crowd pushed Sinyee to rush in. She even forget to give them the tickets. Haiz, so urgent for what....

We got nice and comfortable seats and were like chatting and taking photos, but its too dark, so photo didnt show anything. I always like advertisements for the coming movies. I wanna watch "Karate Kid", "Killer", "The Legend of Aang-The Last Airbender", and "Eclipse". Omg, so many movies! Wallet is becoming smaller and smaller.

I'm going to watch Iron Man 2 on thurs, alone. Haha. Last time because of somethings, in the end cnt go with Yanmei, so sad sia. Shall go watch alone bah, coz everyone's like watch le.

Thats all, bye..

20 may 10

2010-05-20T08:36:00.000-07:00

Hmm, mummy's cheese cake is seriously damn nice... Its a healthy one coz she put yogurt in. And she made mango flavour.

Mummy's gonna teach 小姑 how to make, coz its damn easy. Even i cn make one too. Just have to put in fridge to 凝固它 for 5hours and thats it. I believe Wei Hau they all will like it too...

I think i will go to the badminton session that stessen had suggested, coz i'm free bah, i guess?

Hmm, if can, i will try to bring some pieces of the cheese cake for them to eat. Hope the place is near so that the cheese cake wont melt.

I brought the cheese cake to sch once, and it melted. So at home i have to fridge it agn before eating. Lols, so hope it wont melt, if not too bad le. Those who like cheese cake will like this dessert. I think Xin will like it bah. Haha

Its so fortunate to have mummy at home cooking every meal for us. Although i know its tired for her, but hope she enjoy cooking for us. Haha. The funny part is mummy say she's even stress after not having to work, because she have to come out with new menu everyday. Haha

Oh ya, today they say got PE and ask we all to wear PE, in the end its a talk about those who got all As for their napfa. So i feel cheated. We can dont wear PE.. Haiz, see la, mummy have to wash extra clothes agn. Waste water and detergent. Anyway, i didnt go for the talk, instead i came lib and blog. Haha

June holidays are coming, but its not a holiday at all. First wk of june, most of the days have to go back to sch for extra lectures. Then on 10june got chem cafe. Its just a program to help those weak in organic chem people. I'm one of the peer tutors, but scared dont know how to teach them. Anyway, its voluntary, so i volunteered, so that i got something to write in SGC. Haha

After 2nd wk, i think poly students start their lessons, so i'm gonne go to their lib and study. Got air-con and reference book to read... Of coz, will be going to NYP, coz its the nearest mah. But i will crash Huan's lecture as well, coz i wanna go NP see see.

I will also find one day to go look for yihao. He came to Sg to work for so long and i havent go find him yet. What a cousin am i sia... Haha.

Hmm, think thats all bah. Bye

19 may 10

2010-05-19T08:48:00.000-07:00

Hmm, i'm bored in sch, so shall blog bah, since i got nothing to do...

Oh ya, a few days ago, Ji Liang suddenly sms-ed and told me that he dreamt of me... When i saw the msg, i was like =.="" So what? I got dream of alot of people, but thats no need to tell the person whom u dreamt right? If its the case, i will have to tell Xin that yesterday i dreamt of u. Haha...

To me, when i'm very tired, mostly i wont dream of any dreams. When i not very tired, but sleep for the sake of sleeping, i will dream. There are a few dreams which i remembered very clearly.

First dream that i remembered is during secondary days. I dreamt that our class gone for some outing. Then in a souvenir shop, Sheng Yang and Xue Li were chatting. I think Xue Li had a quarel with her bf, and Sheng Yang was consolating her. After they chat finish. i went up to Sheng Yang and chat with him. We were talking about how he felt when he knoe his love one was upset because of her lover. And thats all, i woke up. I dont know why this is so memorable, coz there is no meaning to this dream. Haha, but i think this is the first time i dream of Sheng Yang.

Second dream i think is this year. I dreamt that Hui wanna jump off a building, though its level 6 only, but she jumped. I was trying to catch her, but i'm just late by one second, if not i could have gotten her and pull her up. In the dream, i cried coz she is dead (touchwood). This dream simply wanna us to treasure our family members bah...

Third dream is the most horrible dream i had for this year, and i can remembered it damn clearly. I was in a tribe, and this tribe leader is a toddler but with a mind of an mature adult. He can think and speak fluently, just that he is actually a toddler.

There is a tradition in the tribe, on one special occasion of something, they have to drown men and teenage boys! I think is to sacrifice for the god or something like that. U know how they drown people? They had this deep, circular pond, with wooden planks at the circumference, so that the men can lie on it. For the teenage boys, they are separated, and its quite near the edge of the pond. Then they put the men and teenage boys on the wooden planks, use a net with heavy weights to cover them, so that they wont escape, and let the water level to rise and just drown them alive! Its so terrible. No one can save them. If anyone who did it, they will be chase after and killed by the tribe leader. And this happens in Singapore. Lols...

So the terrible part is that i witness the people drowning in front of my eyes! They are like fishes, struggling for oxygen and screaming for help too. Err, the men and teenage boys are no willing to do this de, but were kidnapped by the tribe. I got an urge to save them, but u will be dead if u save them. And i was struggling for my conscience lor. Anyway my sis is with me and we witness together.

Then suddenly Hui saw that in the teenage area, Kai Jie is one of the sacrifice! He's my cousin leh! Oh my god, i saw him curl around his body and shouting weakly for help, coz they are being starved before drowning. I cant tolerate to see my own cousin drown in front of my eyes, so i drop into the water, cut open the net to save him. After we are on the land, we ran off. While running, Hui asked me why i didnt go save Wei Hau and Ah Bao. Then i was like, huh, they there meh? Then she said she saw them too... But its too late, i cant turn back and save them now, as the tribe was chasing me. So i lost 2 of my cousins.

We found a hidding place and stayed there. After that i called the police and the whole tribe was caught. But because the tribe leader was a toddler, he was sentenced for jail for 2 years only. The toddler warned me to enjoy the rest of the 2 years, coz when he was out, he will kill me.

2 years later, the toddler was out, and when i was shopping in a mart, he appeared. The moment i saw him, i ran, of coz... The funny part was while running, we pass by a shop selling kid's bed, and the toddler stopped and went for the bed instead. I ran back to him to see what he's up to, in the end he was lying on the bed.... Toddler is still toddler, he still have the immature part... Haha. Then the end, i woke up le. Its so scary. Imagine the people are begging u to save them. Terrible...

I also remembered when i was young, like in primary sch, i dream that i was very urgent and i wanna go to the toilet. Then in the dream, i found the toilet and of coz pee la. But in reality, i pee-ed. Haha, so i wet my bed and this is the last time ever that i wet my bed. So funny lor.

Talking about pee-ing. Got one time, when Hui was like p4 or p5, she dont dare to go toilet in the dark, so u know where she pee? She pee on the floor in our room! That time we got switch on the air-con. Then in the morning, coz i always woke up first, then her. When i woke up, i have to walk pass the pool of urine, but that time i dont know mah. Hui woke up and told me not to walk there, but too late, she pee at the area where i always walk pass, so in the end, i fall and slipped in her pool of urine!!! Yucks, its so disgusting la. Mummy came in and on the light, and saw me sitting on the floor with a pool of urine... Feel like vomiting sia, so i bath that morning. Haha. I wont forget this, coz its so @#$%^&*...

Hmm, time for me to go... Bye

18 may 10

2010-05-18T14:21:00.000-07:00

Hmm, today is boring. Morning no PE anymore, but checking napfa results and things about cca achievements...

After that chem lecture. I finished the lecture notes beforehand, so was studying for bio test while listening to the lecturer. Haha

Bio test i can secure the 12marks, but passing mark is 15, so i need 3 more marks. Hopefully i can pass, if not i need to do another 19 more essays just for the 2 topics tested. I dont wanna anymore essays le, sick of it...

The rest of the days are so slacking, although i paid attention during chem tutorial, but the weather is so hot that i feel like sleeping. I hate these days' weather. At night, keep on raining, and afternoon, hot sunny day.

Hmm, anyway, i was thinking whether should i go for the badminton session which stessen suggested. I scared i'n not free to go actually. Next week thurs is GP paper, and i havent study yet. Plus, the idiotic SGC is driving me crazy. I wanna go for badminton, coz its been a long long while that i had played and my skills deprove by alot lor... So sad. I think even yanmei can win me le... Haha, happy for her...

Hmm, not much to say. Later got 2hours of maths supplementary, and i need to sleep in the library for a while to have some rest, if not later cant concentrate. So bye...

17 may 10

2010-05-17T08:29:00.000-07:00

Sorry that i havent been blogging... Err, no time la, not lazy.

Last week, the greatest achievement was my chem practical. Although i cheated, but i did the practical hands-on okay. Hmm, how do i cheat? They wanna gradient to be close or equals to one, so i took the first and last point, measure angle 45 degree, then i got line with gradient one! I worked backwards to get my volume. This method saves me lots of time, so i did the practical when everyone's like got their reading and started their graph. The amazing part is, experimental volumes are almost the same as thereotical volumes. And its a very nice line, with 4 points on the line, 2 neutralise each other. I love chem practical, and since its the last time we will be doing, means for other practical lessons, we will be having tutorials... Sad

Oh ya, i told mummy about the pervert in the park when we were running on saturday. At first mummy asked me not to 以貌取人 (but he really looks like a pervert), she said maybe there is a reason behind it, perhaps i look like her daughter, but when mummy started noticing him, mummy thought he was a pervert too, as he keep looking at me when i ran pass him... I think he's a stalker, although not so exaggerating kind, but really, when i was walking home with mummy after buying our stuffs, we saw him driving in a van, like purposely passing by us, then U-turn back to the main road. Its weird right? Normally when u wanna park ur van, u will turn to the carpark. He did turn to the car park, but he didnt park his van, instead he U-turn back. So mummy confirmed that he was a pervert.

Sunday when i was running, i pass by the pervert. He stare at me straight in front of my eyes, so i stared back fiercely. I think i diao him. The 2nd round, he was there in the same place as usual, after that he was gone, and coincidentally, it was the time when daddy had his coffee and was sitting at the park chatting. I thought he went back, like dont dare to see me le, but i was wrong. Mummy saw him sitting under the block, and still staring. Wah lao, this guy really very disgusting. Mummy wanna test the pervert to see whether he purposely weekends appear only or weekdays also will be there. If he really appears during weekends, means something is wrong. Mummy also complained to daddy, say if he still like that, ask daddy go beat him up. Haha

I dont feel like running in that park Lols... Anyway, if i'm not wrong, his van is "GW5832D". If i kanna kidnap or something happen, this van will be very suspicious... I scared i forget the number, so type in blog, in case. Haha

Hmm, today i'm having monday blues... Normally i wont, but not sure why today got. Maybe its because tml got bio test and i havent study yet. Lols

Another thing, i havent write my SGC. I find it disgusting when writing coz i'm suppose to say good things about myself and my acheivements. Vomiting ~~~

Hmm, thats all, bye...

11 may 10

2010-05-11T13:55:00.000-07:00

Oh ya, i forgot to say something. Today is the last day that my mummy's working. From tml onwards, she will be full-time housewife. Good right? I always envy people who are able to eat at home for lunch. For the past few years, lunch is either outside or cook instant noodle. I wanna bring lunchbox to sch too. I told mummy to make lunchbox for me everyday, and the menu must be different. Haha.. I'm so demanding.

Its good to be housewife, because there wont be as much stress as a working adult. Mummy's blood pressure is so high that i'm scared one day she will 暴血管. Now that she's resigning, hope that her blood pressure can drop.

11 may 10

2010-05-11T13:31:00.000-07:00

Monday, 10 may 10

As usual went to sch early. Done some work and printed my lecture notes. After that, went for assembly. Before that, we need to tap our ezlink card, and during that time, its so crowded. I saw Cindy, Brenda and Jeslin queing up. After tapping, i walked to Cindy's side and we walked together to meet the others. At first i thought Jeslin was waiting for me, because she was standing in the middle of the walkway. When i walked to her, i said thank you for waiting for me. But when i started walking, she was still like reluctant to go, so i turned my head and saw Ella. This become a joke coz Jeslin was actually waiting for Ella and not me. At that very moment i really thought she was waiting for me. How stupid can i be sia... Early in the morning so shameful... Haiz

Then normal lessons and nothing much le. Yanmei smsed and told me that one of her friends coming to ny to teach skills for the "dont know how to spell" ball... A kind of sports la... If she's the one coming, i will stay back till 5pm to watch de, but too bad not her...

Oh ya, when i was walking, i almost tripped and fall down. So suay sia. Yesterday was an unlucky day for me...

Today is a slack day. Morning 2 lectures and the rest is assembly and CT period, but we having some workshop thingy. Although its compulsory for all J2s, but i skipped it coz i feel that its a waste of time. I came to library with Cindy to do our work. After one and half hour, i finally finish my essays for bio. This year is the year that i done the most essays. 42 essays due to last year promo, about 10plus due to failing of common test, and now tutorial essays. All in all, about 60 essays. So proud of myself. But i still left with a few essays for other topics. Haiz... Hands are so pain...

3pm having mock chem practical. Should be okay for me bah, coz we had been practising alot.

Other than that, nothing much to say le. So bye...

9 may 10

2010-05-09T15:56:00.000-07:00

So lets start by summarising what i've done on Friday. Other than normal lessons, i went to nyp after sch to find Xin. Its not that i'm bored or what, but i'm in such a bad mood that i wanna skip cca and not go home. Initially, Huan asked me for movie, coz someone from his group drop out, but not long they found replacement le, no need me liao... Err, so sad, coz i wanna watch IP Man2 too. Nvm...

So i went to nyp to find Xin lor, hoping that she was free. Indeed she was, but after 5pm, so i went home, had a bath and meet her. Shameful thing is that i dont know how to go nyp. When i reached yck mrt, i got lost and walked the wrong side. Had to call Xin to direct me. Stupid right?

The moment i stepped into nyp, i feel like i'm actually part of them. I feel so happy to have become one of them, although its only for a few hours or so. But i enjoyed being there ^_^

I found Xin, and we chatted. We did walked around nyp and we saw hip hop club having audition, so we stared at how they danced. Hip hop people are so cool... We are not the only ones staring at the hip hop people, there are a few guys watching too. One of them even asked whether or not do we want to have some fries. Of coz we said no la, but nyp people are generally friendly. Not long, we went to find yanmei at Mac. Haha, so long didnt see her, still remains the same, didnt change much...

We talked about almost everything. Its fun to be in nyp. Not only nyp, so long as u are a poly student, its fun already. I envy poly students very very much, although they are seriously very busy, but better than in jc right?

I'm also very happy to have gone to nyp coz withing a few hours, i met quite alot of people. First is Jeryl, he became taller, darker and muscular. Next is Hafiz from 4e2. He remembered my face but not my name. Lols. Then i met Le Cheng! He is still as friendly as he is. Haha. Finally i saw yanmei's bf le, so relief that they are so loving. Haha. I met new friends too, the what leader de, i forgot the name.

Anyway, i'm gonna crash lectures during the june holidays when i'm feeling stress with all the studying. I may even study in nyp's library, if i can... Haha. So when june holidays come, be sure to see me in Xin's, Yanmei's, and Huan's lectures! Huan promised to tour me around np... Haha, hope he will not forget about it...

Overall, my bad mood has changed to a happy one. But the moment i reached home, i was not in a mood to talk to any of them. Lols... Nvm, i shall amend this problem on Sat.

Sat, i did try, but not that successful la. The same as usual, went for a run, buy breakfast, watch tv, sleep. I noticed that when i'm running, there is this uncle who will always be in the same place staring. i dont know what he's staring at, maybe i'm sensitive bah, but i dont feel comfortable. Lols... I did start on Maths, but my GC IS DEAD! So i cant do correlation & regression.

Today, same routine, run, breakfast, tv, but no afternoon nap, coz i had to do homework. I started on P&C and is quite fun after doing some. I shall start my bio after i blog finish this post.

Hmm, what's more to blog? I cant think of any. Err, so thats all bah. Bye

6 may 10

2010-05-06T11:25:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a bad moody day for me. Its not during sch time. In sch, just had normal lessons all these.

After i went home, watch tv and ate some small stuffs, coz dinner time is not up yet. Well, dinner i cooked maggi as mummy went to hospital to visit her colledge who tio stroke. After the 7pm channel u show, everything changes.

I turned off the tv and ask sis to go study for her history exam tomorrow. Then she was like bui song coz she intended to fail for combined humanities. Then i was like saying she deserved it as she didnt make use of the long weekend to study, then now last min study is all her fault. Suddenly she burst out crying for no reasons... I was like wth...

When bathing. mummy came home and saw sis crying, so she was like comforting her, ask her not to cry, and even bought dinner for her. I dont understand why mummy can tolerate her. Obviously is her fault, but it seems like i'm the bad guy and she's the victim just because she cried?

I'm damn fed up after bathing, so i went out to have a walk. I bought soya milk and was like sitting there staring at anything that caught my attention.

I'm frustrated about this is coz seriously, she always like to protray herself in front of everyone that she is those kind of good, innocent girl. Sometimes i cant stand her acting cute in front of my friends, even relatives too. Just because she knows how to 讨人喜欢, everyone likes her. But do they know her true self?

I'm living with her for like 17years le, and i almost know her inside out. I know when is she faking and when she's not, and i have been tolerating for so long. I cant just embarrass in front of others right? She still my sis after all...

I'm so in bloody bad mood that i actually bought vodka to drink! Its only 8.4% alcohol so nothing much, i wont get drunk. Its the first time i'm buying alcohol for myself. The 7-11 lady did check on my ic. Wah, i feel so proud of myself that i can buy alcohol le...

I went to nearby playground and drank there. There was this family bringing their 2 children for a walk. Then the kids came and play the playground. The youngest little girl said "hi" to me and i was like so shock. Haha. She's cute sia. I hope that in the next life, i can be the youngest in the family. I wanna a big bro too and is biological, not god bro or what. I envy people with big bro at home, coz other than father, big bro is the one who can protect u from harm. I wanna live under his protection, it seems safe...

Around 9 plus went home le, coz i dont like to reach home late. No one asked about my face being red, maybe they did suspect something but didnt ask bah... After drinking alcohol, even the % is low, i always feel very sleepy. But i like to drink coz it helps in blood circulation, haha. I'm not alcoholic wor...

Today morning woke up having headache, as in my brain seems heavy to me. I dont know how to describe it, but this whole morning in sch i feel sleepy, except during Yoga, coz it's painful.

Shall stop here, having lessons later. Bye

4th may 10

2010-05-04T20:50:00.000-07:00

See, i forgot to say something again. Sad news. One student from our sch met in an accident few days or weeks ago, and he is from my cca, but i dont remember seeing him actually. Err, thats not the point. The point is previously he was in ICU and the doc says he got only 5% chance of survival. On Saturday evening at 6.30pm, he passed away. Quite a sad thing. The parents will be holding funeral around AMK area.

Although i dont know him, but really its a lesson for us to learn la. When crossing road, must be really really really careful, coz u might not know what will happen next. I hope the family can walk out of this crisis asap. And also, do treasure ur family members and friends, dont wait till u lose them then u start regreting... Its a sad thing that ur family members suddenly met in an accident. I dont have any of these experience (TOUCHWOOD la), so i dont know how they are coping, but seriously hope the guy rest in peace bah... Lets pray for him

4th may 10

2010-05-04T20:40:00.000-07:00

Oh ya, i wanna share a joke. On Fri night, when sis and i wanna watch "Liang Zhu" movie, she did something stupid. First, she switch on the DVD player, then after that she was like, how come the movie cannot be detected? Then i was like, huh, cant watch ar, so sad... Surprisingly, when i open the DVD disc, the DVD was still inside! She forgotten to put the DVD in. Then we were like laughing all the way.. Lols.... Anyway, the movie was not nice, luckily last time didnt go to movie threatre to watch, if not waste money sia...

Today nothing much happen too. Morning had Yoga lesson. One word to describe=Pain... After that chem lect. The lecturer went through so fast that i cnt catch up. Plus i forgot to bring my specs! So i was "blind" for the whole day. After that bio lect, then break...

CT period was a waste of time. Then chem practical, there is no practical, but worksheet for us to do. We need to change some points to draw best fit line. The first graph makes me headache sia. I keep on adjusting and adjusting so as to get gradient close to 1. I'm not a patient person, so while doing was fed up about it. Luckily the 2nd exercise was much much easier, one trial tio a perfect answer (Gradient=1).

After that got maths supplementary. This vector topic was so so so difficult, i cn only remember some points nia. Then the boring Cindy go and draw on her paper. Know what she draw? Hmm, i wanna upload the pic of her artistic work, but dont know why cant, so lucky for her. Haha.

Before going home, went to buy soya milk and bean curb. Because of Cindy Lim, i'm addicted to soya milk... Jolli bean's soya milk is sweet even without sugar. Well, N&B shop generally okay, but the soya milk not so... err, how to say, smooth? I dont know how to describe, but not so nice and i'm referring to the one near my sch de, not others. Other branches, like Hougang Green, although are of same company, but the soya milk is nicer. Lols...

Oh, i saw him in sch today. I didnt purposely look for him, though i tried not to, but i admit during chem i did search for him when glancing around, but cnt find him coz i didnt wear specs. I saw him during maths supplementary. He changed his bag... Hmm, i think the previous bag suits him more la... The current bag like not so nice.. Haha

I wanna watch Iron Man 2! Anyone please jio me go watch can? If not i will have to watch alone... Coz i cant find anyone. Err, actually watching movie alone isnt as bad as u all think. I find it quite relaxing when watching alone, coz u dont have to like wait for others, go toilet with them, or care what they are doing. Duh, i dont know what i'm talking, but the point is, watching movie alone is not a bad thing. Yup thats all...

I took 1hour plus to blog this post, coz meanwhile i'm doing the SGC stuff. Kind of blur, shall go ask tomorrow... Lols

I realised that i got alot of things to print, especially for bio, and alot of essays to do, coz file checking is on next week. I took the whole saturday afternoon filing, leaving with maths unfiled, coz its the most messy one. This week will be kind of busy with files, SGC and tests.... Haiz sian =.="'

Today i tie my hair in a bun. Candy they all say its cute, Cindy says i look old... Err, quite opposite la, but i like to tie in bun coz no pony tail to tickle my neck... Haha

Hmm, i dont know what to blog le. Shall stop here bah. Bye

3 may 10

2010-05-03T12:35:00.000-07:00

I just realised something, IP Man 2 and Iron Man 2 are two different movies! I thought they were the same movie, then when i visited Wenni's blog, i realised its different. Lols... I'm so blur about movies. I think the movie that i wanted to watch is Iron Man 2, not IP Man 2. Err, quite confusing when the movies' names are so similar....

3 may 10

2010-05-03T12:20:00.000-07:00

Lets talk about Friday. After sch, by right i got bio and econs make up tutorial. I went to bio tutorial, coz Mr Neo got mark attendance de. Initially, i did want to go econs lecture, coz they going through test's answer, but Cindy influenced me, asked me not to go as they will upload answer on litespeed. So fine, i didnt go.

When i was waiting for bus at serangoon interchange, there was this one lady asking me whether i'm an adult. So i told i'm 18 years old, after that she told me a long story about a pregnant lady slipped and fall, then her husband on the way to hospital from malaysia, then i was like, "hmm, so?" Know what she asked me to do? She asked me whether i got money to pay for the hospital bill! I was like, wth, why asked me, asked those who really got the money la. So i think she was just cheating money out of me. I rejected of coz. Then after that when i looked for her, she disappeared. Wierd experience...

Then home sweet home. After lunch, done some homework, then go sleep again. Parents went to malaysia during night time when i was sleeping, so didnt send them. I was like sleeping till 11 plus then woke up. Went to brush my teeth again then go sleep. I think i'm having some disorder or what lor, keep on sleeping.

Saturday woke up early and ran 10 rounds in the park. I put my water bottle on a bench with a old man. I think he thought that i wanted him to guard my water bottle, thats why when i ran finish, he was still there. After i took my bottle away, he was gone. Lols

The rest of the days i was like doing homework nia. Then i slept early again at 7pm plus. Although i slept early, but i woke up early too, so this is not called lazy okay. Sunday morning go run again, this time round another uncle was there. Think they have the same thought, but this uncle is different coz he got talk to me. He asked how many rounds i ran and told me not to put the water bottle unattendant. Kind uncle. Haha

Parents came home in the afternoon. No need to eat the leftovers le, finally... Done some work, watch tv, then sleep again around 4pm plus. I thought i could climb off my bed to watch the Enchanted, but dont know why i just cnt wake up. In the end, i woke up at 3am plus to brush my teeth and wash face. After that went back to sleep.

I think my body is really mad, keep on resting. Haiz

29 april 10

2010-04-29T16:21:00.000-07:00

Life is boring without having to find/look at him. Okay, i'm talking rubbish here.

Wednesday pass as usual with lessons. I dont think there is much to say, just that i skipped remedial lesson for GP coz none from our class were going. Julia got BBall, Jeslin and Cindy not in sch, left me alone in the classroom? No way man... This is so awkward..

Today morning, woah, Yoga time! This time, i can really feel my muscles stretching, and its seriously so painful! I swear i will continue with Yoga after Alevel because i wanna my body to be flexible. Wahaha....

Oh today chem lect so happy to know that we are on the 2nd last topic for the syllabus, which is like finally... My head is exploding with all the reagents and conditions. It is so easy to mix up.

Maths lect i fall asleep for the first half hour, but was so awake for the last half hour, because the exercise she's going through seems tough, plus i dont have logic, so its very hard for me to think of the answer. Lols, i admit i got no common sense, Samuel always tease me...

Last lesson of the day, GP. I fall asleep almost immediately when she is talking and discussing the answer. I dont get myself, i always sleep upon hearing her voice. To me, her voice is like lullaby. But the 1 and 1/2 hour pass after a few blinks of the eyes.

Home sweet home. Very funny, the moment i online, all the msn windows open up. Out of sudden, Ji Liang came talking to me. He said i look like Yuan Yong Yi coz of my display pic, lols. We chatted and exchange numbers, coz he changed his number. Hmm, he actually forgot my name, so sad...

Actually i dont have much to say. Unless u all interested in the BGR thingy, which is like nothing much happen. Okay i will just admit to everyone that i'm in a crush, but is those 一见钟情 that kind, and its very weird. I dont know how to explain, think only Xin knows how i feel. But i'm not going to do anything to it, coz its just a simple crush, and he live in a world very different from mine, so we are not suited.

Err actually i kind of forget how is it like to love someone, and mind u, its love, not like. I dont understand how can people love their partner so deeply until they can die for each other, i find it stupid rather than romantic.

I also dont understand why some people find 失恋好像是世界末日一样, cant they just forget the past and move on like a strong woman? Why must they wail and wail until like they cant live without the other half?

Some made absolute statements like "我会永远爱他", "我不可能再爱上别人", but after a year or maybe a few years, this promise shall be broken. When they recall the time when they made the promise, they will find it stupid and idiotic to have made the promise.

This is how i feel when i'm recalling back, especially the days with Jeston, coz this relationship is kind of like wasted. We broke up coz of Olevel and sometimes i wonder what will happen if we didnt break up? Can we still last till today? Well, its not going to happen... And i dont want it to happen too. I find it stupid for the tears i cried during that time. I'm laughing at myself when i typed this out, lols...

So yanmei, the thing that i dont wanna pursue is actually this crush la. Haha, nothing much also.

Hmm, think thats all for the day bah, bye... ...

27 april 10

2010-04-27T14:35:00.000-07:00

Know what, yesterday when i reached home, i ate lunch/dinner, watched tv for a while, then went to sleep for the whole day. I intended to sleep only like 1hour or something, but i'm too tired to be waken. So in the end i slept till 10pm coz i heard the Defeated Queen's music. I went to brush my teeth and sleep again. My sis asked whether if i can sleep, yes i can coz i'm a pig. Haha... I didnt bath wor, feel so disgusting....

Early in the morning go bath immediately, although i got PE later. Well, for PE we got our enrichment programme! Yoga... Err, quite painful. I cant stretched and my friends keep laughing at me. I feel so stupid la...

Then maths lect i'm like nodding off, until bio lect i'm awake, coz the topic we are studying now is much more interesting than the rest of the previous topics we have covered. Its about cloning all this, and some basic techniques to separate DNA, cool right? I wanna try Gel Electrophoresis coz it seems fun...

After that break. I swear i will never buy express food, coz its very difficult to eat.

Next, 2hours of movie! The movie is nice. Its "Remember the titans", and its about blacks and whites having discrimination towards each other, but a particular sch got a coach that forced the students to cooperate with each other and in the end, they won the state of champions. Its quite a touching movie coz got one student got into accident and paralysed. He cant play for the team, and he's the team captain somemore, quite a sad case. Guess what, his best friend is a black who he saw him as enemy in the first place. But they became very good friends. In the end this white guy (paralysed) died, but the black is still best friend of his. Well, this shows that strong friendship is never to be broken by anyone, or any reasons, even racism. At least i learnt to cherish my friends...

After that come library and blog. Later got chem supplementary. Think got quiz, but i havent study yet. Lols.

Okay la, i go study le, bye...

26 april 10

2010-04-26T14:36:00.000-07:00

Actually there is nothing much to blog about. Friday around 7pm mummy came sch fetch me coz i'm having cca till 7pm, very late right? And i realised one thing, we always play the same game during cca, coz that requires a lot of thinking. The game is called "bridge", and its fun! Too bad he didnt come and play. Wonder why... Maybe he is sick? I dont know...

After that home sweet home. Saturday woke up early to accompany mummy go wet market, if not no one is there to help her carry stuffs, see i so fillial. Haha. Ate lunch and went to do homework. Not long i went out with sis to cut hair...

Okay, i asked the aunty to cut straight for my frinch, and i looked so weird at it. OMG, i dont know how to face my friends on monday le.

Then later went to hougang mall bought foolscape paper and correction tape refill, and i saw sheng yang, my hubby! But i dont dare to say hi, coz i'm really very nerd in the new hair style, dots...

Home sweet home. At night watch tv, thats all.

Sunday woke up early too coz thought mummy going wet market again, but in the end no la. So same, watch cartoon for a while then went to do homework. Around 4pm, went to see chinese doc again, who is mummy's friend, to refill my med. She changed my med to another type, hopefully will be effective against my cough bah.

Went home and watch tv. At night watched the 红星大奖. Oh my gosh, seriously, Zhao You Ting and Gao Yi Xiang damn glamorous la. My eyes can only fixed on them nia. Lols.

Then went to sleep after watching their party.

Oh ya, 大姑 came to SG again. Lols.

Today nothing much la, just that quite alot of people commented on my hair. Very funny meh? Some say i look weird, some say quite cute, some say look quite young, so in conclusion, nice or not? Haiz, shouldnt have go cut it, regret now...

Oh i fall asleep during bio tutorial and he caught me. Haha, but weird is i'm aware of what he's talking about, just that my eyes are closed. Then during GP tutorial, i'm seriously sleeping. Cindy says i'm very werid coz when it comes to copying answer, i will be awake. When we are discussing the answers, my eyes sure close. Lols.

Now in library blogging, nothing to do. Later still got 2 hours of supplememtary for bio, sianz...

Oh i wanna watch movie! I dont know the name of the movie but i know got jackie chan de. He taught a child martial arts coz the child always kanna bullied by other big sized kids. Quite nice, i guess. Anyone wanna watch?

My skin is peeling off. Initially i dont know its my skin thats peeling off, i thought its some kind of dirt or the gel i put to cure for my sunburnt skin, but when i asked mummy, she told me its just my skin peeling, i was like chey. Mummy told me not to rub the skin, but i dont know, so i go rub it, now my shoulders are pain. Lols...

Thats all bah, bye...

22 april 10

2010-04-22T12:23:00.000-07:00

Anyway Xin, i've decided to let go. I wont pursue anymore le, coz its not possible. Haha

22 april 10

2010-04-22T12:09:00.000-07:00

I didnt blog yesterday because it was a very horrible day for me. I thought on tuesday night fever had subsided, but to my surprise, fever came back on wednesday morning (38.9) so mummy asked me not to go sch.

At home was so boring. All i can do was watch tv, drink med and sleep. Around noon, the fever was gone. I'm so happy about it, coz its really very 痛苦. But around 2pm, fever again and this time, its so hot that it shoot till 40.0 degree celcius! So scary. I cant find the med for fever, so i cant do anything but to sleep.

Finally it dropped to 39.5, but still very hot, so i went to bath, but of no use. For the rest of the day i'm sleeping and waking and sleeping until mummy came home. The fever havent subside yet, still around 39.3. Mummy kept asking me to drink med and lemon water. I could even feel that my stomach was exploding. Too much water in the stomach le.

Also mummy found the med for fever so i ate and sleep again. Finally around 9pm, the fever dropped to normal temperature. So i was like thinking i can go sch le, if not stay at home nothing to do.

Today fever came again! But this time better, 38.1. So i cant go sch le. Just now i went to see mummy's friend, who is a chinese doc and the clinic is nearby. So i walked there, use some time to find the clinic, and reached. Oh ya the fee is seriously very cheap. All together i paid $4 only. Coz this clinic is supposed to help those poor people who cant afford expensive fee.

So now i'm at home doing nothing. Anyone wanna chat can find me. Haha

20 april 10

2010-04-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

Oh ya, i just realised that everyone gotta sunburn including Sheila and Xin! I thought only Huan and mine is kind of serious, but theirs are more worse. At least my face's skin is not peeling off, only the nose nia. The back i dont have bubbles like Xin, so i'm more fortunate bah. Or issit because i bought the aloe vera gel to apply? Maybe u guys can consider using it. Haha... Its kind of weird that when we finished swimming, my skin looks redder than the rest, but they are worse than mine now.

I asked my friend why apply sun block le still got sunburn. Then they say we must apply once every 2hours! I was like, WTH =.= Next time go swimming again, i shall put SPF50 or 75 oncer every 1hour! I dont wanna get sunburnt again, its very uncomfortable and hard to sleep...

Okay la, dont blog le, i need my sleep though my fever subsided. This time really bye le...

20 april 10

2010-04-20T22:27:00.000-07:00

Well, i promised to upload my sunburnt pic. So here it goes.

See the colour contrast? I'm not exaggerating okay. Now the colour of my skin remains the same too, so can u imagine how painful it is?

Hmm, for today's lessons, nothing much also. PE just have to pay for the enrichment programme, then 9am got chem lecture. Oh ya, during chem lecture got one student fainted. So cool sia! I never faint in my entire life, so was wondering how's the feeling of fainting. Mummy did faint once in her life. She said her visions were very blur, then suddenly u feel like u are just sleeping only. Cool...

Bio lecture nothing much. Not much joke le. Then break for half hour, ate my bread, then went to hall for Ct period. Talked about SGC only, quite boring. Then dont know why my body suddenly feel very hot. Not the sunburn that kind of hot, but others. So i was suspecting whether am i having fever not. Yuan Lin they all keep saying its just sunburn, lols, fine.

Then chem practical, everything went smoothly except for experiment 3, i did twice but the stopwatch like didnt caught the timing, so i was super fed up and in the end copy candace's timing. Suddenly i find that graph is so easy to plot. Lols

After chem practical, i was wondering whether should i go to maths supplementary, coz i'm really not feeling well. In fact, i feel like i can faint at any moment. But they just couldnt understand. I can tell its not sunburn but fever because only areas that are sunburnt are hot, but my body, from face to toe, are radiating heat leh. My legs, which didnt get sunburn, feel hot as well. I know my body better than u all did lor. But still, i was pulled to go to maths sup.

When i reached home, i rested and took my temperature. Wow, 38.9 degree celcius! Actually i'm kind of happy that i'm having fever, coz i may have to take one day off. Also i havent got fever for a long long time ago le. But the feeling was very horrible, so better dont get fever.

Mummy reached home and cook chinese med for me. I slept and drink, slept and drink, until around 8+pm, my fever subsided. Mummy is very pro at this kind of things, then its good also as we can save money from seeing doc. So now i cant take one day off, still have to go sch tml.

And yup, thats for the day i guess. So bye bye...

20 april 10

2010-04-20T08:48:00.000-07:00

Yo, hmm, sry that i didnt blog yesterday night, because the internet got problem again. I dont have the pic of my roasted back now coz i'm in school, so shall upload tonight.

Yesterday class was quite fun. especially bio. Surprised to hear me praising bio lesson right? Haha. Coz we are on Diversity and Evolution, then the examples he gave to make us understand better was damn funny. He talked about artificial examples. Like got one, he said, "One day, Mr Neo (himself) suddenly went crazy and started to throw his students out of the window. Then, no one ever survived. But among the students, got one have a special trait. Dear Jeslin happened to have wings. So when she was thrown out, she open up her wings and flew to one corner and hide. Shaun, too, has wings, so he flew when he was thrown out and coincidentally, he found the secret hideout of Jeslin, so together they have sex, interbreed to produce viable and fertile offspring."

Another one, Mr Neo put one group of black and white people together and confined them in a room. But how come they are not attracted to each other? Because of behavioural isolation. What if they are attracted to each other, but why didnt they have sex? Because of physical isolation. Well, to u all this may not be funny, but if u learn bio, u will know. And its damn funny with all the expression he made.

After that was Econs lesson and we are presenting our project. which was done long long time ago. Dots... At least its smooth going. Break for one hour and GP tutorial, and this is the lesson i hated most. One and half hour of GP going through AQ question, somemore i'm burning hot coz of the sunburn. Time doesnt fly, but still ended. I like Chem tutorial more and more, eventhough i didnt do the tutorial, but at least i tried in class and surprisingly, i know how to do. Then Mrs So announced the chem lecture test marks. Wow, first time ever in chem test did i scored above 20 marks! I gotta 22, and i think its just luck, coz alot of questions is i guessed de. If u dont know the reagents and conditions, just anyhow put lor, and thats what i did.

We got extra maths lesson from monday onwards, so went for maths. Maths tutorial very fast gone de. Haha. Then home sweet home.

Reached home, changed and go hougang mall to buy lotion or anything that can cure my sunburn-ed skin. I ask the lady then she got recommend. I thought i will have to apply for like 2-3 days only, but she say if its severe, at least 2weeks! And when applying have to apply alot. I was like OMG, how can i wear my clothes now? I went home, bathed, and discover that when i wanted to wear bra with strip, the strip touched my skin and its very painful. So i will have to wear tube bra for the rest of the days. But i dont have many of it. Haiz... I also cant wear sleeve nor sleeveless shirt, as it will come in contact with my skin and the gel i put will be wasted. So in the end, i have to wear tube in the house! So stupid la...

Around 8.45pm, went out to fetch Hui from school as she was starting her night class. Then the first moment she saw me, she asked, "How come u wear until like that?" Lols, obviously duh...

For the rest of the night, i do nothing but watching the DVD i borrowed from library. Then when its night time, i realised that i dont have any suitable position to sleep. In the end, 我趴着睡, which its quite suffering, coz i'm pressing against my breast. Lols... Later from B cup become A again.

Thats for yesterday, quite long.

Today i woke up, although the skin like feel weird, but sis says its getting better. But the redness, itchyness and hotness still remains. Nevermind, tml will be even better. Hmm, early in the morning PE, but we did nothing, just paying for the PE enrichment programme. I went to Yoga ($25), coz my muscles very tight, and i wanna be flexible. Haha. I even told mummy that after 'A'level i shall go sign up for Yoga if there's any, and also must be cheap. Haha

Other than paying up, nothing to do le, so we are dismissed. Shouldnt have wear PE, in the end also nothing much. Later having Chem lecture le, so bye bye....

19 april 10

2010-04-19T08:25:00.000-07:00

Finally, the poly students started their classes today! They will be super busy than us le. Haha, which is a good thing too, if not they will stay at home and rot or keep going out and spend money. Lols

Well, today woke up my arms are still hot and red. I asked my sis to help me with the powder, but she said my skin is too disgusting that she dare not touch it. I totally agree with it. Its still super red. I will post a pic of my back tonight to let u all see how serious it is. This is the first time i had severe sunburn.

Sin yee said that watson got sell those lotion of something to help cure sunburn, so today after sch i will straight away go buy one. Also i will buy sunblock SF75 or higher, so that the next time i go swimming myself or with them again, i shall apply my whole body, including the back. At first i dont think i need to apply too much, coz i thought Gao Nan will like wanna rest and rest that kind, but i was wrong. She was so hyper that we rested for like one time to eat KFC, other than that we were in the water for the whole day. I learnt my lesson le. Haha

Now i cnt carry my bag properly. Its so pain when the weight was put on my shoulder. I dont know how am i supposed to carry my bag till i reached home at 4.30pm. I shall bear with it bah. Also i wanna buy umbrella so that when i go home, i will use it to prevent myself from getting blacker and blacker.

I need to buy whitening stuff again for my body and face. Any products can recommend, which are good and effective? Must tell me if u all know, coz i dont want to be a "black girl", haha.

Hmm, lessons starting soon, so bye bye. Happy schooling for the poly students!

18 april 10

2010-04-18T21:12:00.000-07:00

Erm, today suppose to go Jurong swimming complex with Keith, Sheila, Gao Nan, Huan and Xin. I put 6.30am as alarm, but because of 大姑's snoring, i cnt sleep. I woke up at 3.52am, then went back to sleep, but not long wake up again. So i might as well wake up and get change so that i wont be late again. So i took my time to wash up and change, then took 88 to amk.

When i reached, i went to top up with the cash i withdrawed. After that, Gao Nan saw me and called upon me. So we waited and waited and waited, until Huan and Keith reached too. During the waiting time, saw Jeston together with Huan. Hmm, he didnt change much, still the same. But when i saw him, the feeling in me is weird. I also dont know how to explain it.

We then board red line to Jurong East. On the way, i was standing up and lying on the side of the seat. Then got one stupid, pervert uncle keep staring at this direction. I feel so insecure and uncomfortable. Even Huan noticed it too, so i asked him to stand in front of me, to block his view. When the uncle alighted, he continued to stare when he walked out. So disgusting sia. Making me feel like vomiting. Lols....

Then we switched from red line to green line to go to Chinese Garden. We waited for Xin to come and meet us then walk to the complex together. Sheila reached there long ago le. And we go change to our swimming costume. Gao Nan and Sheila wear bikini wor. So sexy, haha.

We went to rent the float and then played lazy pool first. I dont like to go into the tunnels when water is spraying on us, coz it makes my hair wet and very ugly, as my hair will become flat. After that i think we go play the slides. We took turns of coz, as we only rent 2 floats. First, Gao Nan and Xin went to play the blue slide, which is as high as 4level. Then i went with Huan. Hmm, luckily i didnt capsize (翻船). I think Huan capsize. Haha. But i did capsized when playing the red slide. Lols

Here is the funniest part. Xin and Gao Nan went to play the yellow slide, only level2 and no need float. Gao Nan come down first. But when she come down, i think she cnt stand properly and slipped, thats why she keeps failing backwards. Somemore she dont know how to swim, so in the end she ended up drowning in a 1.2m pool!!! Sheila was the nearest to her, but i think Sheila was shocked to see her drown, thats why she cnt move her body to rescue Gao Nan. In the end the lifeguard threw a lifebuoy and even went into the water to save Gao Nan. The lifeguard 公主抱 Gao Nan wor. Haha, but too bad the lifeguard is old and not handsome.

I was like laughing all the way coz i saw everything! Its really very funny, even when u think of it now, u will still laugh. I'm laughing when typing this accident. After Gao Nan was saved by an uncle, he requested to ask Gao Nan to report this accident. Xin went with her. Then when they come back, i asked why need to report, they say if lifeguard save more people per day, they will earn more. So i asked Gao Nan to drown a few more times to allow them to earn money. Haha

Not long we go play wave. The wave is seriously making me sick. The feeling is like wanna vomit that kind, then i cnt go very deep, coz i will end up drinking the water. But Huan keep asking me go together with them, but they went as far as 1.5 or 1.6m deep. In the end still go la, but i held tight to him coz i really scared i drown, just like Gao Nan.

We toured in the lazy pool for alot of times. Oh ya, Xin saw a good-looking lifeguard. Actually when first time see the guard, he looks quite okay la, but after seeing him for a few times, dont think he handsome anymore. Xin still say "MY lifeguard so handsome wor."

We played for quite a long time then Gao Nan was complainging that she was hungry, so we stopped and bought KFC. After that, we continued the lazy pool. The time was afternoon, and quite alot of people arrived. So many groups were Indians. Then when we played lazy pool, they keep staring and staring. So uncomfortable. Got one even touch Xin by accident by pretend to act innocent and didnt apologise. So rude.

We also played wave for a few times. This time, i'm sitting on the float coz i really dont wanna get drown. When playing wave, i keep thinking about Titanic. People on the float are those who survived, and people in the water are those who are drowning soon. Haha, this is just my imagination la. Got one time at the wave area, Gao Nan wanna copied my style of sitting, but she didnt balance and in the end, she capsized again, but this time is from the back. Quite painful i guess.

We got go massage also. I almost fall asleep when sitting there. But of coz woke up as my mouth was touching the water. We really played till very crazy. In the end we all ended up sunburn-ed. Seriously its very painful. I can feel my arms radiating heat now. And its so red like a roasted mokey. My sister say she scared she will eat me in the middle of the night when she is hungry coz i'm a roasted monkey. Haha

We wash up around 4pm then went to amk. They are having dinner there, but mummy cooked my portion le, so have to go back eat. Huan didnt join in the dinner too, so he sent me home then went home himself. Thanks...

I feel so tired now, wanna sleep early. Haha. Actually i dont wanna go sch tml, coz my arms are burning. I feel painful when carrying my bag lor. Haiz. Hope tml the redness will sudside lor. Okay, i think i go pack bag, wash up and sleep le. Bye...

17 april 10

2010-04-17T23:42:00.000-07:00

Haiz, for the sake of xin, tomorrow i'm going swimming with them coz stephanie cant make it. If i dont go, the group will be odd number leh, i dont like it, though i know no one will be ps in this clique, but still not comfortable with it. Shall bear with it bah...

Oh my god, what to bring for swimming? Long time didnt go swimming le, scared forgot to bring things that are essential. If the swimming complex is at hougang, then i wont care if i forgot this or that, coz near my house nia. But they going jurong swimming complex, which is like so far...

Sin yee commented that i have dark circles le. Last time dont have coz always sleep early. I think its coz of yesterday... Oh my, so ugly to have dark circles. Must sleep early le.

Bye bye...

17 april 10

2010-04-17T18:07:00.000-07:00

Okay, shall blog about yesterday. Hmm, as u all know, Pw results coming out. Good news is nyjc got 87% As, which is better then Mjc, 72%. Still, Hwa Chong is the highest with 93% As. Hmm, heard from Mrs So that out of our cohort, got 12 classes with students all As. Well, surprising is we are one of the classes! Wow... So my ancestors did pray for me. Haha

After maths tutorial, was rushing home to bath and get ready for the movie. So sorry that i'm late but still, i made it in time for the 4pm Monga. Sheila had her hair grown longer, though its only some, not all. Quite a different look. Other than that, no one change by alot.

Monga is a good movie. I didnt know it is Nc16, but i dont think its too violence nor the scene is too bloody. But the ending is very touching. Both brothers cared so much for each other but in the end they still have to kill each other because one of them betray the gang. I really cant imagine having to kill yan mei or wenni or even yuan xin, nor can i imagine them killing me. If this is a real story, is a pathetic one. Its nice coz the main characters are handsome too. Haha. One even had the hair style similar to Sheila, but that guy not that good-looking.

The movie is quite long. Lasted for about 2 and a half hours. After that we went to Fish and Co for fish, duh... I shared with yuan xin but i cant really eat much coz i'm too cold to eat. Haha, weird right? Later, we met Gao nan and decided to go to serangoon garden. Long time never go there le, so go refresh my memory. Haha

We walk around and bought beer and wine, then go to serangoon wet market there to find space to drink. Long time never drink so much le. Although i'm not drunk, but i feel so hot. Then was venting my anger and releasing all the stress and unhappiness (not because of BGR la). The scene was so pathetic that even strangers are willing to spare some tissue. Pathetic right?

After that Huan and Gao nan went home. We walk home until xin's mummy come and fetch us. Yes, i'm staying in xin's house. I bathed and wore the same pyjamas i last time wore when staying in her house. Haha, so coincidence. Around 2+am, we slept. This is the first night that i slept so late for this year. Not use to it. But i didnt sleep well. I keep getting up in the middle of the sleep until 7+am, i cnt sleep. So was waiting for xin to wake up as she set 10am alarm.

Later, changed and her parents sent me to amk so that i can board my bus. On the way, i'm so tired but i cant fall aslp, scared that i miss my stop. But no la, i'm not that blur.

Reached home, eat some rice, then watch tv. The first thing mummy asked me was, 'You two sleep very late ar? Must be chatting till so late right?' I guessed my eyes were so swollen that they can notice it. Lols. Then was very tired that i cant hold on anymore, so sleep on my beloved bed. Miss my bed so much, got the smell of me. Haha

Till now then wake up and blog. I feel like sleeping again, but cant coz i must at least do some homework, if not the whole day wasted lor.

I dont think tomorrow i can go to Gao nan's party, somemore they going swimming. I feel very awkward to swim with friends, coz i never did. The most is with family nia. In addition, the group is odd number. I dont like to go out when the number is odd, coz i scared i kanna ps, or someone's kanna. I dont like people being ps nor being ps by people, so dont think i will go bah. Have fun bah ^^ Dont tio sunburn wor.

Hmm, gonna do homework later after bathing. So bye bye....

16 april 10

2010-04-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

Early in the morning blog very weird right? But i got nothing to do when reach school early except for coming to library and blog, although my laptop is back in action. Haha

Actually i got nothing to say. Just wanna tell u all that i'm gonna take my results for Pw later in the afternoon, 12.30pm to 1pm. Dont tell me to believe myself or be confidence, coz i know my own standards better than u all. So, its either a C or a B. There wont be an A coming out. If i really got an A, i think all my ancestors are praying for me. Lols...

I'm not that nervous actually, coz this is not my strength, but my weakness. English leh. Normally people tend to be good in only one language, but some smart kids can handle both well, just like my friend, Candace. This Candace is not secondary de la, is currently my class de. My class's names all very similar. Got Candace Lee, Candy Lim and Cindy Lim (all CL in short), all short hair as well. Then got Darrel and Darren. At first quite confused, now use to it lor. Lols.

Hmm, i really got nothing to do la. After tonight's outing when i'm free i will blog to tell u the results for my Pw. But u wont hear an A. I promise. Haha

15 april 10

2010-04-15T23:39:00.000-07:00

Time flies and now its thursday. Finally, last day of school for tml.

Hmm, today's lesson nothing much. First, PE, which i skip coz no use. Napfa already got gold, then game assessment over too, so its just a waste of time going. I rather spend the time in library studying for chem test later, which i did.

Then chem test. Well, mostly is i guess de, so hope luck is with me. After that chem tutorial, break, maths lect and GP tutorial. Good news is teacher didnt come, so early dismissal! Yeah ^^

Reached home, first thing first, cook my lunch. I didnt eat for the whole day, coz wanna save money for the movie tml. Then, i was rushing to finish 败犬女王. Quite nice la, but nearing the ending quite bored le, coz its the same old story again : Happily Ever After

Hmm, for the rest of the day, i was editing this stupid blogskin, which took me like 3+ hours to finished. Haiz...

Oh ya, heard that 小姑丈 kanna kidnapped for 2days by someone he know wor! Of coz got accomplices also. Oh my god, its so dangerous. Luckily that someone he knows agreed to let him off by giving him a sum of money. Hope that he's alright.

Tml 大姑, 大姑丈, and their daughter will be coming to my house, which is the reason why i dont want to go home early tml after the movie. They will be talking and talking and talking. Its too noisy for me. So Huan promised to walk walk around amk so that i wont go home that early. Haha

Eager for tml's movie, and i can also see sheila and keith. Finally.... Most importantly, xin! I wanna talk to her. Nothing serious, just wanna chat chat, and its girls-to-girls talk that kind. Haha

Shall comment on the movie tml night if i got the time and energy. Bye

13 april 10

2010-04-13T14:46:00.000-07:00

I know i promised to blog about the conversation i had with vanessa on fri night but there is some private thing in it, so i shall not blog bah. Actually another reason for not blogging about it its coz i reached home late on fri coz of cca, so very tired and lazy to blog.

Hmm, weekend i had been spending my time not on studies but on shows. is seriously nicer than and its alot times nicer. Also Ruan Jing Tian is better good looking than Yan Cheng Xu. Lols

Monday i feel very suay. First, early in the morning stomach ache. Then during break time, my friend asked me questions which made my mind think alot. The questions are so hard to answer. Especially Q2 (b). I cant say what she asked, wanna know then i shall tell u personally. Haha

Today assembly talk is boring. First hour, Q&A section about how to improve the sch's facilities or something. But some questions are very funny. Second hour got a talk on blogging and extreme gaming. Gaming nothing to talk about coz i dont game anymore. I dont play audition, maple, warcraft, dota, or anything except my psp. Lols

Blogging is the one i wanna talk about. They say blog with care. So i was recaping: Did i say something offending to others? Did i say anything that i shouldnt done it? Well, last time i scold vulgarities, but not no. There is no F word in my blog anymore. The worse vulgarity will be "what the hell". Then when i was in the library just now, i remembered i got say something about someone. Remember the pervert i'm complaining? Haha. I think he is the only one that i complained in my blog. But the class only 2 people know my blog, so i dont think it can spread, right?

Well, if i got blog anything offending or like, to u, kind of evil stuffs, then must tell me wor. I scared i kanna sue by people then go in to jail. Someone actually jailed for 8months coz he post something bad. So i shall not do it. In fact, the safest way is to close the blog and dont blog anymore. Haha. Should i close it? Hmm...

Later got chem supplementary, then got small quiz on hydroxy compound. Dont feel like study, so shall hack care and ignore. The most later copy, only quiz mah. Haha.

Thats all, bye.

9 april 10

2010-04-09T16:41:00.000-07:00

Last day of the week is always so restless for me. Hmm, today is another boring day. Its seems that my life is always boring. Haha

I'm glad that I understand the topic on complex numbers after the morning tutorial. And also I finish assignment 16a all by myself without the help of friends, but of coz the assignment is easy. Haha

Maths lecture at 9am is a waste of time coz we are not having lecture but workshop on statistic. Although its my maths teacher who is presenting, i still find it waste of time.

Next is bio practical. He is criticising on the work we gave him and says we didnt put in effort, which i agree totally. Coz we are rushing for time to complete the practical, thats why we made damn lots of stupid mistakes. And he keep scolding and scolding. Luckily he didnt comment on mine coz the mistake is too common that he didnt want to specify out. Haha

The graph part, he is very strict on it. As long as graph got no title, didnt or make mistakes in labelling the axes, u will have to redo 3 times. And the corrections, if there is one small little mistake, will have to redo 5 times. So he says its possible to use up all the graph paper for just corrections. Heng i no need to redo the graph, although i got some mistakes. Haha

Hmm, then practical starts. Its so damn rushing and messy. Somemore the leaf extract make my fingers all turn green and yellow. And the smell of ethanol sucks. Stinks the lab throughout. But we survived for the practical.

Then the one hour break we have to finish answering the practical questions and stuff, so i skip lunch just to do the stupid practical.

The most torturing lesson is not bio nor chem, but gp tutorial. I dont like the way she teaches us. She didnt even explain to me what the passage is talking about. Not like ms sim in secondary sch, she explained almost everything on the passage and make us understand first before doing the questions. Thats why i'm improving under her but deproving once i got to jc. I never pass my gp before, honestly. Haha

1 and 1/2 hour listening to her...... But time flies and soon, lesson's over. But i cant go home, so sad. Coz got the idiotic cca, which starts at 5pm. So late right? Haiz, bo bian. I only go once this year, and i cant skip le. Haha. I will skip for the last time next fri, coz meeting sheila, keith, huan, and xin for movie. Hope they free bah.

So now i'm bored. No i'm not bored anymore. Some talkative people come and talk to me and we gossip for so long that i forgot i'm blogging now. At least its nice to talk to vanessa coz she will update me on the class thingy. Seriously i dont know much about my classmates, be it positive or negative things. Haha. Anyway, they dont know mine either. Haha

Hmm, i feel like changing my url. coz vanessa knows i got blog and she may try to find and read it. I feel very uncomfortable when my current classmates read my blog. Reason is because i'm not close to them and i dont tell any of them about my life nor my secrets or trivial things. Thats why i feel uncomfortable when they are starting to know me. I dont like and dont want them to know me, my character or how i think about some things. I dont like to share with them my feeling, thoughts or opinion. Am i weird to think this way? Perhaps i'm isolating myself bah.

Actually i suddenly got alot of things to say, but dont know how to start. Hmm, maybe when i reach home i will continue bah. Mostly will be saying about the conversation i had with vanessa just now. Haha

So bye, gonna rest coz later will be hyper during cca.

8 april 10

2010-04-08T11:25:00.000-07:00

Okay, so remarks for the movie. Out of 10, i give 6 nia. I'm quite disappointed about the movie. I thought the action part would be like very thrilling kind, in the end no.

The the storyline very complicated. Introducing all the gods' names and stuff, i can only remember the devil, Heidi. Lols. The main character, Persus, quite charming la, but dont like this kind of story.

The lame part is that when the cracker (giant monster that even gods feared) came out, it died after 1 or 2 mins. Know how it died? Using Merdusa's eyes. Merdusa is the lady with snakes as her hair, then when u look in her eyes directly, u will become stone. Then the cracker just became stone and died. Stupid right?

I wanna watch Monga, but sis dont want. She says she dont like 阮经天 and hated the show. Then i was like persuading her that watching movie is for the sake of the storyline, not the actors or actress in the movie, but she damn stubborn la.

I wanna watch Monga is coz it's reflecting on the real world. There is really a world of gangsters, thats why i wanna know about it mah. But of coz the movie is quite exaggerating la. Is there really a world full of extreme gangsters? Extreme in the sense of like killing all this. I dont know, but i wanna watch.

Maybe will be asking xin, huan, sheila and keith, coz i long time never see them le. Haha. Gotta go for lecture le, bye.

7 april 10

2010-04-07T10:32:00.000-07:00

Today got maths test early in the morning at 9am. Integration! I dont know why i can do differentiate but not integration. I find integration so tough. Hmm, weirdo me.

Going to catch a movie later with sis at amk. Gonna watch 'Clash of the Titans' or something. Hope that its nice ^^ So looking forward. Faster end sch leh, today's lesson is like so boring. Later Gp lect, then maths tutorial then home sweet home. Dont feel like coming sch today de, but coz of the stupid maths test, which its sure fail coz i dont know how to do. Haha

Hmm, i'm so bored... Someone entertain me leh... Or ask me out also can. Like maybe go beach or something. I feel so annoyed with myself now.

Err, dont know what to blog le. So sayonara...

5 april 10

2010-04-05T19:05:00.000-07:00

Today is an unlucky day for me. In the morning just the first lesson, some people kanna scolding. Spoil the mood for the day. The pervert kanna scolding too. Haha serves him right. Econs nothing much happen.

Gp common test next after one hour break. All the compo questions are so difficult. The suay part is that my correction tape use finish, nevermind, i got correction fluid, but during chem when i wanna use, its finished too. Quite suay right?

Haiz. Actually today nothing much happen also. Life is boring without...... I dont know. Someone entertain me pls....

Emotions keep changing every now and then...

5 april 10

2010-04-05T11:44:00.000-07:00

My mother is resigning from her position! She doesn't want to work as a logisitc manager anymore. I dont know why is there to be stress about, but I'm not her, so I dont know how stress being manager can be. She says that if she continues to work, she will have one of her arteries bursting sooner or later. However, she is quite hesitated on this issue, because daddy's business have been improving by a little for the 2 years only, then she scared she resign may cause stress for daddy coz he have to bear all the burden now. But anyway, she's still resigning. She's going to submit her resignation letter today.

So the benefit for her resignation is that she is able to take care of us finally! Since primary 2, mum is not home whenever we are release after sch, and lunch we have to settle on our own. So u can imagine how we feel. Its like we dont have mothers only after the clock strikes to 7pm, the time she reached home. If I'm not wrong, she will be leaving the company after this month. Finally I can eat my lunch at home. ^^

However, there will always be limitations. Less income to the home = less pocket $ (although my pocket $ wouldnt drop, but it wont increase either) = less to spend on shopping = must kick the habit of shopping and buying things w/o thinking, which is very difficult for me. My friends keep saying I'm a shopaholic. Well I admit actually, but not the severe cases as $ is a constraint coz the $ I spend is not mine. But I need to buy alot of things, like socks, maybe water bottle. I also wanan buy another shoe, though I bought one already, but its for sch, so another one is for outside de. Then I wanna bag too, like student bagpack that kind, just that I havent found the pattern I like. But now less $ le, so can I afford? Can, but will heartache when using the $. Haha. Unless some kind soul buy as present for me, like for my birthday, which already pass le.

Hmm, enough about the $ and shopping part. I wanna say about sch. I find that I hate schooling nowadays coz of the distraction. I keep thinking of things which I shouldnt be and I cant stop it, thats the problem. I even dreamt of it continously and remembered clearly what happens, which troubles me. I dont know how to stop looking or finding whenever there is break in between. Oh my god, I'm going crazy...

Fed up with myself...

30 March 10

2010-03-29T23:10:00.000-07:00

Okay, today is Tuesday. Lets just track back the time to Saturday where I had my napfa (5 stations).

Saturday napfa starts at 8.30am for girls. Since daddy mummy went back to Malaysia for 清明节, they cant fetch me to sch, so I have to take bus... Waste my transport fee. Then we had our napfa!

Same routine as last year, 1) sit-ups 2) standing broad jump (sbj) 3) sit-and-reach 4) incline-pull 5) shuttle-run

First. Sit-ups. Okay, I have to admit that sit-ups is the easiest stations to get A, so I cant understand why some of my classmates cant do sit-ups. To get an A is only just above 30, means getting 31 is already an A. So I did 32, actually I feel like doing more till 40 to break my own record, but last year when I did 37, my legs go wobbly, no energy for sbj, so now I learn my lesson, do sufficient is enough.

Second. Sbj. This one i dont know why is the second most difficult for me. I cant jump! 1st trial got 173cm, second is the same, and I didnt know that I need to improve by just ONE more cm to get a C instead of a D.

Third. Sit-and-reach, which appears to me is the toughest among all stations, even harder than 2.4km run. I just cant stretch myself to get an A. But at least thanks to Yuan Lin, who help me stretch and pull my muscles, that I can at least jump from a E to a B, which is like improve by alot! Well, I got 44cm, which is like 2cm more to get an A. Stupid...

Fourth. Incline-pull, which to me is the second easiest to get an A. Haha. But I think I deprove le, although I still get an A. Because not even till half way, I feel tired, unlike last year, do until 15+ still got some energy left. I complained to mummy that because this year she didnt wake me up on weekends to help her carry stuffs from wet market, thats why arms like no strength le. At least I can do 21, 1 less than last year only.

Lastly, shuttle-run, which I got phobia. Because during PE trial, I fall down due to the stupid shoe, thats why I'm scared to run shuttle-run. My class dont know what happen, suddenly all get A for shuttle-run for most of them. And I say most of them is like only 1 or 2 didnt get A, but all got. Haha. Boat Lim (our PE teacher/assessor) tell us that the highest record is 9.8s for a vollayball girl, then ask if we can break the record. In the end our basketball girl, Julia, break it by having 9.2s as the fastest timing. So proud of her. Haha. And Boat Lim says we 敷衍 him during trial, because trial's results for our class seems like hopeless kind, and he is worried we cant clear our napfa. Haha, I admit that we did 敷衍 him during PE. Lols. For my timing, at first is 11.3s, which is like 1 more second to A. Then I have to run again, sian... In the end, happy ending, 11.0s. Yeah ^^

So all in all, I got 1) A5 for sit-ups 2) D2 for sbj 3) B4 for sit-and-reach 4) A5 for incline-pull 5) A5 for shuttle-run Total: 21/25

For 2.4km, I ran yesterday. Well, I did tried my best, Timing is 14.33mins, which is a B4, and to get A, I think is less than 14.01mins, then I was like sian, if I can run faster for 33s more then I can have free subway. I feel like retaking 2.4km to get an A. Hope Thursday PE can retake 2.4km.

So now total points including 2.4km is 25/30, which is by right a Gold (because Gold is to get 21 points). BUT BUT BUT, Gold cannot have a D in any of the stations, so I get silver due to the sbj.

Today PE, Boat wanna push us to either get a pass or improve on our scores for some borderline cases. including to. I just need to get 1cm more to get a C from a D for sbj to get a Gold. When I jump for the 1st time, its worse, 160+ only, didnt even hit 170cm. Then he ask we all to stretch ourselves, jump here and there, swing our arms, pull our muscles. Well, quite a number fail sbj. Then when its my turn, 1st time, CMI, 2nd time CMI, but hitting 170+, and third time, when my classmates ask me to fly for the last time, OH MY GOSH, miracle happens! I jumped 178cm, highest in my Jc life. Haha, so I get a C and had my Gold. Yeah baby ^^ I so damn in a good mood today....

Hope that Thursday I can retake my 2.4km to try and get a A, if not then nevermind lor, coz its already a Gold. Haha...

Curious why I blog now? Coz later got Chem suppplementary lesson, 2hours in threatre 4, backside sure pain. Go through test paper and got quiz. And I didnt really study much. Yesterday go home immediately on bed sleep till 9+pm. Then wake up, pack bag, brush tooth, wash face, apply toner blah blah blah, then sleep again. But of course before that on the bed playing PSP. Haha. Now very tired...

Xin, sch now got cafeteria, named Good News, which is like quite lame and heard that the food is quite expensive. But there's atmosphere there. I wanna try the food today de, but not in operation until tomorrow. Haiz... They make the food and put in display, but we cant buy. So aint they wasting food??? Unless they wanna eat all by themselves la. Haha. Nevermind, I shall try tomorrow. So Xin, wanna come see?? Although not that elegant or nice, but better than dont have. Haha.

Hmm, guess I talk alot le, so bye bye... See ya

20 march 10

2010-03-20T15:17:00.000-07:00

Hoho, so sry that even though i promise to blog more often, but heaven forbids me to do so by destroying my lappy. So now my lappy is going down down down down down. Sad...

Okay, lets talk about what happen this week, which is my holiday! But a pathetic one. Hmm, Monday do nothing actually. Tuesday went to sch for remedial. By right later should go kovan to celebrate sheila's birthday. By left, i'm having fever on that day. So bye bye to the fun... Wednesday nothing, Thursday nothing, Friday go bishan library study with xin and huan.

Today, haha, go huan house print my homework. So currently using his lappy to blog. I like his lappy, macbook wor, so cool. I want one too. Maybe after A level ask them buy for me, or i ownself buy lor. Haha.

Sch opening soon, and is so boring. So much work to do, and worse is got napfa! Stamina deprove le, then now suddenly napfa, haiz, lucky this holiday got train abit, hope i can pass. Dont be so ambitious anymore, pass can liao. Haha.

Hmm, dont think got much to say bah, so bye bye...

9 march 10

2010-03-09T11:13:00.000-08:00

Sorry, i didnt update the Alvl results because my laptop is crazy. Hmm, Alvl results come out last Fri and top scorer has 8 distinctions for all his subjects and i dont know how he did it de. But anyway, quite good la, alot of people score distinctions. Envy =.=

Later we went to collect our mother tongue results, and surprisingly is that quite alot got As wor. Last time our chinese teacher keep saying our standard is very low, now we produced more As than she expected. Haha. And i get an A too, which is like, wow, miracle. Hopefully other subjects and follow as well. Hmm, quite motivated. I'm gonna study like crazy during march holidays le.

Dont ask me out unless its emergency. Haha. I need to spend time to exercise too because after march holidays, Napfa is coming again. Haiz, i think stamina drop liao. Lols. Anyone wanna run 2.4 with me in the morning?? Haha

Hmm, saturday got the sports carnival. I'm reserved for dragon boat. Bernard is late, then i was like need to go for dragon boat but i didnt bring extra clothes. Luckily last minute bernard arrived, if not i will be wet. Lols.

Something is happening, so cant blog le. Bye